Baptize by Blazing Fire #2
(Abridged)
by Pastor Yong-Doo Kim
The Lord spoke clearly. “At the present time, churches’
spiritual activities are in conflict with what I
intended for them. The pastoral leaders and church
members worship me in formality and know me merely as a
written theory. With a burning desire, come and meet
me.”
Our Lord desired to show us the reality of engaging in
spiritual battles with evil spirits and to open our
spiritual eyes so that we may straightforwardly see
Heaven, Hell, angels and the devil.
==== DAY 16 ====
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * Arguments cause your house in Heaven
to collapse
In Heaven, I asked, “Jesus, I was told we have a house
of our own in Heaven. I would like to see my house.” He
led me to my house. We traveled awhile, when I saw a
brightly shining golden house. Jesus said, “This is your
house.” At that moment, I was struck by the beauty of
it. The angels were busily going about here and there,
building my house.
When I asked about how many stories my house was, He
replied that the fifth story was almost complete and
more supporting columns were being built to construct
more floors above. I also saw brother Haak-Sung’s house
and his seventh story was just completed.
When I asked to see Joseph’s and Joo-Eun’s houses, Jesus
looked worried, saying, “What shall I do? What can be
done?” I asked Jesus if there was something wrong. He
explained that both had third and fourth stories almost
completed, but when they last argued their houses
collapsed. Jesus taught me that if someone is selfish,
argumentative or curses, their house in Heaven tumbles
down. This is true for children and adults. Jesus told
me to tell both Joseph and Joo-Eun never to fight and
try to compromise when disagreements occur.
Jesus had a very sad expression upon viewing the
crumbled house. He couldn’t hide His sadness. “Oh, what
shall we do? Why do Joseph and Joo-Eun argue so much?
Yoo-Kyung, please tell Joseph and Joo-Eun to stop
fighting. They both start to poke fun at one another,
ending up in a fight and while playing ball together,
they end up arguing. This house was built with many
difficulties by the angels with my instruction; how do
we build it up again?”
I often fight with my older brother, Haak-Sung, and now
I realize I have to be really careful of our arguments.
Jesus clothed me in a golden gown with wings saying, “My
dearest Yoo-Kyung, you witness to so many and I love you
so much for that.” I immediately responded, “Lord, I’m
going out to witness tomorrow as well.” Jesus replied,
“Really? Be zealous and keep it up. I will build your
house up quickly.”
Lee, Haak-Sung: * The deeper we encounter the spiritual
world, the more mysterious it becomes.
Snake
Approximately 10 minutes into praying, three devils
appeared. The first was a headless male. A female demon
wearing a gown, with a noise of a strong wind, tried to
scratch me with her sharp nails. An enormous snake with
a head at both ends appeared, with each head fighting to
go first. I cried, “Jesus, save me. Please help me!” He
came quickly and drove all of them away.
Jesus surrounded us while we prayed and touched each of
us, one by one. Jesus touched Pastor Kim’s head and
aching back, Joseph’s foot and Joo-Eun’s back. Jesus
said, “Joseph, share one of your wishes with me.” He
replied, “Jesus, please help brother Oh, Jong-Suk to
keep his job and diligently attend church.” Jesus agreed
and commended me, “Haak-Sung, it’s very cold today, but
you still went out to witness and share the gospel
today. You made me very happy.”
After Jesus left us, a female demon wearing a gown
approached me; she looked like a school girl. I paid no
attention to her and continued to pray in tongues. She
forced her face in front of me and tickled my nostrils
with a feather, while I prayed. I commanded her to
leave.
There have been many different demons appearing and many
strange things happening since I started praying
diligently. The deeper I go, the more I encounter things
that are unseen in the natural world.
Kim, Yong-Doo: * The punishment for disclosing the
secret
Yesterday, our neighboring church’s pastor and his wife
came to talk over a cup of tea. They asked if they could
join the prayer meeting. I tried to avoid the
conversation without being obvious, but because she
repeatedly asked and I didn’t want to seem
disrespectful, I finally gave in and said yes. I knew in
my heart I should NOT have done it. Serious anguish
filled my heart, because I remember Jesus told us not to
share our prayer meeting with anyone outside our
congregation until after the book was published. They
have no clue what was going on and during our prayer
service, we are engaged in life and death battles with
demonic spirits.
Jesus required me to be firm and reject the pastor’s
wife’s desire to join the prayer rally. I failed, and in
my deepest heart of hearts, I was afraid of what was
going to transpire because of my disobedience. The
Sunday night prayer service ended strangely because of
the pastor’s wife’s unwanted attendance. In the early
morning around 2 am, I finished the first part of the
prayer meeting and I wanted to send her home, but she
sat around as if she had something to say. I made
certain that no one from the prayer team disclosed
anything, but my wife and I somehow ended up disclosing
the details of the secret.
I revealed that we had been visiting Heaven and Hell on
request and many have received the gifts of spiritual
sight, prophesy, distinguishing between the demonic and
Heavenly spirits, speaking in tongues, faith, wisdom and
knowledge. I disclosed that I was in the process of
writing these events into a book which will be
published, so I encouraged her to go back to her own
church to pray diligently.
God had planned to open my spiritual sight this Sunday
night at the prayer rally and He had verified this with
the members whose spiritual vision was opened. But God
was enraged by my inability to keep His secrets. My
simple mind thought it was alright to disclose some
secrets, but I made a huge mistake. For this reason, the
plan to open my spiritual eyes was withdrawn.
Jesus was overcome with sadness. During prayer, Sister
Baek, Bong-Nyo cried out, “How can what we said be such
a big deal?” She sobbed disconsolately. Because I
couldn’t keep the secret, I became a wretched human
being and I couldn’t stand the guilt. How did Samson
feel? When Samson revealed his secret of being a
nazirite, he betrayed his relationship with God.
Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo: * The Lord’s personal scolding
for Pastor Kim
“My dear Bong-Nyo, why are you sobbing so much? Your
church pastor Kim, Yong-Doo has made a big mistake, but
why are you crying?” He asked with a stern voice.
“Pastor Kim will have to repent. The events happening at
your church must be recorded in a book and be disclosed
to the world. Until then it must be kept a secret. But,
why did he disclose the secret and sin against me?” The
Lord was disappointed.
“This secret reveals the true identity of the devil;
therefore, there will be many trials along the way. You
have no reason to cry. Let Pastor Kim know what I told
you.” Jesus’ fearful wrath continued. “Pastor Kim
disclosed entrusted secrets to the neighboring pastor’s
wife and I don’t know why he did this sinful thing.
Pastor Kim’s transgression is huge, but don’t you cry.”
Jesus gave an explanation. “The way the congregation
prays in unity and all the events you’ve experienced
will send a big shock all over the world. The devil
doesn’t want his identity revealed to the world and he
is trying desperately to keep it hidden. He fears the
real experiences the congregation had will expose him
and his angels. If these truths about their existence
and identities are exposed before the book is completed,
the devil’s attacks will intensify and you will have to
endure more. Until all the details of the prayer vigils
are recorded completely, it is a sealed secret. I will
give you another chance. Pastor Kim will have to
concentrate on praying and writing the book. Also,
everyone with the gift of prophecies must postpone
praying for others.”
Jesus rebukes pastors and their wives harshly for their
lack of focus. Jesus firmly said all the churches built
in His name must be able to find solutions to any
problems no matter how big, within themselves. “When
there is a problem in a church, the pastor and his wife
must pray in accord and there surely will be an answer
from God. Many lack the ability to persevere, going from
here to there, looking for people with the gift of
prophecy to pray for them. There are so many of you like
this and it saddens me. When the wives of the pastors
assist and pray with their pastor, kneeling at the altar
of their church, God will answer their prayers. Also, if
you have prayed and laid all your worries before God,
then wait, because that’s true faith.”
During the afternoon service, no matter how sincerely
Pastor Kim led the praise and no matter how powerful his
sermon was, Jesus stood quietly beside the pulpit with a
furious expression. Pastor Kim delivered the sermon with
cold sweat running down his face, but it didn’t look
like Jesus’ anger was subsiding. Pastor looked forsaken
and pathetic to me. I made an earnest prayer request to
Jesus, but He firmly answered, “The only way is for
Pastor Kim to beg for forgiveness with a contrite heart
and our Heavenly Father will watch and decide.”
Jesus commanded, “If you ever disclose these secrets to
the public, all the spiritual gifts will be taken away.”
Pastor Kim would have to avoid contact with his extended
family and close friends and seclude himself away from
the outside world. Jesus requested that the pastor
concentrate on praying and record everything the Lord
has shown him, so he can quickly publish the book.
I asked, “Jesus, what if the pastor’s wife from the
neighboring church who came over to Pastor Kim’s house
returns on Sunday afternoon service to talk and pray?
Our pastor is soft hearted and cannot say no.” The Lord
said vehemently, “Am I a witch doctor? Why are you
constantly asking me, like I’m a fortune teller?” To
pastors and their wives, He said, “You must concentrate
on praying, seeking and crying out to me. Then, I will
answer you. I don’t know why you go from here to there
looking for answers!” He was very unhappy about this.
==== DAY 17 ====
Deaconess Shin, Sung-Kyung:
Since Sunday, I had been praying in tongues for three
days. My body suddenly felt burning hot and I started
praying even more powerfully in tongues. A bright light
shone down on me and I burst into tears, with a prayer
of confession. Tears and sweat covered my face, while a
long list of sins I had committed came to my mind.
I never kept the Sunday holy to worship God, despite my
title as a deaconess at my church and I often gave my
pastor such a terrible time. He poured out countless
encouragements, as well as scolding. But they went in
one ear and out the other. My outward appearance was a
proper ‘deaconess,’ yet my heart didn’t have any
connection to God. This was the main reason why I wanted
to attend the prayer vigil and I was determined to be
transformed.
Kim, Yong-Doo: * Pastor Kim’s repentance
The day I was to receive my spiritual gift was
postponed, because I did not obey the Lord’s command to
keep His secret. I shared this secret with my close
friend and this made Jesus extremely angry. Humanly
speaking, it was not a big deal. It’s a mistake that
anyone can make, but God’s thoughts are completely
different from ours. As we explore deeper into the
spiritual world, the Lord wants us to become more
spiritually sensitive. Until the book was completed, He
demanded that we sever ourselves from the outside world.
For three days, I repented day and night, but the Lord’s
wrath didn’t seem like it would subside. Jesus commanded
me to stop writing the book. The possibility of my
daughter Joo-Eun’s gifts of spiritual distinction,
prophesy and all six spiritual gifts being taken away,
as well as other members’ gifts, filled my heart with
sadness. It was like a curse.
I didn’t know what to do. I thought, “How do I pastor
this church? Am disowned by God?” These shameful
thoughts filled my heart. But, I couldn’t sit back and
give up. I cried, repented, supplicated, shouted out,
and prayed in all the different methods of prayer I
could think of, as I continued to sob loudly. When I
delivered the evening sermon, I couldn’t see in front of
me, because my eyes were so swollen. The four to five
hour sermon I usually delivered so easily was difficult
and I couldn’t give my sermon that night. The lights
were turned off and with songs, we all prayed for
repentance for our sins.
“Lord, please give me one more chance!” I prayed. I used
every Bible verse that applied to me to thoroughly plead
my case. Every member of the prayer team cried and
prayed zealously with me. Oh, I was tearfully touched
and thankful to my congregation! The Lord had mercy on
these young and poor congregational members.
When the Lord heard our touching prayers, He decided to
give me another chance. The Lord clearly stated from
this point on everything must be kept secret, until the
book is completed. No one outside of the group is to
know of these things. Even to the congregation, the Lord
did not want every detail to be announced, but only a
limited portion to be shared. Every conversation
regarding the subject must be approved by the pastor and
be limited to minimal information shared.
* The transformation of my hands
While praying for 30 minutes with my hands held high,
both my arms and hands started moving in some sort of
pattern. At first, my right palm moved outward. After
praying continually in tongues my left palm started
outward as well.
The movement was very slow. I thought, if this was the
pace of spiritual awakening, I wouldn’t last an hour.
For other members, even after a short prayer, Jesus
revealed Himself to them and they were able to see the
demonic spirits. I’m a pastor, but He dealt with me very
arduously. It took an average of 20-30 minutes before I
saw any sign of change and at this rate, I was anxious
not to lose my will.
I prayed for two to three hours and, as usual, my hands
repeated the movement when suddenly, I felt an
electrical shock mercilessly passing through my head. I
thought, “This is it; this is my introduction into the
spiritual world,” and I was filled with curiosity. I
prayed more powerfully, while the electric current
vibrated throughout my body continuously.
* A swarm of demonic spirits attack
As usual, I was praying with my hands held high, for
roughly four hours. Suddenly, a shapeless body came and
twisted my wrist. It stabbed my neck with a sharp
instrument and the right side of my back felt like it
was being sliced with a sharp knife. I cried in great
distress and collapsed forward, as my body became
paralyzed. I struggled, but it was no use.
The demons mocked me saying, “You dare to have your
spiritual sight awakened? If you receive this awakening,
how do you think we’re going to survive? Even right now,
we are punished severely because all of you pray so
much! We don’t have a chance since you are constantly
praising, giving your sermons and praying, but it looks
like the day has come for you today. You’ve taken
completely clueless fools and helped them to receive
spiritual gifts. You will pay for what you’ve done!”
Then, the mass of the demonic spirits entered my body.
I gasped for breath. The demons traveled rampantly
through my body and caused aggravating pain. I tried to
stop all movements, but the pain continued. My entire
body went numb. Every muscle, nerve, joint and bone were
agonizingly painful. I couldn’t even cry out, even
though I was in so much pain. The more I screamed, the
more the wounds pulsated with pain.
“Lord! I’m so sorry. Save me. Please save me! I can’t
bear this pain,” I cried. The praying congregation was
shocked and immediately ran up to the pulpit. They were
all very frightened. They didn’t know what to do, so
they helplessly looked to me for a sign. I screamed out,
“You filthy demons, in the name of Jesus the Nazareth,
flee from me!” The demons didn’t leave. On many other
occasions when I uttered the name of Jesus the demons
immediately fled, but this time no matter how loudly I
yelled they did not budge.
They began choking me, moving down my neck and back and
hacking me continuously with an ax, while mangling both
my arms. Finally, they made it impossible to speak. I
could only breathe and even that caused great anguish
and pain all over my body. I gathered up all my strength
and urged the entire congregation to encircle me and
pray as if their life depended on it. “Lord! Lord! Save
me!” These words involuntarily came out of me.
* The congregation’s powerful prayers
The members cried out. I asked the members with the gift
of spiritual sight to quickly identify what kind of
demons were inside me, but they unanimously said they
couldn’t see anything at all. All this time, my right
wrist was twisted and paralyzed.
I urged the congregation to call upon Jesus to help us
identify the demons. We prayed for a long while and
those with the gift of spiritual sight began to share
what they saw. (Ephesians 1:18-19) The swarm of demons
inside me came to the Lord’s Church with a specific
order from the head demon of the Hell. Their
invisibility and ability to transform into diverse forms
made it difficult to see them without intense prayer.
Jesus said, “My precious lambs, because of your earnest
prayers and cries for your pastor, I will allow you to
see the demons.”
There were approximately 30 demons and they had been
waiting for a long time for the opportunity to attack.
When the neighboring pastor and his wife visited, the
demons saw an opportunity and snuck in behind them. The
king demon of Hell had given a direct order, shouting,
“When you enter the Lord’s Church, you have to be
significantly more careful than at other churches. There
are many members who have the gift of spiritual sight
and many of my inferior followers have been chased away,
because their true identities have been exposed. Now you
have to wait for the right time to attack Pastor Kim.
That fool is the source of these problems. If we can
knock him down, everything else will be resolved easily.
Go and make this happen.”
Our neighboring church pastor’s wife doesn’t have the
kind of faith that will draw demons to her, nor does she
follow demons around. From what I know, she is a prayer
warrior who prays diligently. The demons tried very hard
to hide their identities and looked for a vehicle to
use. When they knew the pastor’s wife wanted to visit,
they followed her in and utilized the human’s persistent
need for compassion as a lure.
“Jesus, show us the demon’s identity. Jesus, please
reveal them to us,” we all prayed. Then, someone
shouted, “Wow! I see them. I can see!” There were about
15 demons that looked like round lentil pancakes. They
had many eyes and they rolled around my body. The rest
were demons of various shapes and sizes. There was an
enormous centipede, a caterpillar, a dark shadowy demon,
a female demon, and a lion. I frantically asked the
congregation to encircle me and to pray earnestly in
tongues, touching the painful areas of my body. They
began to touch my body and started to pray.
Someone shouted, “Pastor, the demons are changing! They
aren’t scattering, but uniting!” I responded, “Is that
true? Pray with power and authority and cast them away!”
The congregation shouted in one voice, “In the name of
Jesus, get out of our pastor’s body! Go back to Hell!”
Joo-Eun shouted, “These evil demons are sitting inside
you with their arms locked together. Oh, no! What do we
do?” I shouted loudly, “Continue to pray. If you stop we
will be in big trouble.” They all prayed desperately.
(Ephesians 6:10-11) “Finally, my brethren, be strong in
the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the
whole armor of God that ye may be able to stand against
the wiles of the devil.”
Sister Baek screamed, “Pastor, the demon transformed
again.” I asked, “What is it now?” She responded, “It’s
awful! This time it changed into a black centipede. It’s
biting your neck with its two sharp fangs and with a
thorn it stabbed the inside of your body. What do we do?
The centipede is stuck on your back!” Immediately, I
felt an unbearable pain and jumped up, causing me more
agony. Then, I collapsed forward.
Centiped
I cried out again, “Lord, please help me!” No matter how
loudly I called, He didn’t come. I urged the
congregation, “Hurry and call on Jesus!” They called out
together, “Lord, where are you? Please hurry and help
our pastor!” After they pleaded, Jesus appeared before
us.
I was angry, because I felt Jesus took too long. I
thought, “Where has Jesus been that it took Him so
long?” Jesus answered me, “I will help you. Don’t
worry.” With their spiritual sight, the congregation saw
Jesus entering my body and said He was chasing the
demons out. The demons reunited and transformed into
something like rubber bands.
Jesus pulled them out. When He pulled them off one side,
they would be stuck to the opposite side and stretched
out without coming off. It required a lot of time to
pull all the sticky demons off. I believe Jesus was
purposely taking His time in order to train our faith.
(James 4:7) “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist
the devil, and he will flee from you.”
In the Bible, when Jesus spoke, the demons trembled with
fear and surrendered to Him. There must have been a
reason Jesus was taking His time. Jesus wanted to test
the resilience of our congregation and for us to
experience a united effort to drive out demons. The
prayer rally began at midnight and continued until 7 am
the next morning. My body was still in agonizing pain
and the congregation continued their prayers.
As the congregation surrounded me in prayer, my stomach
growled, filled with gas. My body ached and my stomach
was in so much pain I couldn’t stand it any longer.
There was a very unpleasant odor from me that bothered
the congregation. I was very ashamed; it seemed like
something rotting inside me was coming out.
Someone said, “Please control yourself.” With that,
everyone burst into laughter. I said, “It’s not the time
to laugh. Continue praying to God.” They respectfully
returned to prayer. “Joo-Eun, is the Lord still taking
the demons off of me?” I asked. “Hurry and see.”
Immediately, three members reported that Jesus was
grabbing the demons one by one and tying them up. The
two remaining demons weren’t giving up easily. Jesus
finally captured and bound all the demons that had
tormented me. He promised to throw them into the fiery
pit.
Later Jesus said, “Wow! The ‘little lambs’ of the Lord’s
Church are something to be reckoned with! Your cries and
prayers for Pastor Kim, and when you worried, prayed,
and stayed by him while he wrestled with demons really
moved me. Continue just a little while longer. I’ll open
up the spiritual gift of sight to Pastor Kim and he’ll
be able to see in detail both Heaven and Hell. He’ll
then record these sights in a book and share them with
the world. Many lost souls will read this book, be
saved, and return to me.”
When I returned home and lay down to rest, the wounds
from the biting and scratching were unbearable. It was
so excruciatingly painful that when I breathed or lay
down, I would shout out in agony. My wife, Joseph, and
Joo-Eun began to pray earnestly.
While Joo-Eun prayed, she heard Jesus saying, “When the
evil demons left you, they didn’t leave quietly.
Instead, they left an aftermath of painful bites and
scratches that you will suffer for many days to come.
Since your wife received the gift of healing, have her
lay her hands upon your wounds and pray.” My wife
immediately laid her hands on my wounds, but it didn’t
heal quickly enough. I rolled on the ground in pain and
petitioned the Lord. “Lord, my wife has the gift of
healing, but why am I still suffering the agonizing
pain?” The Lord explained that her healing powers were
weak, but reassured me I would gradually get better.
Since I’m impatient and couldn’t wait, I rushed to the
nearby doctor for therapy, but the pain was so intense I
stopped the treatment. My wife said, “In our 20 years of
marriage I’ve never seen you in such agony and pain.”
Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo: * Our homes in Heaven
While I was praying for my pastor, the Lord showed me my
pastor’s house in Heaven. (John 14:2-3) Pastor Kim’s
house went up from 360 to 370 stories and his wife’s
house was up from 270 to 280 stories. Joseph’s house was
four stories and the fifth story was almost complete.
Joo-Eun’s house was 12 stories and the 13th story was
under way. I asked, “Lord, Joseph and Joo-Eun’s houses
are being built one story at a time, while my pastor and
his wife’s houses are being built ten stories at a time.
Why is this?” “Not only does the pastor prepare the
sermon and bless the congregation with it, but he prays
diligently for you. The prayer of the pastor is much
more powerful compared to yours. The servanthood of a
pastor for his congregation is what enables his house to
be built quicker. Also, the pastor’s wife, Kang Hyun-Ja,
prepares food for the congregation day and night. Not
only that, during the week she feeds and clothes your
family daily. Her reward in Heaven will be great.
Joo-Eun has a tendency to yell and be argumentative; the
smallest situation will make her irritable. She may
become arrogant, so keep her humble. Joseph is so
reserved that he often looks angry. Even when I see him,
his expression is not friendly and I want him to change
that. When your pastor mentions in the sermon what
Joseph needs improvement on, he is displeased with the
suggestion. I want Joseph to accept these constructive
criticisms with faith and be obedient. Then, his house
will be built up.”
Haak-Sung’s house was ten stories high and the support
columns for the 11th story were already being built and
Yoo-Kyung’s house had seven stories. Jesus told me,
because the secret of our church was disclosed by pastor
and his wife, 50 stories of the pastor’s house and 30
stories of his wife’s house collapsed.
When I went to the night service, Pastor Kim looked
frail, like he’d been praying and crying for awhile. His
eyes were swollen and he struggled to see properly. I
pleaded to the Lord. “Lord, our pastor suffered so many
afflictions from the demons today. Give him strength.”
Jesus tenderly came and comforted me, “Everyone has many
family members that comfort them, but my dearest Baek
Bong-Nyo, you have no one and nothing. I will comfort
you.” He continued, "You love me above all else and this
is why I value you so much!”
A few moments later, two beautiful angels descended from
Heaven. They were tall and very handsome. One of them I
knew was the Archangel Michael and the other introduced
himself to me saying, “Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo, I am
Gabriel and I stand before God. The Lord commanded me to
escort you, so I’ve come.” I replied, “Oh yes, thank
you.” They started taking me up into the atmosphere.
Suddenly, a large group of demonic spirits appeared to
blockade us.
The faces of the demons were very diverse. I saw a
dragon’s head, large snakes, and various animal spirits,
all ready to attack us. They gathered together with
other demonic forces and soon their strength grew
immensely, but Gabriel and Michael didn’t feel
threatened at all. Instead, they looked calm. When they
raised their hands, the demons quickly vanished.
(Revelation 12:7-9)
After the demons disappeared, we arrived in Heaven and,
standing at a distance, Jesus greeted me. He shouted, “I
love you, my dear Baek Bong-Nyo. I love you.” Jesus and
I rode on the clouds, traveling all over Heaven. There
are many mountains in Heaven, all golden. When I saw the
skies in Heaven, the thought of returning home
disappeared from my mind.
Lee, Haak-Sung: * Jesus cries with Pastor Kim
We went evangelism witnessing from 4 pm until 7 pm.
Afterwards, I headed to church to pray. I saw our pastor
praying and crying on his knees with his arms held high.
I saw Jesus standing beside the pastor. Jesus was
wearing the crown of thorns and crying as He gazed down
at our pastor. Jesus’ head was bleeding heavily and His
blood dripped onto His gown. He was drenched in blood.
Jesus embraced Pastor Kim and he continued to cry. All
the lights were off in the sanctuary, but near the
pulpit, a bright light was shining out of Jesus. In the
background, a song about Christ’s suffering named ‘The
Three Nails’ played continuously.
Later that night, Jesus told me, “No matter how cold the
weather is, it’s best to pray in light clothing, on your
knees and with your arms held up straight. When you are
cold, I will send you
3 headed dragon
fire, so don’t worry beforehand. If you dress in bulky
clothes, you’ll fall asleep while you pray. Do you
understand?”
Kim, Joo-Eun: * Repenting in accord
While praying in tongues, a hideous three-headed dragon
jumped at me. It paced back and forth to scare me, but I
drove it away saying, “In the name of Jesus Christ, you
filthy demon, flee from me! Get away from me!” I resumed
praying in tongues. Jesus appeared before me and was
especially quiet. Without saying a word, He stood before
me for a long time, sobbing. I asked many questions, but
He just shed tears. Today, at the evening service,
Pastor tearfully confessed, “I am deeply afflicted,
because I’ve caused the Lord so much pain. Lord, I have
sinned greatly against you.” We all concentrated on
singing and repenting in unity. Jesus, the pastor, and
all of us, cried together. (1 John 5:4)
==== DAY 18 ==== (1 Peter 5:6-10)
Lee, Haak-Sung: * Physically Attacking the demons!
In the evening sermon, the pastor told us, “When the
demons appear, don’t be afraid, but fight boldly face to
face! Those filthy demons are nothing, so don’t fear
them. When you go deeper into the spiritual realm and
pray boldly, you will find opposition [in the form of
demons]. When you do, capture it and tear it into
pieces; destroy it!” I thought to myself, “How can we do
such a thing to the terrifying demons? He must be
exaggerating.” But the pastor repeated it with a firm
conviction, “We can do this. We have been attacked and
have handled much abuse. It is now our turn to avenge
and attack them.” Then, he visually taught us how to
physically attack them.
“Can we really capture the demons?” I thought. So far,
we were able to use the name of Jesus as a weapon, but
now we were told we could engage demons with physical
hand to hand combat!
Later on, while I was praying in tongues, two demons
from before returned. One was a muscular demon and the
other had multiple faces on it. It was holding a peacock
feather and, as before, it used the soft end of the
feather to tickle my nostrils. I remembered the sermon
the pastor gave in the evening service. (James 4:7) I
reached out my physical hand to simulate taking the
feather from the demon. I thought, “Oh, how can this be?
That feather is now in my hand!” It was miraculous.
I started poking the demon continuously with the sharp
pointy tip of the feather. The demon yelled, “Ouch!” I
quickly attacked it all over, stabbing it mercilessly.
It jumped up and down shouting, “Ouch! Save me!” A green
fluid oozed out of the wounds. It must be its blood.
When the other demon saw this, it was so shocked it ran
away filled with fear.
Pastor Kim kept praying, enduring his painful wounds the
demons left on his body. Jesus approached him and
continuously touched the wounds with His hands. Jesus
came to me and said, “Haak-Sung, don’t let your arms
fall down even though it’s hard. The prayer with hands
lifted up high has much more power.”
Kim, Joo-Eun:
Today, there were very many odd looking demons and they
continuously appeared before me. I screamed loudly, “You
demons, in the name of Jesus, flee from me.” They
vanished. I resumed praying. Suddenly, a really strong
looking male demon walked toward me mumbling, “Hey, stop
praying. You pray too much for a little kid.” I
exclaimed, “Hey, you filthy devil! In the name of Jesus,
flee from me!” The devil vanished.
As I continued to pray, a demon in the form of a pretty
lady came. This devil was so graceful and beautiful that
I couldn’t imagine it was an evil demon. (2 Corinthians
11:14-15) Even the way she spoke was refined. She said,
“Please don’t pray. Why are you praying?” I ignored her
and she got mad. “Hey, why are you praying? When you
pray, do you see something special?” she said and then
she shouted, “Stop praying!” I yelled, “In the name of
Jesus, flee from me,” and immediately she began to rip
in half from the top of her head down to her crotch. I
shrugged with disgust, saying, “Eew, so nasty!” As her
body divided in half, it revealed a heinous demon
inside. I still can’t get over the fact that its perfect
outer appearance was so different from its inside.
Later, I saw a demon that appeared to be a little
innocent boy with a red bandana. He had an ability to
play gross tricks with his eyes. I tried to cast it away
in the name of Jesus, but this demon resisted and didn’t
budge easily. I persistently prayed, clenching my teeth.
Then, the demon vanished.
* Baptized in Blazing Fire
I realized how many different types of demons there are.
I witnessed them bothering other members. They
constantly came and went and were moving around busily
in utter confusion. While I prayed, I wondered how
Pastor Kim was doing. I looked over at him, but instead
of seeing him I saw a ball of blazing fire in his place.
Surprised, I opened my eyes to confirm what I saw and I
saw Pastor sitting in his seat as usual praying. When I
closed my eyes again, I saw a big ball of blazing fire.
Demons were standing beside our pastor without being
able to attack him, so they moved on to attack the
congregation.
Suddenly, a long haired female demon appeared and bit my
left arm with her Dracula-like fangs. I tried to shove
her away, but couldn’t. I couldn’t think straight,
because the pain was so agonizing. And then, another
demon attacked me. I called, “Lord, Lord, help me.
Please help me!” I moved close to pastor’s wife and I
continued to pray with my hands held up high. About 100
demons came to distract me from praying. I
counterattacked by shouting, “You filthy demons, why do
you live like this? Why are you bothering me?” One with
sharp fangs rushed toward me shouting, “We want to send
you to Hell.” I responded, “What? Hell? You are
hilarious! Hey, you filthy demons, flee from me. In the
name of Jesus, flee from me.” In that instant, every one
of them fled. I realized if I wanted to visit Heaven, I
would need to fight hard against evil demonic forces.
* Pastors who discontinued their pastoral duties
I continued to pray for a long time, when Jesus appeared
calling me by my nickname, “Sesame! My dear Sesame, you
are very good at casting out the evil spirits!” I
replied, “Jesus, I just remembered something my father
wanted to ask you about. There are pastors who have
stopped being pastors and returned to worldly jobs. What
happens to those pastors?” Jesus reluctantly responded,
“You are so young to explain this to, but listen well
and tell him exactly what I am telling you.” He
continued, “The pastors who give up being a pastor
because of its hardships will be judged harshly by my
Heavenly Father. The Heavenly Father will rebuke them,
‘Why did you stop being a pastor? I gave you the
abilities to do your pastoral duties, but why did you
make the decision to stop without my permission? You’ve
made a big mistake. You must repent!’ Then, with the
remainder of his earthly life, he must follow obediently
in his walk with me. There are also people who fail to
keep the Lord’s Day holy and do whatever they want.
They, who are not born again, open their businesses.
There should be no business transactions on Sunday
whatsoever. Many proclaim their salvation with their
mouths, but they are so wrong. If they are truly saved,
their lives should show it! Our Father in Heaven has a
keen eye on all of you. To the Father every soul is very
precious and when souls go to Hell by their own
choosing, it hurts Him very deeply. He sheds many
tears!”
* Those who drive out pastors (James 3:16)
I then inquired, “Jesus, sometimes on TV, I see churches
engaged in a fight with the pastor and it really
embarrasses me. Why do the congregations and their
pastors fight? In that instance, whose side are you on?”
Jesus said, “You are so young, yet you always ask such
questions.” I responded, “Lord, I am a daughter of a
pastor. It makes me sad to see the pastor being kicked
out of the church!” Jesus answered, “The pastor often
makes mistakes and that is a problem. More importantly,
when the congregation resents and drives out the pastor,
they will have committed a huge sin. Even though a
person has sinned in the past, if they sincerely repent
and follow God, they can still enter Heaven. They must
never repeat such a sin!” (Philippians 2:3)
I continued to ask questions. “Jesus, we are all praying
together, but why do you only take sister Baek and her
family to visit Heaven and Hell? We are the pastor’s
family, right? My family seems to have more faith, but
why do you, Lord, only love Haak-Sung, Yoo-Kyung and
Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo?” Jesus burst into laughter at my
question and answered, “My dear Joo-Eun, that isn’t
true. They have such a tough life. Haak-Sung and
Yoo-Kyung are both psychologically challenged, right?
Also, Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo is bedridden, suffering with
back pain. They have little to eat and live in a small
basement room, but they pray without ceasing! They don’t
know when they will be kicked out into the street, yet
they obediently pray to God. I love them especially,
because despite their limitations they still pray
diligently! They need my protection! You have so many
family members, but they don’t even have a father or a
husband. This is why they need my special attention!”
(Exodus 33:19)
“Jesus, our pastor is recording all these spiritual
experiences in a book. When the book is completed, are
you going to take back all the spiritual gifts?” The
Lord said, “Joo-Eun, the gift of prophesy is a very
important gift which isn”t easily given or taken away.
The gift of prophesy is only taken when your Heavenly
Father commands it and otherwise it is left as it is.”
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * The demons fear your faith
Today, I was attacked by a very terrifying demon that
showed me many different forms. Afterward, I said to
Jesus, “Jesus, the demons are so scary!” He replied,
“Yoo-Kyung, you can defeat the demons. The demons are
afraid of your faith, so don’t worry. The angels are
always here to protect you.”
Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo: * The identity of the formless
demons that attacked Pastor Kim
I was praying powerfully in tongues, but I couldn’t see
anything. Everything was as dark as pitch. I tried hard
to go deeper into the spiritual realm, so I prayed
louder. I noticed many round objects, spinning around
and around. I thought they might be the same type of
demons that viciously attacked our pastor. I wanted to
pay them back, so I concentrated intensely. They rolled
all around me to distract me. I fervently prayed to
Jesus, and He said, “Look at them carefully.” They
looked like lentil pancakes. There were about 20 of them
rolling all over the church, spying for an opportunity.
Jesus said, “It was these pathetic demons that bit and
twisted Pastor Kim’s arm yesterday. I took them all and
threw them into the fiery pit of Hell, but they’ve
already returned to attack my servants. Bong-Nyo, you
have to be especially careful!”
I was informed that the king demon had given a secret
order, “There is a member in the Lord’s Church with the
gift of spiritual sight named ‘Baek, Bong-Nyo’ and she
can distinguish who we are. Concentrate on attacking
that woman!” If it wasn’t for the Lord revealing these
demons to me, it would be difficult to see them even
with the spiritual gift of sight. The Lord told me that
when I pray deeper, I’ll be able to see those evil
spirits that are formless. As I pray powerfully, the
demons’ identities will be revealed and they will
vanish.
* Archangels Michael and Gabriel
Two splendid angels came to escort me to Heaven. They
were Michael and Gabriel. They cannot be compared to any
other angels. “Our beloved Jesus commanded that sister
Baek, Bong-Nyo be escorted, so we’ve come personally.” I
was humbled by how special the Lord treated someone so
insignificant as me. I didn’t know how to react. I could
hardly contain my excitement and I eagerly followed
them.
In Heaven, Jesus showed me the Garden of Eden, which was
breathtaking. In our conversation, Jesus told me,
“Bong-Nyo, it was difficult to cast out the demons
inside Pastor Kim yesterday. You must be exhausted. The
demons that were inside the pastor are like a tick that
clings to you and won’t let go. Those pests disguise
their identities and transform their bodies to stretch
out and retract back like rubber bands. After the
meeting, Pastor Kim dragged his aching body to drive
sister Shin Sung-Kyung home. These young lambs have the
heart to protect their pastor. The moment I saw this I
was deeply moved and I decided to join them.” He
continued, “The last demon that was stuck inside Pastor
Kim and was determined to torment him as long as it
could. I had to use force to drag it out. Unfortunately,
in your church, among the young lambs, you’re the only
one who can see Hell. I know it is difficult for you,
but I would appreciate it if you would be more patient.
Right now, your Pastor Kim Yong-Doo has to write and
preserve it as a record. The part of Hell you saw isn’t
the entirety, but only a small portion of it. It’s the
desire of our Heavenly Father that many souls be saved
through this work. It breaks my heart to continually
take you to Hell and I know your heart is broken as
well. From now on, I will show you only a little, so
observe carefully and report exactly what you see to
Pastor Kim.” I said, “Jesus, if you insist. Please don’t
show me my mom and my younger brother. I can’t bear the
pain when I see them.” Jesus replied, “That’s not
possible. You must see things you may not like to see,
so you can testify the truth.” As soon as He was done
speaking, the Lord took my hand and guided me to Hell.
* Returning to Hell
In Hell, it’s terrifying. Our minds can’t imagine how
bad it is in a place where all wretchedness is locked
up. It’s a cursed place with only suffering, moaning,
and screaming. The Lord and I were on a narrow road. On
each side were scenes of souls in overwhelming pain. We
came to a place where on each side of the road was a
deep abyss. Jesus cautioned, “Be careful!” Taking your
eyes off the path for a second can make you fall down. I
saw skulls on both sides in the abyss piled up as high
as the sky.
The skulls weren’t dead, but slowly moving and
screaming. It was piercing to my ears. The skulls would
get into a tangled up mess, as some slipped and fell
below. They would shove one another to climb back up to
the top. They complained and shouted at each other
saying, “Oh, I’m suffocating! You bastard, move! Are you
going to move?”
skulls
I asked, “Please, Lord, it is so disgusting. The rotting
smell is all around. I want to get out of here. How can
there be this many skulls? What kind of human beings
were they?” Jesus told me there were many different
types of people here, “In here are burglars who
mistakenly started a fire while stealing and died in the
fire, those killed in the fire while sleeping in the
hotel, those who seduced men and died in a fire, those
who were able to work with their bodies but instead
resorted to begging, those who drowned during an outing,
those who murdered their parents, those who were hiking
and died in an accident and many others from all walks
of life.”
There were so many skulls I couldn’t count them. On one
side, I heard someone say, “You bastards, it’s too
crowded here. This stuffy place is killing me!” The
skulls below were saying, “You bastards on top, you are
crushing me! Stop crushing me!” Those skulls at the
bottom had many puncture wounds.
As we walked further, the smell of the rotting cadavers
became strong. “Lord, what is that stench? It smells
like decaying flesh.” The Lord replied, “Yes, you’re
right. Look carefully!” I observed a liquid that came
from decaying bodies; it was all around like an ocean.
“Lord, there are no skulls or bones here. I don’t see a
single body here, but why is the stench so horrible?”
Jesus said, “The flesh and bones have rotted away.”
* The cactus-like plant
As we continued, we came to a large flat barren land.
There was an enormous cactus-like plant, but it had no
visible thorns. In front of it were swarms of tiny bugs
and something was moving on the plant. Jesus told me to
look closer and as I walked toward the plant, I saw my
younger brother together with countless naked bodies.
They were all tangled and stuck on the cactus. Everyone
was covered with tiny bugs that were eating their flesh,
while the people screamed in pain.
Even with all the screams of pain, I could hear my
brother’s voice clearly. “Sister! My dear Bong-Nyo
sister, why are you here again? Ouch! This is
unbearable. This is so painful!” Everyone screamed in
pain as all kinds of bugs bit and tore their flesh off,
digging into their bodies. I couldn’t even see an inch
of skin, because so many bugs covered them.
* My family in the maggot filled pit
I looked to the left and saw a huge pit, densely packed
with countless people. They were all naked and covered
with maggots. It was hard to distinguish between flesh
and maggots. (Mark 9:48) I thought I was going to faint
again. I saw my mom and looked into her eyes. She was
waiting to be thrown into this pit. My mom shouted, “My
daughter, Bong-Nyo, I heard you weren’t feeling well,
but why are you here again?” Then, she burst into tears.
“Mom, I don’t want to come to Hell, but the Lord
continues to bring me back. What can I do?” My mom
started begging, “Lord, why are you allowing my daughter
to see me suffering in Hell, when you know it’s hurting
her very much?” We cried together.
“Mom, even though I see you in so much anguish, I can’t
do anything to help you. I’m so sorry!” I said. My mom
pleaded with me, “Please, Bong-Nyo, never ever come back
to Hell. I’ve died and been brought here to suffer, but
you must continue following the Lord until the end.
Don’t end up here like me, but make sure you go to
Heaven.”
I begged Jesus for help, but He couldn’t do anything.
When I cried out louder, the evil demons mercilessly
threw my mother into the pit. The maggots swarmed
quickly, crawled up her leg and dug into her flesh and
bones. She cried out in agony and jumped around
frantically, as the other people were doing. Her screams
were soon smothered by the screams of all the people.
I began to hear my younger brother suffering to my
right. He cried out, “Sister, the bugs are eating my
body alive. Oh, I’m in so much pain! Older sis, please
beg Jesus to help me right now!” The bugs stabbed my
brother and poison spread through his entire body,
turning him black. My brother had committed suicide, but
I had no idea the penalty for such an act was this
terrible. I pleaded with Jesus, but again He said it was
too late. I even cried out to my Heavenly Father, but He
also said no. Soon, my brother’s body was just a black
skeleton, but he was still screaming. “Sister, hurry and
leave this place. You must never come back to this
place. Do you understand?”
The Lord told me about some of the people here. “There
are men here who lived with two and three women, people
who switched partners and slept around, those who killed
themselves, those who attended church and committed
adultery, those who died on a mountain, those who were
killed by a dog, and many others who died."
Continuing on with Jesus, I saw what looked like a very
large scythe, big and terrifying. An enormous demon was
holding the scythe and preparing to chop the people.
Jesus said, “That demon is tenth largest demon in Hell.”
It had many heads sprouting out all over its body. It
began slicing the people in line and their terrifying
screams went all through Hell’s atmosphere.
The vicious demons enjoyed torturing others. They began
chopping our pastor’s father up. He screamed, “Ouch!
Please save me. I’m sorry. Please stop! Forgive me!” It
was awful. On Earth people would faint or die, but in
Hell there was no dying or fainting, only gruesome
screams. All your senses are alive there.
The pastor’s father cried, “Woe is me. I died of disease
and I thought when I was dead everything was going to be
carefree. I thought I would rest peacefully without
having to work. But this isn’t what I expected!” He
shook his head with bitterness. After chopping his leg,
the demon shouted, “Now should I start on your body?” He
kept chopping him into smaller pieces. It was such a
gruesome scene. Every detail was clear; it wasn’t a
dream. The demon knew Jesus and I were watching, but it
disregarded us and continued to do its vicious job.
The demon cracked his head in half with its hands and
threw the remains into a big iron pot, boiling with oil.
The people melted away and all that was left were the
bones. Yet, their agonizing screams were unrelenting.
Demons were running around excitedly, giggling, like it
was some sort of party. “Once again we can stuff
ourselves. We have so much to eat. Today was a good day,
because so many new people came to Hell. That’s why
we’re having a party and frying them up,” they said.
The people inside the pan were yelling, “Hey, you wicked
bastards! Take me out of here. You’re burning me alive!
Get me out now! I can’t see anything. It’s hot! I’m
dying here!” They also said curses I don’t want to
repeat.
Afterwards, Jesus took me to a place where Lot’s two
daughters (Genesis 19:31-38) were in a blazing pit,
crying out desperately. Jesus was very grieved and
afflicted with so much pain He quickly decided to leave.
The Lord said, “Bong-Nyo, my heart aches because of
these two daughters and I know your pain when you see
your family in Hell. But, I want you to calmly think
about what you saw.” Jesus shared that each time He
brought me to Hell His heart was hurting very much, but
He hid it from me. Jesus said, “Let’s depart from Hell
now.” He brought me back to church.
==== DAY 19 ==== (Hebrews 10:35-39)
Shin Sung-Kyung: * Deaconess Shin Sung-Kyung danced a
spiritual dance
I was praying in tongues and my body felt like a burning
fire ball. It was -10° outside and we turned all the
heaters off. Inside the church was cold. But the Holy
Spirit was upon us so the bitter cold didn’t bother us
since the Lord transformed our bodies into blazing fire.
We had to take off our thick winter garments and only
wore light short sleeved clothes.
I was hit with the fire of prayer, like blazing sunlight
shining down. We were drenched in sweat, as if we were
under the hot sun. Normally I’d be shivering, barely
able to make it through the prayer vigil. I felt my
prayers getting deeper and deeper. After about an hour,
my hands started to move involuntarily. The movements
varied and were very smooth.
Until then, I was only able to observe the pastor’s
wife’s and Sister Baek Bong-Nyo’s spiritual dancing and
I’ve deeply longed to receive the same gift. I pleaded,
“Lord, help me to dance the spiritual dance! I’m
yearning for this spiritual gift. Lord, I’m sincerely
longing for it. Help me to experience what this
spiritual dancing is all about.”
Throughout my Christian life, I had never experienced or
been filled with the spirit. I was very sinful and
always ashamed before the Lord. Lately, I’d been
experiencing the power of the Holy Spirit more during
the weekday prayer vigils than in the Sunday service.
The Sunday service is merely two hours dedicated to God
with praise, prayer, sermon, as well as announcements.
It leaves me spiritually wanting more.
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * Entering before the Throne of our God
(Revelation 4:2-4)
As soon as my prayer began, a three horned demon
appeared. I shouted, “Demon, in the name of Jesus,
disappear!” And it left. I shouted, “Father, I miss
you!” Jesus came calling, “My dear Yoo-Kyung, did you
call for your father?” I boldly answered, “Yes.” The
Lord asked “Did you want to call out to your father?” I
replied, “Yes, I want to very much.” He then told me,
“Call out!” I shouted without ceasing, “Father! Father!”
Jesus took me to Heaven. I love riding on the clouds all
over Heaven, singing praises to Jesus and splashing at
the beach. Jesus asked me, “Yoo-Kyung, remember the
promise I made to you yesterday? Do you recall?” I
answered, “Yes, Jesus. You promised to show me God the
Father.” Jesus faithfully kept His promise and took me
to meet His Father. Our Father is larger than we can
imagine, reaching up to the top of the Heavenly sky and
shines brighter than the sun. He was sitting on an
enormously large throne.
I was filled with joy, singing praises before God. I
sang ‘Bless the Lord, my soul’ and God the Father
listened to me sing. He danced with joy and whenever He
moved, unfathomable colorful rays of light brightly
poured out of Him. In front of Father God was a book,
larger than a mountain, and He was looking at it.
God’s huge hand stretched out and gently stroked my
head. The magnitude of how large His hands are can’t be
described in words. The upper part of God’s body was
covered with fog, like a cloud. Jesus requested I
continue singing praises, so I did. God rejoiced in my
praising by clapping His hands together and holding my
hands swinging back and forth. I was so happy I swung my
arms all around. Jesus cautioned me, “In the presence of
our Father God don’t swing out of control!” He taught me
to raise my arms up high with my head bowed down
respectfully. Later, Jesus took me back to the Church.
Lee, Haak-Sung: * Strike down the demons with your
hands!
Our Pastor was still suffering the agonizing pain from
the previous demonic attack. He told us we’ll be able to
capture the demons with our hands tonight and asked us
to prepare to retaliate against them. In unison we
shouted, “Amen!” It was time for prayer service, so I
prayed in tongues diligently.
Jesus quietly approached. He sat in front of the
pastor’s wife and listened to her prayers for a long
time. Then, He moved near the pastor and spoke to him,
“Pastor Kim, where are you hurting?” Pastor pointed at
the areas the demons had bitten and scratched him. Jesus
concentrated on Pastor’s neck and back, continuously
caressing the area.
After Jesus left, I continued praying in tongues. Five
demonic spirits attacked at once. I recalled the
pastor’s message regarding hand to hand combat. After I
reached out, I opened my hands and caught something.
When I looked with my spiritual eyes, I saw it was a
female demon, wearing a white gown. Her leg was firmly
in my grasp and she was helpless. (Mark 3:15) I spun her
around like a helicopter propeller. It was miraculous. I
spun her and threw her into a corner. Her neck broke
with a thump and she cried, “Ouch! You are killing me.”
I remembered the pastor’s message. “When you see demons,
mercilessly crush them! Gouge their eyes out and stomp
on them!” I struck them with my fists and kicked them.
They yelled, “Oh, man! Ahh! Save us!” They fled. It was
amazing. I’m no longer afraid. Even though the demons
attack in a large numbers, I’m ready to fight them.
I spun another demon and threw it far away. A demon that
Joo-Eun had mentioned approached me, rolling its white
eyes. I waited for this demon to get closer. As soon as
it tried to interfere with my prayer, I mercilessly
gouged its eyes out and beat it down on the floor. Being
eyeless, it crawled about searching the floor, “Oh, no!
My eyes! Where are my eyes? Help me find them.”
Eventually it found them, but when it tried to put them
back into the sockets, there was too much dirt on them.
It put them in wrong and ran off.
A male demon, wearing a torn undershirt, slowly
approached as though it was looking for a sign from me.
I thought of rolling it like a bowling ball. When it got
close enough, I extended my hand and put two fingers in
its eyes and one into its nostril. I threw it like a
bowling ball and, with a bang, it slipped and
disappeared.
Once again, a demon with long hair and wearing a gown
appeared. It gave me chills, because she was bleeding
from her eyes and lips. I ran after it, grabbed it,
slapped its face, and pounced on it. I felt so
triumphant! I told it, “Just stop coming here! You’re
annoying, you demons!” After a continuous beating, it
ran away screaming. This was amazing; I was having so
much fun slapping the demons silly!
I resumed praying in tongues when a strong, robust male
demon wearing a metal mask approached me. Only one eye
was visible through the mask and that eye was full of
maggots. I didn’t want to touch it, so I shouted out,
“In the name of Jesus, flee from me!” But it resisted
and then started to dance in a twisting motion. Somehow
it would repeatedly appeared and disappear, while it
danced. I waited until the demon reappeared and grabbed
it, spinning it around. Then, I threw the demon towards
the back of the church and, with a shriek, it vanished.
At that moment, Jesus came and applauded me, saying, “My
dear Haa-Sung, you finally raised the standard of
tormenting these demons. I’m proud of you, very proud.”
Sometimes during sermons, I witnessed angels pouring a
kind of oil upon our pastor’s head and his sermons would
resonate more powerfully. When the sermons were about
the identity of certain demons, those demons would
secretly hide in one corner and shiver with fearful
expressions.
Kim, Joo-Eun:
I was singing ‘Glory, glory, hallelujah’ and my body was
on fire. It was freezing cold in the room, but I was
sweating like crazy. The same demon Haak-Sung had
fought, that had re-inserted its eyes incorrectly, was
complaining, “Oh man, I’m suffering because of the
bastard, Haak-Sung. He did this.” I responded, “That’s
great! I’m glad to hear it.” It started crying and said,
“Stop it! Please stop that.” I shouted, “You filthy
demon, in the name of Jesus, flee from me!” It fled.
Something started tugging at my clothes, but I couldn’t
see anything. I also felt a strong pull on my hair and a
poke at my side. I noticed a strange object that rolled
around. I told this demon how angry I was at it, and it
replied, “Really? Good, be sick of me. Please, I am
trying to bring you to Hell. Why do you pray so much,
you little pest? Stop praying. Do you gain anything to
eat when you pray? Why do you pray?” I quickly
responded, “Hey, when I pray, miracles happen and I
accumulate reward. You demon, flee from me!” It
immediately rolled away.
Later, I was startled by an enormous snake with two
heads. I was terrified, shaking with fear, because it
was larger than an anaconda and began lunging toward me.
I screamed, “Jesus, help me! Please make this horrible
snake disappear!” Jesus came right away and grabbed the
snake. He started spinning it very fast and threw it far
away. I thanked Jesus and He said, “My dear Sesame,
whenever you call on my name, I’ll always be here and
help you, so don’t worry. All you have to do is pray
diligently.”
* Prayer that can bring you to Heaven
Today, I saw two beautiful angels descending slowly.
They were much taller than humans and respectfully said,
“Greetings, sister Joo-Eun.” In their hands was a
beautiful, brightly-shining garment,
Winged Coat
with wings on the backside. “Sister Joo-Eun, this
garment is quite beautiful, isn’t it?”
I replied, “I want to try it on right now.” They
tenderly dressed me in it. The angels stood on both
sides of me and held my arms. I was filled with strength
and soared up toward Heaven. Soon, we left the
atmosphere and the earth became more distant. We flew to
a place where the stars of the Milky Way were scattered
all around. It was magnificently beautiful. Both my arms
relaxed to my side and I noticed the wings on my garment
trying to flutter. For some reason, we could go no
further. I thought, “I wanted to go all the way to
Heaven, but what is going on here?” The angels explained
to me, “The reason is that you didn’t pray hard enough,
so we can only proceed this far.” I was disappointed and
we started returning back to earth.
Earth looked so beautiful from space, but I couldn’t
believe it was such small planet. Today was filled with
missed opportunities, but I learned an important lesson
about prayer. In order to travel all the way to Heaven
with prayer, I have to gather all my strength into it.
Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo: * Taking a stroll with Jesus
While I was praying, Jesus took me to visit Hell. Soon a
huge pillar appeared and I could vaguely see objects
moving on it. When I looked closer, I saw there were
countless thousands of people stuck to it. They were
naked and tied up so tightly they couldn’t even budge.
White bugs were eating away at their flesh, as the
people screamed in agony. After all the flesh was off,
and only a skeleton was left, their flesh would return
and the horrific ordeal would repeat again.
I asked the Lord about what sins these specific people
had committed and he answered, “These are the people who
carelessly attended the morning service for a brief
moment and quickly excused themselves to go and have fun
in the world, only to end up dying in an auto accident.
Also, there are people who attended church, but behind
closed doors drank and sometimes visited bars, as well
as those who attended church as formality, without ever
experiencing the Lord.”
I couldn’t bear the horrific scenes, so I begged Jesus
to take me away. “Alright, let’s go to Heaven now,” He
said. He took my hand and flying through the Heavenly
skies, we arrived in the Garden of Eden. Jesus and I
locked arms together in the garden and we had the most
charming visit. Seeing how happy I was Jesus gently
whispered to me, “My dear Bong-Nyo, you’re health is not
very good? It’s really hard right now, but you have to
endure it.” His words always comfort and move me to
tears. (2 Corinthians 1:5)
Pastor Kim, Yong-Doo: * Like an electric shock
I was still in great agony from the demonic attack the
other day, but God graciously enabled me to give sermons
and sing praises with a pain level I could deal with.
With all my strength, I prayed with my hands up high. I
started feeling electrical shocks entering through both
hands. The current was strong and it continually flowed
through every part of my body.
God poured anointing oil on me, but my physical pain
didn’t subside. Praying with my hands held high was
dreadfully tough. There were times I felt a sharp pain
as if being stabbed with a needle. Then, I would take my
arms down. When the pain lessened, I lifted my arms back
up to pray and I repeated this continuously.
I was determined to pray with my hands held up. Suddenly
my left palm moved slightly away, towards the outside.
Then, it fell some more and within an hour, my left hand
completely turned over from facing inward to facing
outward. It took about three hours for my right palm to
slowly move from inward to outward. I was stuck in this
position for quite some time. Both my arms and hands
were paralyzed and I prayed in that state for more than
four hours. It was torturous.
* Repenting every single sin
I didn’t know if this work was truly from the Lord, so I
shouted, “Satan, flee from me! Leave from me!” Jesus
uttered no words. Instead, He continued to pour joy,
peace, and the fire of the Holy Spirit into my shaking
body. I started remembering the past sins in my life, so
I began to repent. I repented of my unworthy life as a
pastor and my crazy addiction to playing sports. That
sin led me to negligently serving the Lord. I tried
repenting for every single sin. With both arms and hands
twisted, I continued to pray with everything I had until
I collapsed from the pain.
“But because of your stubbornness and your unrepentant
heart, you are storing up wrath against yourself for the
day of God’s wrath, when his righteous judgment will be
revealed.” (Romans 2:5)
I really love sports and when I played I would be deeply
engaged, completely forgetting about the Lord. This hurt
Him. My addiction covered a wide range of sports
including bowling, soccer, and especially badminton. I
sincerely wanted to keep fit, but I wasted so much time
with sports. I would often go out to the badminton park,
near the mineral spring water resort. There I released
all my stress. Playing sports is not wrong, but many
things we do can preoccupy our minds. The deeper I
experience the spiritual realm, the more I realized that
my love of sports had hooked me into an addiction. These
obstacles continued to accumulate and hurt my spiritual
growth. I sobbed and repented for everything.
At one time in my life, all my congregation members left
to attend other churches and I had one old gentleman
left in the congregation. The church was not growing at
all. Luckily, a pastor from Seoul, whom I know well
offered me a position as head pastor for a church with
several hundred members. I thought, “Yes, this is
great!” I prepared to take the offer. The day before my
departure, while I was praying, Jesus appeared holding
an enormously tall rod that stretched from the top of
the Heaven down to earth. Jesus commanded me to kneel
and bow down, so I obeyed. Jesus took that long rod and
struck me with great force. It didn’t hurt me and I felt
the Lord’s love for me. But His face was filled with
sadness and tears dripped down His face. Jesus asked,
“My beloved servant, what would you like to do when your
congregations grows in number? Pastor Kim Yong-doo!
Pastor Kim, what kind of offering would you give for the
sanctuary?” I couldn’t give an answer to the Lord. I
knew my answers would reveal the truth of my shameful
heart.
When the pastors gather together, every one of us talk
about ‘the quick growth of a church’, ‘how many gathered
in number’, ‘how many years it took to build the
church’, and ‘which one of their pastor colleagues are
the front running man.’ I knew these were the same
answers I would recite. On bended knee with my head
bowed before the Lord, I couldn’t stand myself and was
so ashamed. I couldn’t do anything, so I just cried.
Jesus gently rubbed my back and consoled me with His
warmth. “My beloved servant, did I ever want your
building fund offerings? Did I want your church to have
revival in numbers? Don’t keep these things in your
heart, but I want you to follow what I desire. I want
you to seek and find my lost sheep, and no matter the
number, whether it be one or one hundred sheep. I want
you to take great care of them. Be faithful in the
smallest things. Don’t be distracted by the bigger
things around you, but pray diligently and wait on my
time. Finally, don’t be discouraged.”
Pastor’s wife Kang, Hyun-Ja: * The prayer of the
contrite spirit
Today, my hands were also being twisted, as with our
pastor. Jesus explained it to us, through Joo-Eun’s gift
of prophecy. For a pastor and his wife, it would be much
more difficult for their spiritual eyes to be opened, a
very painful process. There are many different types of
prayers, but the most powerful prayer that will speed up
the process is one of tearful repentance.
Compared to others, I don’t shed tears very often. It
may be because of my strong personality. No matter how
hard I’m praying and calling out to the Lord, I can’t
cry, even though I have tried. I asked the pastor for
help and he said I lacked a contrite spirit. He
encouraged me to ask the Lord for a contrite heart.
“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart;
and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.” (Psalm
34:18)
All afternoon I prayed with a contrite and repenting
heart and the Lord poured onto me the blessing of tears
of repentance. The Holy Spirit covered me with tears and
sweat. I was choked up with tears as I cried
uncontrollably. Speaking through Joo-Eun, God told me my
tearful repentance was acceptable to Him.
With all the work we were doing, the enemy was always
looking for an opportunity to attack. We could never let
down our guard. Since the demonic identities were being
revealed to the young members that had the spiritual
gift of sight, they had to arm themselves thoroughly
with prayer. We don’t know why Jesus chose us to fight
in these life and death struggles, since we are so
feeble. Jesus told us, “You little lambs of the Lord’s
Church can sustain your faith only through fighting the
evil spirits. Trust me. Hold my hand and go. I’ll always
be with you, so don’t worry.”
==== DAY 20 ==== (Acts 1:8) * Kim, Joo-Eun attacks the
demons!
The pastor told us not to be afraid of demons, but
attack them directly. He shouted, “Step on them and
cause them pain! Gouge their eyes out and mash them up.
Grab them and shake them all around.” It was very fun
and gave me a burst of energy. Since I’m easily scared,
the pastor told me to never show fear or demons will
attack harder. I was determined to be tough.
The first demon I saw was the one I’m most terrified of.
It was the female demon, who wore a white gown. She
caused me to have goosebumps as she came with a
terrifying cry. I was nervous, but gathering all my
strength, I grabbed her hair and jerked it. (Mark 9:23)
She cried, “Ouch! Let me go! You’re hurting me. Let go
right now! It’s hurting me!” I mercilessly pulled on it
until I yanked out all of her hair. She cried, “My hair!
My hair!” Then, she disappeared.
A male demon with a large head tried to scare me. It
approached me with its mouth wide open. I tore its
mouth, gouged out its eyes and stepped on them. It
cried, “Ouch! My eyes! My mouth! Where are they? Find
them! It hurts!” It frantically searched the floor, but
couldn’t find them, so it vanished.
Afterwards a demon with a crescent eye came. I tore its
body into pieces and yelled at it. It gathered its torn
body parts and ran away saying, “I’ll return to you.
You’ll see.”
* Demonic meetings & prayer requests for Heavenly
weapons
Later, while I was praying, I heard a group of demons
talking in the corner. I saw approximately 30 demons
sitting in a circle and having a meeting. The high
ranking demon was saying, “Are we going to leave the
Lord’s Church like this? Hurry and distract them from
praying. Do something, you idiots!” Another demon said,
“You know that ugly girl Joo-Eun? That girl called
Sesame! Isn’t it embarrassing to be defeated by someone
like her?” Another shouted, “What about me? My mouth was
ripped opened! I was bleeding so much.” Another one
said, “Hey, what you had is nothing! I lost all my hair
and now I’m completely bald! What do we do now?”
Later, a skull demon attacked me, so I quickly prayed,
“Lord! Give me an ax!” Suddenly, there was an ax beside
me. As the demon approached, I took the ax and hacked it
until his skull broke into pieces.
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * Yoo-Kyung attacks the demons!
Today, as soon as I began praying, a female demon in a
white gown appeared. She had Dracula-like fangs and
blood all over her mouth. Since she didn’t flee at my
rebuke, I decided to grab her hair and aggressively
twist it, spinning her around. “Ouch! Let go of my hair.
Let it go right now! Please!” she cried. I felt so
elated, I said, “You filthy demon, I’ve been so afraid
of you until now! It’s your turn to get what you
deserve!” I spun her around continuously, pulling out
all her hair and she wailed, “When you die, I’ll make
sure I drag you into Hell!” Then, she left.
A bald-headed male demon approached me. I grabbed it and
pushed down on its head. “Ouch! I’m dying here. Stop
pushing down on my head!” it shouted. I was having so
much fun. I pressed so hard it burst. Then, I punched
the demon with full force and it fell into the corner.
While I continued to pray, Jesus appeared before me
saying, “My dearest Yoo-Kyung, your faith has grown very
much. You can really hurt the demons with your fist
now.” He smiled. I said, “Jesus, I want to go to
Heaven!” He insisted we visit Hell.
When we got to Hell, we came to a place where there was
a large metal pot, red hot from the fire. Jesus said,
“Yoo-Kyung, look carefully inside the pot and see who’s
there.” I looked carefully and saw my grandmother
inside, along with another man. They were both jumping
up and down screaming, “Ouch! Please, it’s so hot in
here!”
When my grandmother saw me, she said, “Yoo-Kyung, I
can’t stand this painful heat any longer! Please help
your grandmother. Ask the Lord to help me get out of
here.” She didn’t know what to do; she was running madly
around. Her white garment was even on fire. My
grandmother shouted “Yoo-Kyung, I’m glad you’re here.
Please, I beg you to get me out of here! I can’t bear
this heat any longer.” I attempted to get her out by
extending my hand, but the Lord firmly reminded me I
could not.
“Jesus, my heart is breaking, seeing her in so much
pain. What can I do?” I cried. Jesus embraced me firmly
and wiped away my tears. We started to leave, but a
scary demon appeared before us. Jesus shouted, “If you
bother Joo-Eun or Yoo-Kyung, I will immediately throw
you into the pit of fire in Hell!” It hung its head and
fled. Jesus took my hand and guided me back to church
and He returned back to Heaven.
Lee, Haak-Sung: * The demon in the iron mask
While I was praying, a muscular male demon in a white
iron mask started swinging a large sword at me.
Iron Mask
I didn’t fear. Instead, I took its sword away and beat
the demon’s head with it. I could hear the metal
clanging against metal. I ripped its mask off and saw
disgusting maggots all over its face.
Another demon appeared that had smoke flowing from it.
Soon the smoke took the shape of a human. I could see
people trapped inside the smoke, begging for help. I
knew this demon swallowed people. I began to pray in
tongues, calling out to Jesus. “Jesus, help me! The
demon is trying to swallow me up. Hurry and help me!” As
I called out, the Lord immediately appeared and
destroyed the demons.
A little while later, a demon with horns all over came
carrying a large black chalkboard. It said,
“Stop praying. Stop praying!” I ignored it and continued
praying in tongues. It began to scratch the blackboard.
I couldn’t stand that noise. I plugged my ears and
shouted, “Satan, in the name of Jesus, disappear!” It
kept scratching the board, saying, “Hey, this is fun!” I
cried, “Jesus, please help me. This evil demon is
torturing me!” Jesus appeared in the light and the demon
ran away without looking back.
==== DAY 21 ====
Kim, Joo-Eun:
I was on fire, praying in tongues. Three horrifying
dragons appeared. The first dragon had various patterns
and round shapes all over its red body. The second
dragon had red and blue vertical lines blended together
that made me feel chaotic when I looked at it. The third
dragon had blue and yellow horizontal stripes blended
together. They came as if they wanted to swallow me
whole, but I firmly shouted three times, “In the name of
Jesus, flee from me!” They fled.
Looking around, I could see some demons were sitting
around in a circle having a meeting. The leader said to
the bald demon, “You, this time you go and try!” It
quickly came toward me, but as before, I grabbed its
head and jerked it around. I poked its eyes out and it
ran away from me. Then, a demon with scissor fingers
came. It scratched a black board. I couldn’t stand the
screeching noise so I broke off its metal fingers and
scratched its face. “Hey, give me back my fingers! Why
are you taking my fingers? You little pest, don’t mess
with me. How did your faith become so strong?” With
that, the demon disappeared.
I continued to pray powerfully. A large snake crawled
toward me with an angry expression. Its scales changed
into various colors and it flipped its tail back and
forth before me. I grabbed the snake and threw it
against the wall. (Mark 16:17,18)
Granny with Axe
A demon appeared that was all wrapped up in bandages. It
reminded me of the Chinese demon cartoon character
‘Kang-She.’ It said, “Look little one, this is really
fun!” It began to unravel the bandages. Underneath the
bandages were countless bugs, centipedes, and millipedes
crawling all over its body. Being grossed out, I
urgently called on Jesus, and He appeared, grabbed the
demon and threw it down. “Jesus, thank you very much!”
He smiled and gently stroked my head. “My dearest
Sesame, you’re faith has grown very much! Pray
diligently.” Today, Jesus was wearing a special golden
garment with a red heart on His chest radiating various
lights.
After Jesus left, a demon disguised as an old granny
appeared. She wore a black garment and held a long axe.
“Don’t pray! Do it next time. You don’t have to pray
today, right? Why do you insist on praying today? Do it
tomorrow. Jesus will meet you when you pray tomorrow. Do
that instead.” She repeated it again even louder, so I
yelled, “Hey you old hag, in the name of Jesus, flee
from me.” She disappeared.
Lee, Yoo-Kyung:
While I was praying, a demon approached me saying, “You.
hey you! Don’t you owe me an apology?” I couldn’t
believe what I was hearing, so I grabbed it and slapped
its face. But then it slapped my face, saying, “You dare
to slap my face? Get over here. I will kill you.” I too
was burning up with anger, so I gouged out its eyes and
threw it down. My cheek began to swell and I couldn’t
get over the fact that a slight distraction lead me to
be slapped by the demon.
A while later, a female demon wearing a white garment
appeared. She was in tears. “It’s not fair! That
bastard, Haak-Sung, beat me up and that pest, Joo-Eun,
slapped me around.” I waited for her to come closer and
I gouged her eyes out with my fingers. She jumped up and
down in pain and fled. Another female demon said, “Hey,
you think you can get away with treating us like that?”
Grabbing her hair, I spun her all around and threw her
far from me. I asked, “Jesus, give me an ax.” With the
ax, I struck her head, shattering it. With her head off,
she came to me and shouted, “Hey you, don’t you feel
sympathy for me?” She wandered around looking for her
head, saying, “Where is my head? Where is my face?”
Later on, I wanted to see Jesus. I called out to Him
with all my might, “Father! Father!” Jesus greeted me
with a bright smile, “My dearest Sesame, you were great.
My Yoo-Kyung is able to successfully defeat the demons
on her own.” He also said, “Yoo-Kyung, when Pastor Kim
calls you ‘Sesame’ during the sermon, answer him loudly.
Confirming loudly is also faith. Do you understand?” I
replied, “Yes, Lord. Amen.”
Soon some angels came, saying, “Sister Yoo-Kyung, you
have defeated the demons. You are amazing. Keep it up!
And when the demons attack again, defeat them boldly as
you’ve done so far!” They all cheered me on. Jesus took
me to visit Heaven. I always love and enjoy visits to
Heaven. When I got there, Yae-Ji and I began dancing
before the Lord. We asked him, “Lord, please pour down
the tears of repentance on Deaconess Shin Sung-Kyun, and
Joseph. They both desire to pray the prayer of
repentance tearfully but can’t cry.” But the Lord
replied, “I can only give the tears of repentance when
people are sincerely praying for repentance with their
hearts.”
We were escorted back to Church. Jesus touched my cheek
where it was slapped and said, “Dear Yoo-Kyung, be
strong. Do you understand?” He disappeared with a wave.
Lee, Haak-Sung: * A demon with a chainsaw
While I was praying in tongues, three demons attacked me
all at once. One had a human face and a dragon’s body.
Another was a skull demon and the last one had a metal
mask on. Surprisingly it was carrying a loud chainsaw
and tried to cut off my hands. I had
Chainsaw demon
to be in total concentration. If I let my guard down for
one second, I would have been sliced. I wasn’t going to
lose, so I dodged and escaped the attack. During the
fight I took the chainsaw away and sliced the demon’s
hands off. It was screaming and the other two demons
desperately ran away from me.
Later another demon approached me. I lured it closer by
saying, “Hey, come here and I will teach you something
fun. This way! Hurry!” The demon was suspicious and
refused to come. “Hey! I really have something fun here
for you. Come here and see!” I said, but it still didn’t
trust me. It asked me, “You promise not to punish me?” I
responded, “Why would I punish you? I just wanted to
share something fun with you, so come here.” It came
near me all excited and when it was within reach, I
grabbed its arm and began to spin it around up in the
air and threw it against the wall.
A little while later, I heard loud marching footsteps of
an army around me. It seemed like hundreds of feet
marching in unison. I saw a large group of demons storm
toward me, all wearing military uniforms. I knew the
demons that were coming to attack me were getting much
tougher than the ones before. But, by mentioning the
name of Jesus, they all fled.
Kim, Yong-Doo: * Both arms are turned like twisted
pretzels
I was crying out to the Lord with my hands held up high
for about 30 minutes. My hands started circling over and
over again. My left hand began to move from inside to
the outside, followed by my right hand mimicking my
left. Suddenly, both my hands began to twist outward
like a pretzel and stuck in that position. It was a
torturous, awkward position that was hard to bear. Then,
my hands twisted in the opposite way, from outside to
inside, at a one second intervals again. First, my left
hand, then my right hand was twisted inward and I was
stuck in that position for another 30 minutes. Because
the progression was so slow, I was becoming impatient
and angry.
I complained, “Lord, why do you make me suffer so much?
If you’re going to flip me inside out do so quickly. It
seems you playing with me. What are you doing to me? I’m
impatient. Wouldn’t it be convenient for both of us if
you would just give me what I needed all at once?” I
began to attack the Lord with my complaints, “Lord, if
you would just hit me with Your Holy fire and open up my
spiritual eyes wouldn’t it be beneficial to both of us?
Who can receive spiritual gifts if you make it this
difficult to obtain?”
I pleaded for and demanded the spiritual gifts. I cried
out, screaming with all my might, but the Lord continued
to repeat the works of the Holy Spirit through the
twisting of my arms. He did this dozens of times. I
thought, “What spiritual gift is He trying to give me?
What kind of spiritual gift is this?” I was very
irritated and I urgently desired the transformation to
happen quickly. But the Lord didn’t share my feelings of
urgency. Instead, I was frustrated with His pace.
It was about four hours later when the twisting of my
arms stopped and my hands began to move from front to
back. I tried to relax my arms, but the rhythmic shaking
continued, no matter what I did. It was actually
humorous. I was told prophetically I was in the process
of receiving the gift of healing and the power of
miracles.
Sister Baek Bong-Nyo: * Another tour of Hell
I was enjoying the spiritual dance and praying in
tongues. Ten angels descended from Heaven to take me to
Jesus. After I was brought to Jesus, He said, “My
dearest Bong-Nyo, as you know, your Pastor Kim is
writing a book about Heaven and Hell. I would like to
take Pastor Kim with me to Hell and show him what he
needs to record about it, but his spiritual eyes aren’t
opened yet. I have no choice but to take you, in order
to properly document the scenes of Hell. You are the
only one I can take to visit, so I would ask you to bear
with it awhile longer. Let’s go visit Hell together.”
Soon, we were walking down a road in Hell. The stench of
decaying flesh made my stomach turn and there was
endless darkness. I held the Lord’s hand firmly. In
Hell, there’s only suffering for eternity. We came to a
place where people in a fiery pit were screaming for
help. The fire was very intense. There were countless
people, all naked, jumping and screaming inside an
enormously large drum. I saw my father again. He began
sobbing, “Bong-Nyo, what are you doing here? I can’t
bear this heartache each time I see you. I’m so sorry
for what I’ve done to you. I guess that’s why I’m here
paying for what I’ve done.” I couldn’t say a word, but I
cried continuously. The pain suffered in Hell is
unimaginably greater than the abuse I suffered from my
father on earth. What I experienced on earth was
nothing.
A gigantic demon was enjoying slicing people with a
scythe. He even joyfully hummed a song. It snatched my
father and began slicing him, the way we would cut
homemade noodles. “Ahhhh! Please save me! I beg you!
Please just kill me!” My father’s painful cries and
agonizing screams made me feel faint. Without the Lord
beside me, I would’ve fainted many times over. There is
no end to the sufferings in Hell; you are cursed with
everlasting regrets. There is never any hope. The only
way to avoid going to Hell is to accept Jesus as your
savior and live faithfully.
We moved on, leaving my father’s anguished cries behind.
After walking for a while, I saw a tree ahead of me. As
I got closer I saw my mom, younger brother,
brother-in-law and nephew all naked, hanging upside
down, dangling by their ankles on the tree. Beside it
was a demon standing taller than a mountain. I gazed at
my mother and she saw me, as she dangled on the tree.
The other family members also saw and cried out to me.
“Bong-Nyo, why are you here if you can’t help us? Why
did you come again? Do you like to see me in agony that
much?”
Jesus told me that this specific demon was the second
largest demon in Hell. It enjoyed beating the bodies and
peeling off their flesh. It would then mercilessly throw
people into the fire. I wanted to tear it to pieces.
It ordered one of its subordinates to put a bowl full of
black insects right under where my family was hanging.
These insects had the form of a maggot, with sharp teeth
and eyes that shined brightly. They climbed up onto my
family and mercilessly feasted on their flesh. They dug
all over their bodies, even their eyes and nostrils. I
heard them all screaming, “Ahhhh! Please save me!
Bong-Nyo! Big sister! Ouch! Sister-in-law! Please help
me! Auntie! Please help me!” Soon all their flesh was
off and the bugs even dug into their bones. It broke my
heart to know this would continue for eternity. As hard
as I pleaded with Jesus to help, He could only say, “I
cannot do that. It’s too late!”
Jesus took me to an enormous mountain. I saw people
standing around in hopeless despair. They looked
exhausted and swollen from being severely beaten. Beside
the people was a scary demon, which started to mock me,
saying, “I see you often. Why are you here again?” I was
so angry, I began cursing at it. “Hey, you are a
bastard! I wish I can shred you like you did my family
and throw you into the pit of fire. I’ll get you!” The
demon mocked even louder, “You’re crying because you’re
scared of me. That makes me happy! What are you going to
do about it?” I said, “Jesus, I want to kill that demon.
I hate that demon! Lord, why are you just standing there
not doing anything? Show them something!” Jesus held up
His right hand and twirled it. Immediately, the demon’s
body was paralyzed and it couldn’t move, like a stone
pillar. Soon, all the people were covered with various
insects, feasting on their flesh. The screams of the
people echoed throughout the atmosphere of Hell.
* Meeting the former President of Korea
We continued on, and Jesus said, “The souls that you’ll
be meeting next are those who you know well, so pay
close attention.” I saw the former president of Korea.
He had a large white snake coiling around his body and
several colorful snakes coiling on top of that. He said,
“Ahhh! Stop suffocating me! Please, stop it! Save me,
please!” But even in the midst of this anguish, he began
talking to me. “Who are you? Why are you here? I used to
be the president of Korea, with all the prestige, but
now I’m suffering in Hell. Many pastors tried to get me
to attend church, but I ignored them all. I ignored what
they told me about Hell and never dreamt such place
really existed. My child still doesn’t know Jesus and
I’m so worried about that. My child needs to accept
Jesus while he’s still alive and receive salvation so he
can live in Heaven. I wish I could go right now and tell
my child about this truth. I can’t, so what do I do now?
Ahhh! My heart aches so much.” He pleaded to Jesus, but
Jesus just listened without saying a word.
==== DAY 22 ==== (1 Peter 1:6-9) * A demon plays the
piano
Lee Yoo Kyung:
As I was praying, a black faced demon with four eyes
came and sat on the piano chair. It started fooling
around, trying to play the piano. Being very irritated,
I shouted, “Hey, filthy demon! Why are you playing with
my Sister Joo Eun’s piano? That piano is the one she
uses at worship service.” It swore at me and told me to
shut my mouth so I became very angry. “What? Did you
just disrespect me? You are so dead!” I ran after it and
grabbed it. I twisted its neck and struck its head on
the floor.
Three more demons appeared. One appeared in the form of
a skeleton with an eye on its forehead. It was flying
around with its wings like a bat. It landed on the chair
of the piano and began to sing as it played the piano.
The sound of its singing was creepy and the music was
out of rhythm.
“Hey, that piano is Joo Eun’s. Why are you touching it?
I cannot concentrate on my prayers!” I shouted. I could
hear them talking to one another, saying, “She can’t
concentrate. Let’s play as much as we want.” They all
pounded on the keys of the piano. I was worried the
piano might break. I told them, “Obviously, you’re not
going to listen to me.” I ran toward them and grabbed
them all at once, kicking and swinging them around. With
their noses bleeding and heads injured, they screamed
and ran away.
I began to pray again. A demon dressed in white appeared
with its mouth bleeding. It looked deformed without any
eyes, so I ridiculed it. The demon said, “Haak Sung
poked my eyes out. This is why I’m like this. Why are
you two laughing?” It was attempting to pick a fight
with me. Shouting, I said, “My grandmother is in torment
because of you! Why was she dragged into Hell?” The
demon teased and irritated me. “She belongs in Hell; she
deserves it. She’ll be tormented more.” Furiously, I
scratched at the demon’s face with all my strength.
Bleeding profusely, it ran away.
Once I was in prayer again, I was annoyed by another
demon. I was irritated and didn’t wish to confront it. I
decided to use my authority, saying, “Jesus’ blood.” But
it responded, “Blood? Who’s blood? Jesus’ blood? Oh,
your blood?” “Alright, if you want a fight, come on;
let’s fight!” I shouted. The demons attacked in groups,
but for some reason, as I swung my fist around, they all
would fall as group. If I struck the demons in the
belly, their eyes would burst out. When I struck their
noses, their noses began to bleed. When I grabbed their
legs and swung them, their legs stretched out like
elastic rubber bands.
Despite their loss, the demons continued to appear and
harass me. They were trying to hinder my ability to
pray. I thought, “Let’s fight and see who’ll win.” I
poked the nostrils and grabbed a chunk of hair of any
demon that came near me. I used my hands and feet as
weapons. It was strange that, as I continued to defeat
them, their numbers would only increase. Near the end,
there were numerous demons, too many to count. They had
all come at once. In urgency, I shouted, “Help me!
Quickly, Holy Spirit! Help me!” Within a short time, the
Lord appeared. The Lord rebuked all the demons and
comforted me, saying, “Miss Speckle! I know you’ve been
through a lot.”
When I had previously attended other churches, most of
the people had frequently said I wasn’t very bright.
Instead of teaching me to pray and evangelize, they had
only provided me with food. They attempted to assist me
with only material things. Therefore, I thought all I
had to do was take my Bible to service. However, with
the guidance of the pastor from the Lord’s church, I
began praying in tongues. As I continued to pray in
tongues, I was able to obtain a deeper level of prayer.
Now, I’m able to see the demons and I’m able to battle
with them. Whenever I feel like I’m losing or getting
tired from battle, all I have to do is call upon the
name of the Lord, Jesus. He always protects me. At
first, the attack by the countless number of demons
would frighten me. But now, I’m not afraid at all,
because Jesus is with me. In fact, victory against the
demons has become fun and thrilling.
Kim Joo Eun: * Bald-headed demon appears
Today, another demon disguised as young girl appeared
with her mouth opened wide. I vented my anger against
her, slapping her face really hard until it was swollen
in the cheek area. I shouted, “You slapped Sister Yoo
Kyung’s cheeks, right? You’ll be punished even more. I’m
going to beat you up more!” She cried, “I’m sorry. I’ll
never hit Yoo Kyung again. Truly!” I replied, “Yeah,
right. You’re a liar by nature.” I pulled out all her
hair and threw her toward the piano. Then, I saw a skull
demon with long white hair and orange eyes. I poked its
eyes and it hysterically jumped around in excruciating
pain until it fled.
* Overcoming Churches
As I continued to pray, I sensed a pleasant smell like
flowers in the air. The Lord appeared, so I asked Him,
“Is this sweet smell from you Lord?” The Lord replied,
“Yes it is, Freckles. Do you like the scent?” I
ecstatically answered, “Yes, Lord. It smells really
good.” Jesus told me, “You’re zealously praying today.
I’ll show you something special. Carefully look at the
condition of your church and the churches in Korea.” As
soon as the Lord raised His hand, I was given a vision.
I was shown the earth from a distance with two demons
next to it, one on each side of the earth. Together they
were swinging a rope around the whole earth, playing a
game like jump rope. Upon closer inspection, I saw the
rope was actually a long snake. As the demons were
swinging, I could see many Korean churches jumping as
the rope came to them. As a turn came up, the churches
would jump and jump, trying not to trip and fall. Most
of the churches didn’t fall at first, but as the
swinging continued, they tripped and fell. I even saw
our church jumping. We didn’t get tripped up by the
snake’s body.
Jesus explained that every swing from the demon was a
trial, a test to overcome. If a church didn’t trip and
fall, it meant the church overcame their trial in
victory. The Lord’s church had the smallest number in
their congregation. Other churches had many more
members, but they often tripped and fell. Jesus said,
“The Lord’s church greatly overcomes. Continue to endure
and jump as each different trial falls upon you. Today,
you have prayed for long hours without dozing off.
Therefore, I showed you this. Pray earnestly.”
Lee Haak Sung: * Demons resembling characters in the
entertainment industry
As I was praying, a demon approached me. I was so angry
after seeing my grandmother in Hell that I vented my
anger on this demon. I poked its eyes out and threw them
away. During this fighting, I started thinking about a
sword and a sword appeared in my hand. I chopped off its
arms. Whenever I think of using different types of
weapons, they suddenly appear either in my hand or next
to me. The Lord had granted me these weapons upon
request. I’ve been fighting for a long time and had
acquired great experience without realizing it. I had
also gained confidence and boldness.
A demon disguised as a young girl in a white dress
approached me. She looked very much like a figure from a
horror television drama. I was amazed how real demons
looked so much like the ones created by the
entertainment industry! This one was like the one in a
famous Korean TV horror series that would drag souls to
Hell after they die. In a vision, I saw an elderly man
lay on a floor bleeding under the altar. Attacking the
elderly man, the demon used her Dracula-like fangs to
suck up his blood. Once the blood had been drained, she
began devouring him.
* The sting of a demon’s needle
Another demon appeared in the form of a body full of
needles, like a hedgehog or porcupine. I swung my fist
at it. When I touched the demon, I felt great pain
because my fist had been pricked by its needles. Even
after our prayer rally, my hand was still in pain, red
and swollen with needle marks. I was astonished that
they can leave physical marks on my body and produce
physical pain.
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: * Hand Movement and Vibration
As I fervently prayed in tongues, my hands began to move
in small up and down motions. Soon both of my palms
faced together and shook intensely, becoming more
violent as time went on. I remember witnessing a certain
pastor as he ministered in healing. His hands were also
shaking. While his hands shook, many miracles were
happening. I concluded that I must be in the process of
developing the gift of healing. My arms and hands would
freely move by the direction of the Holy Spirit. I
opened my eyes to see and I attempted to resist the
movements, but the Holy Spirit led me, despite of my
will and thoughts. My will and thoughts were only
incidental.
Sister, Baek Bong-Nyo: * The Lord tests my faith
While I was praying, Jesus came and said, “Bong-Nyo,
today, I want to test you to see how much your faith has
grown. Are you ready?” I replied confidently, “Yes,
Lord. I’m ready.” He vanished and angels came, dressing
me in a winged garment. When they were done, the angels
also quickly vanished.
Usually, Jesus and His angels would guide me to Heaven
or Hell, but not this time. I began to cry out to God
with fervent heart. My soul started flying toward
Heaven, wearing this winged garment. But no matter how
fervently I prayed, I was flying very slowly. It was
frustrating, but I didn’t give up and continued to pray
diligently. Soon I was completely exhausted. I couldn’t
see anything, only pitch blackness.
I remembered the Lord had said He wanted to test my
faith, so I continued to pray. Unfortunately, every
obstacle you could think of happened to me and I found
myself back in the original starting place.
Until now, whenever I had prayed in church, the Lord
came to me and showed me everything. I had become
arrogant without realizing it. I remembered the question
I asked the angels who were clothing me with the winged
garment just a few moments ago. I asked them where Jesus
was and they replied, “Right now, He is waiting to meet
you in the Milky Way.” Unfortunately, at that moment, I
was delayed because I was moving very slowly. My faith
alone wouldn’t allow me to fly up that high.
I sincerely prayed for a long time, but I still couldn’t
see anything. Many thoughts crossed my mind and I began
to repent. Without Jesus’ help I couldn’t do anything. I
felt like I was continuously sinking into a quagmire.
That state of mind continued until I felt I was locked
up in something. Some objects were moving before my eyes
and I realized I was in Hell, locked up in a dark cell.
In this darkness, nothing was visible. Demons were
swarming around me. The countless demons grabbed tightly
onto my feet and refused to let me go. They choked me
and pulled my hands, feet, and body so I couldn’t move
at all. I began praying in tongues, but suddenly curses
involuntarily flowed out of my mouth.
“Hey, you filthy demons! Why are you bothering me? Get
the hell away from me!” I couldn’t stop cursing. All the
filthy language I had used in the past, before I met
Jesus, spewed from my mouth. No matter how much I swore
at the demons, they didn’t stop their relentless attacks
on me. I called out, “Jesus, please help me!”
I continued to call out to the Lord and prayed
diligently in tongues. After an imperceptible amount of
time, I somehow escaped out of Hell and was flying
toward Heaven. I was praying as I flew. In the
atmosphere, strong and powerful demons began chasing
after me. I could clearly see the endless parade of
demons behind them. I had thought I was safe now that
I’d escaped Hell. Instead, I had to face the strongest
demons head on. I felt I was in deep trouble.
I still couldn’t see Jesus or any angels. I thought, “I
have to face these army of demons alone!” I never
imagined I would be faced with a battle such as this. I
never knew there were armies of demons in the
atmosphere, whose purpose is to distract Christians, in
an effort to hinder their prayer lives. As a child
joyfully walks along holding a parent’s hand, Jesus
always held my hand and guided me to Heaven and Hell. I
was very naive and thought everything was easy. I prayed
without care.
The demons placed more obstacles with each step I took,
trying to prevent me from moving forward. I cried out
with earnest prayer. Tears and sweat poured out of my
body. A demon shouted out, “Hey, look there! Another
prayer from the earth is ascending!” Then another
replied, “Hey, that prayer has no power and authority.”
As if picking apples and eating them, the demons seized
and “ate” prayers that flowed up from the earth.
I knew then a prayer without power is useless. The
prayer done while dozing off, unfocused prayer, prayer
filled with humanistic desires, selfish prayers, prayer
of physical desires and two-faced prayers are all
ineffectual. Surprisingly, I was able to distinguish the
different types of prayers ascending from the earth. The
ineffectual prayers were a demon’s favorite “fruits” and
were immediately devoured.
I realized now only the prayer filled with
life-and-death desperation and prayers with sincere
cries will pierce the sky and move up to Heaven. I
learned a reason Pastor cried out so loudly and screamed
in desperation when he prayed. I was often annoyed by
the pastor, thinking, “There aren’t many people here.
Why does he scream out so loud? Does he have to yell
that loud?” Honestly, there were times I forced myself
to pray even though I was irritated by Pastor’s loud
cries. I began repenting my irritation. I know with
certainty the reason we need to pray like that.
I continued to pray, unaware of the time passing. Just
when I thought I was exhausted and had no strength left
in me, I saw in the distance many stars from the Milky
Way shining brightly. Immediately, I gathered every
ounce of strength left inside and began praying in
tongues. I arrived at the Milky Way completely
exhausted, but there my beloved Jesus joyfully greeted
me.
As soon as Jesus saw me, He smiled brightly and said,
“Bony-Nyo, you did great. I’m proud of you!” I was
slightly angry at that point, so I questioned Jesus with
an attitude. “Lord, how could you do this to me? You
could’ve explained. How could you just leave me without
any warning?” When I finished, Jesus just laughed. After
only these few words with the Lord, He disappeared
again. Suddenly, everything was dark and I was standing
at the edge of a cliff in Hell.
The Lord left me once more to test my faith. Soon a
demon that looked similar to a dolphin tried to attacked
me and bite me, with its mouth wide open, displaying its
sharp teeth. I gestured as if I were going to scratch it
and shouted, “Come and get me if you can.” The demon
simply vanished.
There was a narrow road ahead of me. I began to walk
forward on this path and walked for quite some time
before I noticed something approaching me. As it drew
closer, I could see it was a disgusting looking demon
with a head, but no eyes or nose. From its left to the
right ear there was a large cut on its face and its
teeth were sharp as a shark’s teeth.
When I came face to face with this demon I said, “Hey, I
have fought and defeated demons much larger than you.
You are nothing to me. Inside me is a fire created by
God the Trinity. You will be burned and turned into
ashes the moment you touch my body. I dare you to come
and fight me.” The demon was scared and quickly ran off.
I walked the endless road alone and it seemed I was
walking deeper into Hell. I was terrified and shaking
inside, but I didn’t want to show my fear so I had to
remain calm and keep myself together.
I continued to walk along the path. I noticed a large
leaf ahead that looked alive. The leaf opened and closed
repeatedly and attempted to swallow me up. But, I
shouted out, “Alright! I’ve come here specifically to
kill you! Let’s see who survives!” I attacked back
forcefully and the demon soon vanished.
I proceeded on. I realized there were swarms of demons,
like insects, on both sides of the road trying to grab
me. I heard terrifying cries of demons that gave me the
chills. I heard many different cries, but I ignored them
and walked on praying loudly in tongues. I shouted, “God
of Trinity! Give me the strength! Give me the strength
and power physically and spiritually!” I prayed
earnestly and soon the Holy fire was blazing inside of
me.
Wondering how far I had traveled, I thought I saw the
end of the road at a distance. Suddenly, a bright
brilliance appeared before me and there was Jesus. I was
struck with admiration. “Yes! I’m finally saved, Lord!”
I ran to Him and embraced Him. The Lord held me in His
arms tightly and said, “My dearest Bong-Nyo, you’ve been
through much to get here! Sit beside me and I will give
you rest.” I stayed in the Lord’s arms and closed my
eyes to rest.
Was it happening again? When I opened my eyes the Lord
was nowhere to be found. I thought, “How can I be back
in this dark cell in Hell?” No matter how loudly I
called out to the Lord, only emptiness echoed. I called
out for the Lord, but He wasn’t there. I couldn’t help
but to feel that Jesus deceived me. Jesus said clearly,
“Bong-Nyo, you’ve done well. You’re almost done so be
patient and rest here.” After He said these things and
when I was feeling safe, He tested me again.
My anger was unresolved. I realized I was locked up in a
metal cage like a zoo animal. There were countless
demons with various appearances surrounding my cage
staring at me as they attempted to question me. They
stared at me, poking fun and laughed. There were
thousands of military demons wearing skull helmets.
The demons concentrated on observing me while I was
locked up in the metal cage. I yelled out, “Hey you
bastards, who are you? Where did you come from?” They
responded, “We came after roaming from here and there.
What about you, why are you here?” I explained that
Jesus brought me to Hell, but He left me and that was
the reason why I was here alone. After they heard this
they mocked me saying, “Hey, your Lord won’t return for
you. This is the end for you!”
I began praying aloud in tongues. The eyes of the demons
wearing the skull helmet began turning red. They stared
down at me angrily. The power of praying in tongues was
weighing down on the demons and I noticed them
transforming, so I prayed even louder. “God the Trinity,
transform me into your blazing fire!” All the demons
attacked the metal cage wanting to demolish it. But, the
Holy fire blazing inside me burned and turned all of
them into ashes. The iron bars of the cage weren’t
damaged, but remained intact.
Once again, the cries of various animals and the voices
of the demons resonated throughout and it felt as though
I’d been there for months. No matter how diligently I
cried out and kicked and screamed, there was no way out
of the cage in Hell. Gradually my soul began suffering
exhaustion. My waiting on the Lord turned from earnest
yearning to a burning heartache, but, I couldn’t stop
praying.
I prayed, “Lord, I need strength. Give me strength!
Also, grant me the gift of healing and fill me with the
fire so I can melt the metal cage to escape from here.”
I opened my eyes and I was still locked up in the cage.
There is no dream or hope in Hell’s cage. No matter how
much I called out to the Lord, I was still trapped in
the cage. Did this mean I would eternally suffer in
Hell? I didn’t have enough strength left in me to even
lift a finger and I collapsed into a corner. It felt
like I was trapped in the cage for about four months.
Awhile later, I began to scream again, “Lord, help me!
Where are you?” I didn’t see even the shadow of my Lord.
The demons continued to pull and torment my body and I
fought with them for 15 days. In the cage, I could
clearly feel the days flowing by.
“Lord, help me! Please get me out. Help me escape from
this place!” I was praying to myself. I heard someone
laughing. I shouted, “Wow! It’s the Lord’s voice!” The
Lord appeared in the midst of a brilliant light and lit
up the dark cage and the vicinity around me with the
light.
Jesus began laughing even louder saying, “Dear Bong-Nyo,
how was your experience in Hell?” I questioned the Lord,
“Oh Lord, how could you do this to me? Did you set out
to make me suffer? Why did you do this?” I was greatly
distressed as I poured out my complaints and the Lord
replied, “I’m sorry. I wanted to test you personally;
how much your faith has matured!” I couldn’t say
anything else to that.
When I questioned where the Lord was, He responded that
He was on earth visiting various churches to look after
and tend to His beloved flocks. I confessed to the Lord
my deepest innermost feelings and asked for His
forgiveness. “Lord, I was bitter and resented you so
much while I was trapped in this Hell’s cage. Forgive
me.” My tone changed with complaints and feeling sorry
for myself as my emotions flared up. “Lord, I was stuck
in the cage for four months.” I began weeping.
The Lord continued to laugh louder and I shouted, “Why
are you so happy to see me sad and miserable? I suffered
so much in Hell, but why are you laughing as if it was
something funny? Is it fun for you to see me in
suffering?” He replied tenderly, “Bong-Nyo, it’s been
merely two months since you began attending church, but
your faith has matured so much. I am proud of you!” He
gently patted me on the back.
Jesus took the battle-worn garment I wore in Hell and
commanded the angels to re-clothe me in a clean, shining
garment with wings. He said, “You’ve endured much, so
let’s visit Heaven!” He took my hand and we began flying
toward Heaven. Today was the toughest day I’ve ever
experienced in my life.
It took my soul three years to get from Earth to the
Milky Way and I spent 4 1/2 months in Hell. It seemed 3
1/2 years went by quickly. The demons in the atmosphere
and the evil demons in Hell were all tough and strong. I
wouldn’t last one minute or even one second in a battle
with the demons and be victorious without the Lord’s
protection. When I arrived in Heaven, many angels smiled
and comforted me. “Sister, you’ve done well!” The
angels’ words lifted my spirits. Whenever I’m in Heaven,
all the hardship I experienced in Hell is forgotten.
I don’t know very much, since I’ve only been attending
church for two months. From what I saw in a movie and a
sermon, I learned a little about a person named Moses
who parted the sea. I made a request to Jesus to meet
Moses just once. Jesus led me to the golden sand beach
shore. The angels gently brought me down on the shore.
As soon as Jesus called Moses by name, he approached me
and respectfully greeted me, “Welcome to Heaven!” Moses
was very tall and handsome.
* Witnessing miracles of Moses in Heaven
Jesus introduced me to Moses. I said, “Moses, sir, I
don’t know you very well, but I know a little because I
heard a sermon about you from my pastor.” He replied,
“Oh really? Sister, I’m glad you’re here!” I continued,
“When you were on earth, didn’t you part the ocean and
perform many miracles?” Moses humbly replied, “I didn’t
do anything, but it was God who gave me the strength and
all I did was to obey.” I said, “I’ve only attended
church for two months, but the moment I heard about you,
I wanted to meet you. But, the Lord usually takes me to
visit Hell, so meeting you wasn’t possible. I wish to
witness some of your miracles; can you show me some?”
Jesus permitted Moses to build an enormous mountain with
golden sand. In the blink of an eye, there were two
mountain peaks. I challenged him to build a 600 story
home. He simply lifted his hand up in the air and
twirled it once and a 680 story apartment building
appeared before me. My jaw dropped. He made me a golden
staircase leading from earth to Heaven. Moses performed
many other miracles that can’t be explained in words. I
said, “Moses, sir, I apologize for my immature faith.
I’m sorry and embarrassed for testing you so much and
asking you too many questions.” He responded, “Don’t
worry about anything and if you still have questions
don’t hesitate to ask.”
I requested to see the parting of the ocean as written
in the Bible; seeing this was a shocking experience that
was truly spectacular. Jesus was observing quietly
beside me. “Jesus, Moses, I’m a new believer and don’t
know much, so I think I was too forward with my
requests. Please forgive me. I’m sorry. When I get back
to church I will record and share with my pastor what I
saw, so that he can let the world know.” Both Jesus and
Moses expressed their joy and deep emotions. Jesus said,
“Moses, Sister Baek Bong-Nyo must return to earth so say
goodbye to her.” Moses respectfully bowed his head and
said, “Goodbye, sister.”
Jesus explained to me, “Even in Heaven, Moses is always
busy. He travels all around Heaven and has many things
to take care of.” I’ll never forget meeting Moses in
Heaven. Jesus guided me back to church and I concluded
my prayers.
==== DAY 23 ==== (1 John 3:7-10)
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: * Mrs. Kang, Hyun Ja was caught off
guard and attacked by a demon
At about 11:00 AM, my wife, Joseph, Joo Eun, and I stood
in front of a restaurant across from the Cooperative
Agricultural Association building. As my wife stepped
forward, she was struck and fell onto the ground. She
violently tumbled onto the hard asphalt road, about five
meters away, as though she were sliding on ice. It
happened so fast, we didn’t have a chance to grab her,
as she was blown away. She screamed in agony and we all
ran to help her get back up. Her palms were all torn,
her finger nails were broken, and her hands were covered
in blood.
We searched around the road to look for anything that
might have caused such an intense fall. However, the
road was very clean, flat, and in good shape. There was
no physical evidence of what might have caused this.
Later, Joo Eun asked Jesus about this. The Lord
explained that since our daily routine consists of going
to church, praying, and going home, we don’t have any
leisure time. With no leisure time, evil spirits have
little opportunity to find when you are weak. However,
today, for the first time in a long while, my family
stepped out of our spiritual routine to take some
leisure time. Outside our normal routine, an evil spirit
struck her and she fell.
Jesus touched my wife’s wounded palms. I also began
comforting my wife. “My dear wife, let us give thanks to
God. We must repent for letting our guard down and give
thanks to the Lord. He will provide us with bigger
grace. Let us endure and triumph to the end.” As I
cheered her up, she fell on her knees and gave thanks to
the Lord with her wounded hands lifted up.
Since the evil spirits attack and hinder us so much, I
was determined to always be vigilant and cautious. The
moment we drop our guard, evil spirits would attack. If
we missed a day of prayer, our minds would be weakened
and subject to attack. The evil spirits eagerly wait for
weak moments. Therefore, we must always be fully armed.
Our prayer rally had only one more week and the attacks
became more persistent. We were all getting our
spiritual eyes opened, one by one. The enemy greatly
feared this, but his attacks were feeble. As our prayers
became stronger, our faith grew. Stronger spirits were
dispatched and our battles were relentless.
Later, I checked on Joseph’s foot, which had a painful
wart. We’d prayed intensively for a healing. I was
shocked at what I saw. The wart which was located inside
the skin, had now revealed its black roots on the
exterior of his foot. With my spiritual eyes, I was able
to see Jesus applying His blood daily over the sole of
Joseph’s foot. I said, “Wow! This is great. Joseph, you
should go visit the skin doctor and give your
testimony.”
Later, my wife started coughing up phlegm. Joseph, Joo
Eun, and I put our hands on her neck and earnestly
prayed. An evil spirit in the form of a young long
haired girl wearing a white dress revealed itself to us.
It was responsible for my wife’s fall, and now it was
attacking my wife’s neck, causing her pain, coughing and
phlegm.
I placed my hand on her neck and waved the other hand as
I prayed. Soon, the evil spirit shouted, “Pastor Kim,
take away your hand! Take away your hand this instant!
Stop praying! Oh, it’s too hot. I think I’m going to go
crazy!” It screamed and disappeared.
Jesus came and said, “My children, the evil spirit has
fled. But since the evil spirit has left the residual
effects of pain, you’ll have to endure it for awhile. If
you pray continuously, you will be healed quicker. Don’t
worry.”
Kim Joo Eun:
“Jesus, how big are our houses and treasure stores in
Heaven?” I asked. Jesus replied, “Why don’t you pray and
see for yourself in Heaven? I cannot show you at this
time. With your faith and diligence, desire to know the
answer until your spiritual eyes are open. Once that
happens, come up to Heaven and find out the answer.”
“Jesus, how far have my father’s prayers progressed?”
The Lord replied, “When Pastor Kim prays, the Holy
Spirit manifests. The pastor’s hands will make various
motions. This means the gift of healing has come upon
him. However, since this is Pastor Kim’s first
experience, he continues to open his eyes during prayer.
Therefore, his prayers aren’t going forward to the
throne, but remain in the galaxy. If he would continue
to pray and not worry about his hands moving, he would
soon be spiritually opened and be able to visit Heaven.”
The Lord further mentioned that Brother Joseph’s
repentance was very weak. The Lord told him to repent
sincerely and earnestly. However, God was satisfied with
my mother’s tearful repentance and sympathetic prayers.
I said, “Jesus, my paternal grandmother is a deaconess,
but it appears that she drinks too much.” The Lord
replied, “There is an alcoholic evil spirit within your
grandmother. Whenever Pastor Kim has time to pray, he
should pray for her. He should also lead her to confess
for the assurance of salvation and faith.”
Pastor Kim: (James 4:4-5) * Pastors and Church members
committing adultery
My heart aches whenever ministers make headline news and
their dirty secrets are exposed on TV. I would either
turn the TV off or shred the newspaper in fear of my
family getting wind of it. As a minister, I am very
ashamed and embarrassed. I’m bewildered; I don’t know
what I should do. I feel as though it is me being
exposed since I’m also a minister. I have no desire to
discuss or expose the dirty hidden secrets of other
fallen ministers. However, the Lord had pressed me to
record the details in this book.
Jesus commanded that we never commit the sin of
adultery. Among the countless of people going to Hell,
many of them are adulterers. The Lord had reminded us,
“Didn’t your church members witness the adulterers
tormented in Hell? Adultery is a sin that is very
difficult to repent.” The Lord hates His people
committing spiritual adultery, but He also despises
people committing physical adultery even more.
Many ministers and church members are deluded into
thinking if they just confess their sins using the name
of Jesus, they are absolutely forgiven. As a result,
they continue to commit the same sin, repent again and
think they are covered by grace. They trample on grace
and don’t hesitate to commit the same adulterous sin
over and over. The Lord resents their delusion.
(Revelation 2:21-23) Before a person comes to Jesus,
they do evil out of ignorance. Jesus is very angry that
people have accepted Him as their Lord, but continue to
sin repeatedly without hesitation. The Lord shouted
angrily, “It will be very difficult to forgive ministers
who commit adultery in secret. If they don’t repent
sincerely, they will end up in Hell!”
I compassionately pleaded, “Lord, they are human beings;
they are flesh. They could still fall and make mistakes,
right? If a person dies, he/she will not have the
opportunity to repent. But while they are alive, won’t
they be forgiven if he/she repents? There are many
verses in the Bible that states you will forgive, if one
repents.” The Lord replied, “The ministers know the
scriptures very well and if they commit adultery, they
will be harshly judged. It will be difficult for them to
be forgiven.”
I persistently pleaded to the Lord for mercy and refused
to back down. I pleaded like Abraham did. “Lord,
although you are right, if you send them to Hell for
their past sins without forgiveness, it would seem
unfair. Among that group, there are probably some who
have lead many souls to you. There are probably some
ministers who are leading their church properly. Aren’t
some like this in the group of adulterers?” The Lord
fearfully rebuked me, “As a Pastor, do you not know your
scripture?” Jesus helped me remember (Philippians 2:12),
“continue to work out your salvation with fear and
trembling.”
Although the Lord had rebuked me, I continued to debate
and argue with Him. “My beloved Lord, those ministers
have sacrificed their whole life for you. They have
spent their time on earth to serve you. Don’t you think
you should give them opportunities to repent? If I claim
pastors go to Hell, who would believe me?”
There was a moment of silence. The Lord then spoke
quietly and with dignity. “God the Father agrees with
me. If the ministers who have committed adultery
sincerely repent with fear, they shall be forgiven. But,
if they turn back to their wicked ways and commit the
same sin after repentance, they will be mocking God! It
won’t matter whether they have lead small or mega
ministries or have lead great or weak ministries; they
will have committed the sin which God hates the most.
You’ll have to bear that in mind.”
In a vision, the Lord showed me a specific pastor who
fell in love with a young sister in his church. They
often met to have sexual relations. Eventually, their
affair was exposed to the pastor’s wife. She was in such
shock that her stress level was greatly elevated and
even dangerous. The wife attempted to persuade the
pastor to repent, but he wouldn’t listen. The wife could
no longer endure the pain and shock, so she became very
depressed. She committed suicide, a choice unbelievers
make. Now, she’s in Hell and in great torment.
The Lord said, “Whenever I see that daughter, my heart
is torn apart. How can I not send that pastor to Hell?
That pastor is still in ministry. His repentance was not
genuine. Even today, he is living a life of delusion and
self deception. His way of thinking is corrupt. No one
can ever deceive me. No one can ever cover up the truth
with lies.”
* Blotting out names from the Book of Life
There once was a deaconess in our church. When she was
living faithfully, she received many gifts from the Holy
Spirit. However, the gifts were all taken back. Soon
afterward, she began drinking and smoking frequently.
Moreover, she would talk to a man over the telephone
daily and meet him in secret. I persistently attempted
to persuade her from dating that man. I even yelled at
her but she continued to see the man. God is patient
with people. However, if people don’t repent, they will
be subject to His wrath. God showed me in a vision that
He had erased her name from the book of life. When we
found out, we all shook in fear.
When God gives us a chance, we must take it, no matter
what. Jesus said, “That particular saint mocked God and
troubled the Holy Spirit. Therefore, if she doesn’t
mourn and sincerely repent, she won’t be entering
Heaven. If the judgment of the congregation members is
hard, then how much more will I judge the pastors who
are committing adultery? The ministers must repent to
the point of death. The ministers of today are mocking
God. They say, ‘these are the days of grace and the
gospel sets us free. Just repent and one will be
forgiven unconditionally.’ These are the days one needs
to be in fear more than the days of the Old Testament.”
The Lord warned us the day is coming when we will all
have to give account for our deeds.
As I write this chapter, I’m experiencing many hours of
dismay and dissension. Jesus said, “Do we then nullify
the law by this faith. Not at all! Rather we uphold the
law.” (Romans 3:31) In fact, we’re living our daily life
within the Lord’s amazing grace. However, living in His
grace doesn’t mean our sins just disappear. We are
abusing God’s grace if we don’t repent. A daily
repentant life is the fastest and shortest route to
God’s mercy and compassion.
* People who oppose Pastors (Spiritual Authority)
It may appear as though I may be writing this book from
a pastor’s perspective since I myself am a pastor. But I
don’t have any desires in my heart to defend the actions
of other pastors. I’m recording and writing because I
have been commanded to. I don’t want to write with any
bias.
The Lord had said, “I discipline my servants.” Moreover,
the Lord had said He wouldn’t use the congregation of a
church to discipline their pastor. Jesus will greatly
judge and discipline those with secret sins.
The Lord gave (1 Samuel 4:11-22). The Lord also said He
wouldn’t accept or tolerate the actions of church
members that conspire as a group to oppose and expel a
pastor. He would greatly punish the people as He did
with Korah Dathan and Abiriam in (Numbers 16:26-35).
I again pleaded with the Lord, “Jesus, church members
sometimes form a group out of ignorance and their
initial intention may have been to improve the church.
If that is the case, why would they be judged?” Jesus
replied, “When it comes to the church, one cannot
resolve this in a human way. That can never be
accepted.”
The Lord added that if a saint compromised spiritual
authority by having opposed a pastor in the past or
present, he/she must repent in fear. Otherwise, he/she
would be in danger of going to Hell. Thereafter, he must
live faithfully, true, and cautiously.
The pastors who allowed the congregation to compromise
spiritual authority must also dearly repent, more than
the congregation. The Lord emphasized that the members
and the pastors must all repent in fear. If they had
just prayed to Jesus, He would have intervened to
resolve their problems.
(Revelation 2:1) * The Lord visits the churches
throughout the world
I continued questioning the Lord, “Lord, someone had
said that you can appear to all the churches in the
whole world at the same time. Is this true?” The Lord
answered. “Since I’m spirit, I’m not hindered by the
physics of this world. I can appear at all places, at
any time, at any church or churches in concert. I’m not
at one particular church at a time. I’m overseeing all
the churches throughout the world. The Spirit is one and
the same. The Spirit never tires or grows weary. At any
church, when someone prays, I instantly hear their
prayer. I’m able to hear all and be next to each of my
children at the same time. If one zealously prays, one
can have their spiritual eyes opened and on some
occasions, I can show that person Heaven and Hell.
Pastor Kim, you and your wife continue to persistently
ask for spiritual eyes. You and your wife also make
yourselves delightful to me. Since, on many occasions,
you cry out with tears and eagerly desire it, I’m
considering you the privilege to see Heaven and Hell.
Fervently pray. Initially, Father God did not permit you
and your wife to be spiritually awakened. But since you
and your wife desire it very much and have worship
services daily from early evening to the next morning,
Father God was very impressed. You have even cried out
extraordinarily. Father God said, ‘I’ve never seen any
other saints like them.’ He stated He would open your
spiritual eyes.”
There are two kinds of spiritual awakenings. The first
is with spiritual eyes opened and the other is without.
Most of the churches have been spiritually awakened
without the ability to see the spiritual realm. Almost
all churches have this type of spiritual awakening. This
type of spiritual awakening is the Holy Spirit giving
impressions, convictions, and words to a saint as
needed.
When someone’s spiritual eyes are opened, they’re able
to have a conversation with Jesus. In Korea, besides the
Lord’s Church, there are a small number of saints who
have this ability. These saints are able to converse
with Jesus as they seek and call upon Him. Jesus said
the people in the Lord’s Church who have their spiritual
eyes opened have the opportunity to converse with the
Lord numerous times.
Kim Joo Eun: (1 John 5:1-5) * Battling different demons
As I fervently praised God at our worship service, a
demon disguised as a young girl moved in front of me.
With my physical eyes opened, I lunged forward to grab
her hair and mercilessly swung her around. She kept
screaming and I threw her toward the corner of the room.
Then, a demon in the form of a shadow approached me. At
first, I hadn’t noticed it, but with the Lord’s help, I
was able to grab it, swing it, and stomp on it with my
feet.
When the next demon came within my sight, I ran and
grabbed its leg, twisted its neck, beat it and trampled
it with my feet. It bled all over the floor. Before I
could rest, another demon appeared so I punched it in
the stomach. It cried and sat on the floor, saying,
“Ouch! My stomach!” I grabbed a chunk of its hair and
handed it over to Sister Yoo Kyung. I said, “Sister,
grab tightly here!” Sister replied, “Alright, I’m able
to see it!” She swung it away.
It seemed as though we were getting attacked in full
force today. Usually, they appear when we start to pray
together corporately, but now it appears they’re
changing their strategy and attempting to hinder us at
the beginning of our service. For some reason, we are
experiencing many demons in the form of young girls
today. When one of them approached me again, I grabbed
it and slapped both of its cheeks and scratched its
face. She yelled, “Ouch! It hurts!” She scratched back,
surprising me. I could clearly see where her fingernail
marks were on my back. I even showed it to the pastor
and church members to confirm it with their physical
eyes.
Lee Yoo Kyung: As I praised the Lord during worship
service, a demon with two colors on its face approached
me. One side of the face was white and the other side
was black. Another demon with a blue face joined him. I
instantly grabbed the two demons and began swinging them
mercilessly. I threw the two colored face demon into the
distance. The blue faced demon couldn’t bear the
swinging and, in anger, it scratched the back of my
hand. After scratching the back of my hand, it pinched
and bit me. I screamed in pain. I became very angry and
threw it as far as I could. As I looked at where the
demon had scratched and bit me, I noticed white scratch
marks with my skin peeled off. My finger had begun to
swell from the bite mark. The congregation members
witnessed the physical marks and were very surprised.
The marks and wounds from the demon were very painful. I
began to tear up as I tried to endure the pain.
Lee Haak Sung: *Joseph bitten by a snake
Yoo Kyung, Joo Eun and I have our spiritual eyes open
and we are able to see the activities of the demons
and/or evil spirits. However, Joseph appears a little
stressed out since he doesn’t have this ability as we
do. Joseph stated that whenever he prays his body feels
hot as fire due to the work of the Holy Spirit. He
always sits next to me during service. As a result,
whenever I pray, I make special requests on his behalf.
As I was worshiping and praising the Lord with Joseph, a
demon in the form of a snake quietly slithered toward
us. It reached Joseph and it coiled itself around both
his legs. I cried, “Joseph, a snake is coiling around
your body!” He replied, “What? I don’t see anything.” I
grabbed the snake by its neck and I handed it over to
Joseph. I shouted in excitement, “Grab it tightly and
swing it to the ground!” Joseph appeared confused since
he wasn’t able to see what I saw. He couldn’t comprehend
the reality of it. He stated, “Brother Haak Sung, I
can’t see anything!” I repeated myself, “Joseph, swing
it to the ground!” He grabbed the snake and began
swinging it.
Anyone who may have been watching this scene would have
assumed Joseph was just swinging his arm into the air
pretending to hold on to something. However, if one had
spiritual eyes, he would be witnessing Joseph grabbing a
snake by the neck and swinging it. There wouldn’t be any
way one could explain this event in the physical realm
without spiritual eyes.
Since Joseph couldn’t see the snake, he swung his arms
loosely in the air. As a result, the snake was able to
leverage itself and it began to coil itself around his
arm. The snake bit his hand. He now realized it was
real. There appeared a clear bite mark from the snake on
the back of his hand. There were two small teeth marks
from the fangs and it began to bleed. The pastor,
realizing what was happening, asked us to come up to the
altar with the snake.
Raising his hand, the pastor shouted. “In the name of
Jesus!” With those words, the snake split in half and
its head blew up. As I watched the scene, my jaw
dropped.
Today, we spent many hours battling the evil spirits. We
engaged either in defense or offense. We spent a great
deal of energy chasing and driving out demons to defeat
them. However, when we’re able to get a hold of them and
bring them to the pastor, the evil spirits are weakened
by him. The pastor is gifted with the Holy Blazing Fire
and with his commands, the Holy Fire comes out from his
body to burn the evil spirits and they become dust and
disappear.
* Hunting the demons
As we saw all the demons, we captured them and brought
them over to the altar where the pastor stood. He
destroyed them with the Holy Blazing Fire. It was very
tiring and appeared as though we were attacked in full
force. There were so many evil spirits that we couldn’t
even number them. No matter how many we drove out or
defeated, more groups of evil spirits appeared. From the
altar, Jesus watched with approval as we battled. He was
standing in front of the cross. During the middle of the
service, we chased and fought demons. We had made a mess
and weren’t able to finish service. We all acted
together to hunt down demons.
During the battle, Joseph was wounded in three different
areas, two from the snake bites and the other from a
young demon girl who scratched him. All of his wounds
were bleeding. I could clearly see the scratches and
bite marks; they were on the back of both hands. We
tried to play down Joseph’s wounds, so he wouldn’t feel
so victimized. We all said words of encouragement and
told him they were battle scars of honor.
Kang Hyun Ja:
During the middle of service, Haak Sung, YooKyung, Joo
Eun, and Joseph shouted, “Pastor! Mrs. Kang Hyung Ja!
There are multitudes of demons attacking in groups. What
should we do?” The pastor told them, “Don’t worry. We
have Trinity God on our side. All of you should be able
to defeat them in battle.” The children shouted in
excitement, “Wow! Great! Filthy demons! You are all dead
today!” They all ran throughout the room, battling the
demons.
With our physical eyes, we’re only able to see the kids
running around with hands and arms swinging in the air.
But with spiritual eyes, we’re able to see what is truly
going on. In a moment of weakness, I thought, “What if
people from other churches witnessed what was happening?
What about our guests or new members?” However, it
wasn’t important for me to be concerned with it right
now. While the children were running around chasing
demons, I fervently prayed in tongues and danced in the
Spirit. I felt my right hand filled with strength and I
sensed I had seized something. My hand began motioning
in a circular fashion, as a windmill. My circular motion
began to increase in speed and power. I thought, “What
is happening?”
I didn’t have time to think about what was happening. My
hand and arm circled faster and faster with more energy.
It wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t just sit there and let this
happen. I got up on my feet and began to run around. But
my hand was still continuously making circular motions.
I glanced over to Sister Baek Bong Nyu and she was also
doing the same thing. Unexpectedly, my hand hit the
corner of a chair. From the physical point of view, I
couldn’t understand what I was doing.
I asked the children who had their spiritual eyes
opened, “Joo Eun, look at Mom’s arm. Why is my arm and
hand making circular motions? Why will it not stop?”
With an expression of shock, she answered, “Mom, you
have seized a demon in your hand! Continue to swing the
demon so you can knock it out.” Although I wasn’t able
to control the situation with my mind, I attempted to
swing more intensely. The pastor said, “Mrs. Kang Hyun
Ja, come up to the altar as you continue to swing.” I
walked toward the altar and the pastor shouted, “Holy
Fire!” My hand naturally stopped and the demon was
knocked down. It was burned by the Holy Fire; it became
dust.
It was truly a marvelous and amazing incident. As I
watched, all the demons were totally defeated. I had
once again realized how powerful and great is our
spiritual ability.
Kim Joo Eun: *When demons touch the pastor’s body, they
disintegrate into ashes
After evening service, as I prayed in tongues, a demon
approached me. I defeated it with the authority of
Jesus’ name. However, many more groups of demons
appeared, all disguised in the form of young girls in
white dresses. I was amazed there were so many, a
countless number. They marched in groups of four or five
and lined up in ranks. Although they appeared as young
girls, their faces weren’t similar in appearance, but
each one unique. Being surrounded, I decided to grab any
one in my reach, beat it up and scratch it. Though they
tried to flee, I easily seized them and swung them
around like ragdolls. I took them to the pastor, who was
blazing with fire. They hated him and were very
frightened. As I would bring them to the pastor, they
would burn up by just touching his body. They would
scream and turn to ash. The Pastor didn’t even know this
was happening. He just continued to pray.
During the middle of the battle, I became very irritated
and thought, “Today, I was eager and determined to pray
and ask the Lord if I could visit Heaven. But, the
demons hindered me and I wasn’t able to focus and make
my requests known. I wasn’t able to visit Heaven today.
That is fine. If I can’t visit Heaven today, I’ll vent
my anger on the demons!” I defeated all of them that
came into my sight.
Spiritually, I had a very difficult day, encountering
over a hundred demons. After a long while, Jesus
appeared and went toward the altar where the pastor was
praying. The pastor hadn’t yet fully recovered from his
painful wounds the demons inflicted on him a few days
previously. He continued to lead church service and
worship, regardless of the pain. Even in prayer, he was
in pain and very weakened. Jesus stood next to him and
affectionately brushed his head, back, and body with His
hand, especially where the wounds were located. Whenever
the Lord sees the pastor, He becomes very playful. Jesus
loves to be with the pastor. Jesus even sang a song.
“Despite the wounds, you’re still fervently praying.
You’re doing great!” The Lord was very pleased.
As I was watching this, I was momentarily taken off
guard and an invisible demon began twisting my right arm
and hand. The demon’s cold energy slowly spread from the
tips of my fingers up my arm. I instantly squeezed my
right arm to stop the cold energy from spreading. I
shouted, “I command you in the name of Jesus, depart
from me you filthy demon! Depart!” The cold demonic
energy began to slowly dissipate. As I prayed, I pounded
my right hand and arm until they felt normal again.
* Yoo Kyung’s frantic attempt to hunt demons
A demon with a black face and five conjoined bodies
approached me. I got ahold of it and swung it, invoking
the name of Jesus. Another demon in the form of a man
with white clothes appeared. This demon was so tall, it
appeared as though he was able to reach the sky. I swung
the two demons and began to pray in tongues. As I
prayed, a demon with a sharp horn on its head began to
ridicule me as he sat on the piano. This demon had a
long tail and looked repulsive. I was able to seize this
demon also and it was very startled. It attempted to
flee by flapping its wings that resembled a bat’s. But I
was able to drag it to the ground and stomp on it. I
assaulted it without mercy.
As I was beating on the demon, the Lord came next to me.
“Oh, Yoo Kyung, you’re doing a great job. You’re
defeating the demon. I was planning to take you to
Heaven and show you around, but you’re busy battling the
demons. What do you think?” I replied, “Jesus, I can
visit Heaven later. I have to defeat all the demons
now!” The Lord said, “Alright, defeat the demons and be
victorious.” The Lord stood next to me and watched. The
demons were even more frightened and attempted to flee
when they saw Jesus.
Jesus walked toward the altar, where the pastor was
praying. He brushed and patted the pastor’s head,
especially the part where he is balding. The Lord went
to Joseph and gently touched his foot and body. Jesus
was touching the areas of pain. I wasn’t very happy when
Jesus left my side. I loudly shouted, “Abba, Abba!”
Once Jesus had left, a demon appeared on the altar and
came toward me. I was irritated by its sarcastic
remarks. I tried to ignore it, but it continued to tease
and speak abusive words to me. My temper was being
tested. I became very angry. I grabbed it and swung it.
The demon complained, “I’m getting dizzy. I’m so dizzy!
Let go of me!”
I noticed the demon had eyes within its eye. Both of the
inner eyes were staring at me. It was very creepy. With
a harsh voice, I said, “How dare you stare at me!” I
poked the demon eyes with my finger. Since the demon had
multiple eyes within its eye, I had to poke it several
times. “Ah! My eyes, my eyes!” The demon screamed in
terror, but I didn’t let him go. I continued to swing
him around and around. He shouted, “Leave me alone!
Leave me alone! If you don’t let me go, I’ll bite you!”
As it threatened me, I swung him with more intensity.
The demon bit my hand with all of his strength.
Once it had bitten me, I lost my grip and threw him into
the distance. Jesus came closer to my side and
complimented me with encouraging words. “Oh, my Yoo
Kyung is great at defeating the demons. You’re very
bright!” He gently held my hand and continued to
encourage me. “Yoo Kyung, I see another demon
approaching you. Defeat it!” The Lord stood and watched
me war with the demon.
A demon in the form of a skeleton appeared and shouted,
“Come to Hell with me!” As I shook my head from side to
side, I said, “No! No!” I grabbed it and threw it onto
the floor with great force. The demon screamed and
disappeared. Jesus, standing next to me, clapped and
said, “Wow! My Yoo Kyung is doing a great job! Your
faith has truly grown much.” He stayed with me for a
while, encouraging me.
Jesus returned to Heaven. I prayed in tongues for a bit
longer. I think I had battled and defeated about 50
demons that day.
*Haak Sung’s transformation by the Holy Spirit’s
anointing
The number of demons continued to gradually increase.
They attacked us in groups. I poked their eyes, tore the
eyes out, beat on them, and swung them around. Since I
only had two hands, I wasn’t able to defend myself as I
attacked them. They were too numerous. My strength began
to weaken and I thought, “if I only had the Holy Sword,
I would be able to defeat all of them with certainty.”
During the middle of battle, I would often think of
this. I should pray more to receive God’s power. I
should also diligently read and study His word. If I did
all these, I would be able to receive the sword of the
Holy Spirit.
As I battled today with the demons, I realized many
things. The more I defeat them, the more they would
appear and attack in numbers. I have no idea where
they’re hiding. Not only would new demons appear to
attack, but the ones that were once defeated by Joseph,
Joo Eun, and Yoo Kyung would return and attack. They
have hindered us during the hours of service and during
prayer time. We were actually amazed at the sheer number
of demons attacking us during prayer time.
Like vultures, they circle around their prey as more
gather. When it was time to feast, the vultures in great
numbers would pounce on their prey. The demons attack in
a similar fashion, all at once and the ones that weren’t
visible would appear out of nowhere. The ones that hide
are always waiting for the right moment. I was also able
to see Satan in Hell. He was shouting his commands to
his subordinates, as they were deployed to join the
attack. I had never experienced a battle with so many
demons. Today, there were swarms of demons attached to
the church ceiling and walls. There were so many of them
that nothing was visible except the demons.
I cried out to God to grant me Holy Fire. “Trinity God,
please grant me Holy Fire! The fire that burns demons!”
God granted me a fireball, which quickly entered into my
chest. As soon as the Holy Fire was placed in my body,
the demons began avoiding me. Before the fire entered my
body, I was getting very tired. Soon after the blazing
fire entered, my strength returned. I was able to hunt
and defeat the demons. After I had defeated all the
demons, I said a prayer of gratitude to the Lord. I was
very thankful for everything. Then, I remembered the
days when I had broken the pastor’s heart and with those
thoughts, tears began to fill my eyes.
During the middle of service, the pastor called, “Sam,”
and I instantly answered with amen. The pastor lead an
extremely powerful service. I noticed my soul and spirit
rapidly growing and changing. I’m a totally different
person than I was two months ago. Moreover, I’m
spiritually awakened and I’m able to prophesy,
spiritually discern, pray in tongues, obtain knowledge,
obtain wisdom, and I’m stronger in faith. When I
converse with Jesus, I often see the Father’s throne.
Although the Holy Spirit is a spirit, I’m able to see
Him with my spiritual eyes. I love coming to church;
it’s fun and exciting. I’m delighted to be at service
all night long. It’s difficult for me to express the joy
I experience when I evangelize and pray. The service is
held during the night until early morning, usually
around 6 or 7 AM. After the prayer meeting, we testify
to one another until 5 AM. We also get together to eat
rice balls. Once we had our early morning meal, we would
continue to pray for a little while longer until the sun
begins to shine. Once the prayer rally finished, the
pastor would drive us back to our homes. Jesus would
accompany us on the ride home. Hallelujah!
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: *Crucifying Torment awaiting in
Hell
As I fervently prayed in tongues, Jesus appeared. I
quickly sensed He was about to take me to Hell. It
looked as though the Lord was a bit hesitant to disclose
my trip. Before the Lord was able to ask me a question,
I asked Him. “Jesus, why are you hesitating? I know you
are about to take me to visit Hell again, right?” The
Lord gave me an awkward expression. However, I couldn’t
disobey the Lord. “Jesus, if you don’t show me my family
in torment, I will follow you to the ends of Hell. I
just don’t want to see my parents in torment.” The Lord
took my hand and didn’t say a word.
As usual, once the Lord took my hand, we were already in
Hell. We began to walk through a narrow path. Within a
short time, the smell of rotten corpses began to fill
the air. We arrived at a wide field. There were crosses
endlessly lined up. All the crosses were dug deeply into
the ground. There were already many people hanging on
crosses and more waiting in long lines to be crucified.
My mother was among the crowd waiting to be nailed to a
cross. She stood under one of the unoccupied crosses.
A large frightening creature guarded the crosses. When
it was my mother’s turn, the creature tied my mother
onto the cross and prepared her to be nailed. The
creature glanced at me and as he turned to her spoke.
“Tell your daughter not to go to church and to stop
believing in Jesus this instant. Otherwise, you’ll
really die today!” My mother looked very frightened. The
creature looked toward me and yelled, “If you say that
you will stop believing in Jesus, I’ll spare your mother
and not torment her. Say it! Say you’ll stop believing!”
It attempted to bargain with me. “Say it now! Make your
vow! Hurry!” the creature demanded. The situation was
very tense. The creature had a human body with the head
of a horse. It was heinous. I couldn’t look at it
straight in the eye.
The horse-headed creature drew a large bright sword and
commanded his subordinates. The subordinates quickly
obeyed. The creature then pressured my mother. “Quickly,
tell your daughter! Now! Hell is in chaos because of
your daughter. The church your daughter is attending
prays all night long. We are hindered in every way.
Humans who are supposed to be coming to Hell are going
to church and we’re frustrated. Quickly! Ask your
daughter now! Her pastor is writing a book that will
reveal our identities and reveal Hell. We must stop him
from writing that book. Now, quickly ask your daughter!”
Mother’s tears unceasingly rolled down her cheeks as she
looked upon me. Since Jesus stood next to me, my mother
wasn’t able to say a word. She just dropped her head and
continued crying. The creature ran out of patience and
exploded in anger. My mother was stripped and hung on
the cross. They hung her tightly with a rope. Within a
short time, my little brother and nephew were brought
and stripped. They were hung on crosses as well. The
evil creature without mercy began to nail all of them to
crosses. The creatures began slicing their flesh.
Their flesh was sliced from the top of their heads down
to the end of their toes. Their bodies were cut and
sliced all the way through to their bones. My family’s
flesh was thrown into a boiling pot of oil. The pot was
heated with immense blazing fire. My mother, my little
brother, and nephew had only their eyes and ears
remaining on their skeletal figure. Everything else was
sliced off. In their pitiable form, they were still able
to shout, “Bong Nyu, quickly go! We told you not to come
here anymore. Why do you keep coming? Are you not in
pain when you see us in torment? Please don’t return!”
Blubbering, I shouted, “Mother, my poor mother! After
three more visits, I won’t be able to come even if I
wished. Jesus said once the third visit is done, He’ll
no longer bring me here. My heart is in agony as I see
you in torment!” The creature interrupted and shouted
once again with a voice of thunder, “I’ll ask you for
the last time! This is your last chance! You tell your
daughter not to believe in Jesus. Quickly! Force her to
stop praying and going to church! Quickly!” As the
creature nagged at my mother, I spoke on my mother’s
behalf. “You, evil creature! If you have anything to
say, talk to me. Why are you frightening my mother? If I
ever get a hold of you, you’re dead!” As I rebuked the
creature, he rapidly ran toward my mother like a bullet.
The creature scalped my mother, sliced her ears, and
tore out her eyes. Mother shouted in pain, “Help me!
Please!” I couldn’t bear to see my mother in pain
anymore. There are no words to express this pitiful
scene! My little brother and nephew experienced the same
torment as my mother. The creature threw the remaining
body parts into the boiling pot of oil. From the boiling
pot, I could hear the screams of my family in pain.
The creature’s anger wasn’t satisfied. This time, he
filled a bowl with insects and placed it right below my
family. The insects rapidly attached themselves onto my
family’s bodies. The insects gnawed and chewed,
penetrating into their bones. My family screamed out. It
appeared as though my mother was experiencing the
greater pain.
Mother shouted, “Devil! I’m already dead! Why are you
tormenting a dead person? Devil, take away these
insects! Stop this pain! Please!” Although I knew it
would be impossible, I still asked, “Jesus, when will be
the end of their torment?” I was wailing. Jesus said,
“Once you’ve entered Hell, you can never escape or have
another chance. You’ll be in torment for eternity.”
I pleaded as I clung onto the Lord, crying, “Jesus, my
mother is going to be in pain eternally in Hell. How
would I live happily in Heaven? I can no longer witness
my mother’s misery. Please let me take the place of my
mother so that she can be saved!” Jesus quickly called
for the angels.
I almost passed out due to the shock of the situation.
With the Lord’s command, Archangel Michael and some
other angels came and returned me to Lord’s church.
Jesus even called Moses and asked him to comfort me.
Jesus and Moses were also heartbroken. They drew me
closer to their breast and wiped away my tears and
comforted me. As they saw my tears rolling down, they
grieved with me.
==== DAY 24 ====
Kim Joseph: (2 Timothy 3:1-5)
As I prayed in tongues, I suddenly cried tears of
repentance. I had waited a long time to truly sense my
repentance in tears.
My body had become a fireball, so when an evil spirit in
the form of a snake appeared, I grabbed it and swung it
into the air.
Lee Yoo Kyung:
As I fervently prayed, a loathsome evil spirit appeared
and flew over me. With its bat wings, it hovered in
front of me. It had frog-like eyes, a red nose and long
tongue. I was irritated by it hissing at me, so I
grabbed it, tore its wings off and threw it away into
the air. Red blood dripped from its injured areas.
At the same time, a dark ugly black snake approached me.
I am most afraid of snakes They are loathsome creatures.
As it drew close to me, I wasn’t able to do anything,
except yell, “Lord! I’m so scared! There is a snake
here!” Jesus instantly appeared, grabbed the snake and
threw it into the distance.
The Lord asked, “Yoo Kyung, are you alright? Don’t be
afraid! Let’s go visit Heaven.” I held his hand and we
left for Heaven. Jesus asked me to sing praise songs
during our flight through the galaxy. We sang ‘Praise
Oh! My soul!’ several times. After visiting Heaven, we
came back to the Lord’s church and I continued to pray.
Jesus approached Pastor Kim and listened carefully as he
prayed. Jesus was listening for a long time and He
touched the area where Pastor felt pain. The pain was
along his back where the evil spirits had bitten him.
Jesus approached Joseph and shouted, “Repent! More,
more, more! Wail! Only when you cry out will the doors
of Heaven open!” Joseph wailed a lot today; he was
experiencing tears of repentance.
Jesus came back to me and some angels appeared. The Lord
boldly stated, “Yoo Kyung, don’t be sick; be always
healthy. Cheer up!” The angels even shouted, “Saint Yoo
Kyung! Don’t be ill!” The Lord said, “Cheer up!” We then
said our farewells.
Lee Haak Sung: *The protective layer provided by angels
Chucky
As I prayed, many angels came down through the door. The
angels surrounded me, becoming a protective layer. I
asked the angels what they were doing. They told me that
they were surrounding me with protective layers. As the
angels covered me with the protective layers, the holy
blazing fire heated me up. I saw an evil spirit standing
outside the protective layer. The evil spirit was
holding a knife and it reminded me of Chucky from the
horror movie. He drew closer to one of the angels and
stabbed the angel, but the knife instantly melted away
and his hand caught on fire. I saw another evil spirit
approaching. It looked like a very old tree. As it
slowly moved toward me, it thrust out its hand and
touched the protective layer. Once it touched the
protective layer, it caught on fire and the flames
engulfed the whole tree. The tree screamed as it fled.
The angels were also placing protective layers around
deaconess Shin, who was praying. The angels totaled
about 200. They were all working to place protective
layers around the church members. I noticed an evil
spirit resembling a buff man just outside my protective
layer. He was coming toward me. The evil spirit
attempted to enter the protective layers, but the layers
became very hot like blazing fire. It gave up on
entering. The evil spirit then went toward deaconess
Shin. Fortunately, she was covered with the protective
layers and fire. It wasn’t able to penetrate into her
layers. The evil spirit flew toward my mother. As it
drew closer to my mother, it caught on fire and
disappeared.
Suddenly, a large bright light beamed down from Heaven.
I saw an enormous tall angel coming toward the church
riding a white horse. The sight was breathtaking. My
heart was pounding very rapidly. The angel came toward
me and introduced himself, “Hello, I’m the Archangel
Michael.”Another bright shining angel was following
right behind Michael, named Archangel Gabriel. Gabriel
was holding a large flag attached to a pole. They
explained to me that when Archangel Michael defeats the
evil spirits, Archangel Gabriel will sway the victory
banner side to side behind Michael.
Archangels Michael and Gabriel were about the same
height. They stood silently as they watched the pastor
praying. As I witnessed this amazing sight, I was
flabbergasted. It was difficult for me to distinguish if
I was dreaming or if I was witnessing something real.
Kim Joo Eun: * Many evil spirits rush in groups but our
faith became stronger
The last time I prayed, an evil spirit in the form of a
crescent moon appeared, rolling toward me. Today, an
evil spirit in the form of a full moon with an eye
rolled toward me. When the evil spirit came close to me,
I poked it in the eye and plucked the eye out. I twisted
my finger inside the eye socket. The evil spirit
exploded with blood bursting in all directions as I
attacked it. Soon after, an evil spirit disguised as a
young girl appeared and was spinning on its head like a
toy top. I grabbed a chunk of her hair, shook her, swung
her several times, and threw her into the distance.
Jesus approached me and complimented my actions, saying,
“Freckles, great job!”
Jesus continued, “Freckles, you look especially pretty
today! Who braided your hair?” I replied, “Deaconess
Shin did!” The Lord complimented, “Really? She did a
great job!” Since Deaconess wasn’t yet spiritually
awake, she didn’t know Jesus had come near her. Many
angels accompanied Jesus. I always see angels
accompanying Jesus, but this time there were many more
angels. Within the angels, some of them paired off to
sit next to praying church members. The angels used
their hands to wrap around the golden bowl that had a
wide opening on top and they zealously filled the bowl
with the prayers of the saints.
Once again, a group of evil spirits appeared at the
corner of the room and they came toward us. As they got
close, Sister Yoo Kyung grabbed the evil spirits, swung
them, and threw them into the distance. I also grabbed
some of the evil spirits, swinging them and throwing
them into the distance. Brother Haak Sung and Brother
Joseph were also battling the evil spirits; they grabbed
the evil spirits, swinging them, and throwing them away.
We all repeated this tactic numerous times.
I was able to hear the sounds of the evil spirits
crashing as they fell all around the walls and ground.
It was very noisy. Near the end of the prayer rally, we
noticed there are more numerous attacks on us. However,
each attack results in our faith growing stronger and
stronger.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: * Pastor Kim makes Jesus Laugh
I have witnessed and experienced many spiritual things.
With this privilege, I also have had to endure much
pain. Jesus surprised me by taking me to the flower
garden in Heaven. He allowed me a time to refresh by
providing enjoyment in the garden. I was able to spend
as much time in the garden as I desired. In the garden,
I rolled, jumped, and played like a child with the
angels. The flower garden in Heaven is unimaginably
enormous and beautiful. The sweet scent of the flowers
was so precious I wouldn’t have it changed for the whole
world. Since my body was weak and exhausted, I rested
and lay down after I had returned to the Lord’s church.
During the morning service, as the pastor preached he
walked from side to side, being followed closely by
Jesus.
Our pastor is so funny that when I just think about him,
I smile and laugh instantly. Out of curiosity, I asked
the pastor a question, “Pastor, were you this funny even
before I started attending this church?” The pastor
replied, “Our church is relatively new. There is no
incident I can think of that would possibly be funny. I
cannot think of anything that has been humorous during
our rally. I was always broken-hearted. I felt heavy and
pitiful.” I asked, “How have you changed so much?” The
pastor said, “I don’t really know. I have changed during
this prayer rally! I don’t know what is really going on.
If you ask me how I became like this and who or what has
affected me, I would have to say it is the Lord that has
created a joyful environment.”
Our pastor has a special talent of imitating all kinds
of people. In fact, it’s not just people; he can imitate
all kinds of different things, including animals and
inanimate objects. Jesus was imitating the pastor and
laughing out loud. During the sermon, two angels were
recording every single word the pastor preached. The
angels sat next to the cross on the altar writing in the
huge book. The angels were supposed to record the words
of the pastor. However, they would occasionally sneak a
peek at the pastor’s gestures. The angels would laugh so
hard they would swoon and miss some of the pastor’s
words. When the angels missed the recording, Jesus
rebuked them. “Don’t look at the pastor; just fervently
record!”
Whenever Jesus smiles or laughs, all the angels join in
on his happy mood. However, when Jesus grieves, the
angels become silent. During the middle of the sermon,
the pastor asked me a question. “Sister, where is Jesus
now?” I replied, “He is standing right behind you.” The
pastor smirked and said, “Oh, what should I do? I farted
and it smells awful. It would be difficult for anyone to
bear. I feel very sorry for the Lord that He might be
behind me, where he would smell my gas. What should I
do?” The Lord spoke with laughter, “It is irrelevant
since I’m spirit. It is alright.” He patted the pastor’s
head and back.
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: The church members had exhausted
most of their physical strength during prayer. Instead
of quitting, they fervently continued praying as they
clenched their teeth. When the Lord saw us praying with
such devotion, He was impressed. I was in unbearable
pain. The pain was caused by the evil spirits’ several
attacks. This type of wound heals very slowly. The
relentless pain tormented me. It became difficult for me
to pray with my arms lifted up for a lengthy time.
However, in the midst of pain, the Holy Spirit would
move my hands and arms in various ways. The movements of
my arms and hands were nicely choreographed.
Both of my hands moved steadily. They moved in turn.
Suddenly, my hands began to violently vibrate. I was
unbearably hot, as well. I saw Jesus in a white gown
walking from side to side in front of me. My face felt a
warm summer breeze. I felt His strong presence. Sadly,
my spiritual eyes were still not opened. It appears as
though the Lord observes our situations and reactions.
He was evaluating us.
==== DAY 25 ==== (Matthew 16:13-19)
Kim Joo Eun: *Freckles eats the cookies of Heaven
While I was praying in tongues, I was battling and
defeating evil spirits. As I prayed, my mouth became
filled with something. I began to chew on it. I could
hear crunching as I continued to chew. I had no idea
what I was chewing or eating. As I devoured the unknown
food, I said to myself, “Wow! What is this? It is
delicious. How can anything be this delicious?" My dear
Lord, Jesus, appeared.
He called my name out and began to speak to me,
“Freckles, do you want to give this a try?” I asked,
“Jesus, what is that?” The Lord replied, “These are
delicious crackers I brought to you from Heaven. Say ah;
open your mouth.” I opened my mouth and the Lord placed
a cracker in my mouth.
As soon as the cracker touched my tongue, it melted
softly. There are many delicious crackers in the world,
but the ones the Lord gave me blew my mind. The
bite-size crackers were white and round shaped.
I exclaimed, “Wow, Jesus, this cracker is very
delicious! I want to eat some more. Can you please give
me one more?” The Lord said, “No, you shouldn’t eat any
more for now.” I surprisedly asked, “What was it?” The
Lord said, “This is food that saints eat in Heaven. I
know you would like some more and when you visit Heaven
again, I’ll treat you to many more. So pray fervently.”
In tears, I asked the Lord, “Jesus, please take me to
Heaven!” However, Jesus had already departed before I
could finish my sentence. I could only see and sense the
residuals of His departure. I felt a warm gentle breeze
as a bright shining light radiated.
The Heavenly cracker Jesus had given me will be in my
memory forever. I’ll never forget the wonderful taste.
Tonight is a very blessed night, a night I cannot
express in words. From a distance, I heard Jesus kindly
speak, “Freckles, soon, I’ll take you to visit Heaven so
don’t fret. Good bye.” Then, he was completely gone.
After I had regained my strength, I began to pray. While
I was praying, I saw evil spirits coming toward me.
Multitudes of skulls and bones from all directions began
to converge on me. I began to laugh at their appearance.
The evil spirits exploded in anger due to my reaction. I
shouted, “All of you bones, you look very funny. In the
name of Jesus, I command you to leave now!” They
disappeared.
After we had earnestly prayed for many hours, a group of
angels came from Heaven and filled their golden pot with
our prayers. As one angel ascended with the filled pot,
another angel descended with the empty pot to again fill
it with prayers. The angels continued this process. They
were moving fast. The pot wasn’t only filled with our
prayers, but they also included our tears and the tone
of our voices. They were all delivered to Heaven.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Tearing off the evil spirit’s clothing
As I was praying, I saw an evil spirit disguised as a
young girl dressed in white. I quickly grabbed her hair,
swung her around until all of her hair pulled out. But
after I tore her clothes, she transformed into a naked
man. I could see all his features and he began to
defecate and urinate on me.
I was so angry, I grabbed his neck, “Filthy evil spirit!
Why are you urinating on me?” I slapped his face and he
said, “I’m sorry! Please forgive me. I promise that I’ll
never come here again.” I continued to slap and beat him
up. I threw him evil spirit toward Brother Haak Sung,
whose body was engulfed in flames. The evil spirit
disintegrated into ashes when it hit Brother Haak Sung.
As I continued to pray, a second evil spirit with two
large eyes appeared. Half of its face was that of a
woman and the other half was the face of a man. It had
very short hair. The evil spirit reminded me of some
horror movie. When it spoke, it had two different tones.
The tone of a man and a woman would come from its mouth.
I grabbed its hair. I pulled all of its hair out and
tore its clothes off. The evil spirit stood naked.
The evil spirit reacted and said, “Why have you
undressed me? Who has undressed me?” I confidently
replied, “It was I, I did it! Why do you ask? You feel
violated?” The evil spirit cried and pleaded, “Please
dress me. Please hurry! I’m very cold. Please give me
some clothes!”
As the evil spirit stood and watched, I destroyed the
clothes by tearing them into pieces. The evil spirit
continued to complain, “Who said you could undress me?
Why have you ruined my clothes?” The evil spirit was
annoying me. I said, “You’re speaking nonsense. You’re
dead!” I threw it onto the floor and began to beat it
up. It cried out, “Oh, help me! This is painful! I know
I can defeat you but I don’t understand why you are able
to overpower me. I’m frightened!” I didn’t want to hear
the complaints of the evil spirit. I broke its legs and
threw the evil spirit far away from me. It landed at the
corner of the room and shattered into pieces. Once the
battle was won and over, the Lord appeared.
*Yoo Kyung eats fruits of Heaven
Jesus wore a bright shining gown. As He got closer, I
noticed Him holding a round white object. Jesus said,
“Yoo Kyung, try this. It’s a fruit from Heaven. I have
brought it to you as a reward since you pray zealously.
Your abilities to defeat the evil spirits have increased
dramatically. The fruit is very delicious. Quickly, try
it!” The Lord had spoken to me in such an affectionate
way that I happily responded. I responded, “Lord, thank
you very much!” When I took my first bite, I exclaimed
in delight. I instantly devoured the fruit.
The Lord said, “Yoo Kyung, let’s visit Heaven.”
Suddenly, I was wearing a gown that had wings attached
to it. We left through the cross where a door led us
through the sky. As we flew through the sky, we soon
arrived in Heaven.
When I arrived in Heaven, I met Yeh Jee. Yeh Jee and I
danced before the Lord for a long time. I noticed a
piano made of gold located near us. The piano was very
large. I stared at it the piano for quite some time; it
was very intriguing.
While I was dancing, I saw Father God swaying on His
throne. From the throne, Father God displayed a
brilliant shining light. God was light. I wasn’t able to
look at Him. There were several angels and they were all
busily writing something onto books that were displayed
in front of the throne. Father God is enormously huge.
One cannot imagine His size. Even if one attempted to
glance at Father God, it would be impossible due to the
brilliant light. The light is too strong for one to look
toward. Father’s gown was very long and it reached down
to His ankles. I was only able to see His feet.
Father God spoke to me as His voice echoed. “Yoo Kyung,
isn’t it great to be here? If you continue to pray
earnestly, I’ll bring you here more often. Therefore,
earnestly pray without ceasing.” I bowed down and
replied, “Yes sir, Amen.” After I had spoken, His huge
hand appeared from the light and patted my head. Jesus
then said, “Yoo Kyung, look at me!” When I turned to see
Jesus, I became very sad and my heart broke. I almost
cried. On both His wrists, I saw the huge scars where He
had been pierced by nails. I also saw the scars on His
feet. The Lord continued, “As I had my blood poured out,
I died for you. Always think of me!”
I persistently asked the Lord to show me my home in
Heaven. “I would like to see my house in Heaven!” The
Lord permitted me, saying, “Alright, I’ll show you your
home.” The Lord took me to my home, which is made
completely of gold. The house was twelve stories high.
The angels were busy building my home. I jumped around
like a rabbit as I felt excitement and jubilee. I began
to joyfully sing ‘Oh, Praise my soul.’ As I sang and
praised, the Lord spoke. “Dear Yoo Kyung, I would like
to have a wedding ceremony with you.”
Yeh Jee had followed me wherever I went. “Sister, Jesus
is very loving. He gives me a lot of food and He gives
me so much love. I’m so happy to be here! Sister, let’s
hang out at the flower garden, please.” Yeh Jee and I
went to the flower garden and enjoyed ourselves. We
rolled around the flowers and had a good time. We spent
a good deal of time in the garden. The Lord said, “Yoo
Kyung, it’s time for you to leave. Say farewell to Yeh
Jee.” Sister Yeh Jee said, “Sister, keep in good health
and visit me again.” We gave each other a hug and I
departed.
Lee Haak Sung: *After being covered with the blood of
Jesus, evil spirits dare not come near
While I was in prayer, the Holy Spirit continued to put
fire into my body. My body had become a fireball,
unbearably hot. Many different types of evil spirits
began to attack me, but when they touched my body, they
lit on fire and became ash. All of them melted away.
When a snake began to slither toward me, I grabbed it
and tore its head off. I wrapped it on a wooden stick
and torched it. An evil spirit with short hair, dressed
in white attempted to attack me, but I grabbed it and
burned it with fire. Other spirits began to advance
toward me, but they began to flee as the Holy Fire
radiated from my body. I finally understood why the evil
spirits hadn’t come close to the Pastor. Whenever he
prayed, his body would become a fireball, so they tried
to avoid him. It was actually entertaining watching them
avoid the pastor.
The electric piano began to play a song called ‘Baptize
by the Holy Spirit.’ So I began to dance in the Spirit
with the tune and rhythm. I was also battling and
defeating the evil spirits in my dance. It was
exhilarating. Jesus was pleased and He complimented me.
“Great job my dear Sam!” The Lord’s encouraging words
made me feel fantastic.
The electric piano played ‘Three nails’ and I instantly
teared up in repentance. Jesus wiped the tears away and
comforted me with warm words. He began to walk between
the church members who were praying and touched them on
their heads. When He reached the pastor, He touched his
head several more times.
In a loud voice, Jesus commanded the angels. “Angels,
apply my blood over the entrance of the Lord’s church.
Don’t let the evil spirits parade all over this
building. Apply my blood to the air.” Angels instantly
appeared and carried out His command with great speed.
First, they placed a protective layer over the church
entrance and the ceiling. At the entrance, the door and
the two pillars received a protective layer. On top of
the protective layer, the angels began to heavily coat
it with the Lord’s blood. Once the blood was there to
protect us, I saw the evil spirits confused and fighting
one another to enter the church. With the blood
protecting us, it didn’t matter how many evil spirits
were there, none could enter the church. So I was able
to finish my prayers in peace.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: * With God’s protection, I felt no
pain during the torment of Hell
While I was praying, the Lord appeared with two angels.
They escorted me to the galaxy. Once we arrived at our
destination, the Lord commanded the angels to return
home to Heaven. Jesus then said, “Bong Nyu, let’s visit
Hell.” As soon as I held the Lord’s hand, we were
already in Hell.
We began to walk through a narrow pathway. The pathway
was so narrow I felt like I was walking on a levee in a
rice paddy. On each side of the pathway, I couldn’t see
the bottom. The cliff dropped endlessly. If I lost my
balance, I would fall off the road. I could hear echoes
of screams and wailing from below. The people screaming
appeared to be in much pain. A stench filled the air and
was unbearable. I could smell rotten corpse and burning
flesh. Dark smoke rose upward and it was continuous. It
was difficult for me to keep my balance. I couldn’t tell
which way was front anymore.
I once had an experience of being separated from the
Lord when we were in Hell. I was apprehensive that it
could happen again. I decided to hold on to his hand
very tightly. We continued to walk further in. The
narrow pathway became even narrower. As I tried to
balance myself from the tight narrow road, I had to let
go of the Lord’s hand. The Lord continued to walk
forward and I followed right behind him while grabbing
the hem of His gown. From both sides of the pathway, I
continued to hear screams, “Help me! Save me! It is hot!
Please help me!” It sounded as though millions of voices
were echoing from below. The screams were so loud and
numerous, I felt as the screams were right at my ear.
I began to feel as though someone was following us from
behind. I also felt someone holding on to my hem. Then,
I felt the presence of people around me. I instantly
became nervous and frightened. I braced myself and tried
to draw up courage, thinking, “Just look upon the Lord.
Just think about the Lord. Just continue to walk
forward.” As I was thinking, the thing I feared most
happened; the Lord disappeared. All of Hell is dark and
it almost impossible to see anything. However, I was
able to see a slight glimmer of light, but it was only
for a second.
When I saw the light for a second, I realized it was the
Lord before He disappeared. I could no longer see him
anywhere around me. I thought, “Oh, what should I do
now? How can I lose Jesus in Hell? The Lord is so
pitiless. Where can He possibly be? Why did He leave me
all alone?” I felt despaired. “Jesus, where are you?
Please come back! Help me! I’m frightened! Lord!” I
called for Him but, the Lord was nowhere around me.
Although I wanted to continue walking forward, I wasn’t
able to, due to the darkness.
I stood frozen and wasn’t able to take another step. I
had no plan and I felt lost. Suddenly, I felt something
squirming around my feet. When I figured out what was
around my feet, I almost fainted from shock. There were
four black snakes tightly coiling both my legs and they
were moving upward. When I was with Jesus, this type of
event never happened, but as soon as I had lost the
Lord, the snakes were coiling around me.
I quickly gathered my senses and shouted, “How dare you
coil around me?” While I was shouting at the snakes, I
grabbed their bodies and threw them into the distance. I
began to move forward through the darkness. I moved
slowly as I fumbled with my hands and feet. Since I was
moving extremely slow, the snakes were able to catch up
with me. Once they reached me, they began to coil around
my body. I grabbed them and threw them again. I
continued to move forward and again the snakes recovered
and caught up to me. I threw them again. It seemed as
though I was in a nightmare repeating the same event.
The odd thing was that the snakes didn’t bite me. They
weren’t very large or long. They were medium sized
snakes with different colors.
After battling with the snakes for some time, I was able
to move forward. I finally reached a place full of bones
and skulls. The bones and skulls were piled up as high
as a mountain and were alive and moving. I felt someone
grabbing the hem of my dress. I turned to see who or
what was grabbing my hem. I saw a skull biting onto my
dress and it was resisting as I tried to knock it off.
This skeleton didn’t have any hands, but it used its
teeth to hold onto my hem. It began to speak to me,
“Please take me too! Please!” At that moment, I
remembered my parents, my little brother, my nephew, and
my brother in law who were in torment. As I thought
about my family, I became very upset and burst out foul
language without realizing it.
“I can’t even take care of myself right now. How dare
you grab my dress! I’m very busy, looking for a way out
and I’m in a hurry! Damn it! Get out of my way! Let go
of my dress!” As I was shouting, I pounded on the skull
and it shattered into many pieces. This time, the bones
of a hand grabbed and tugged on my dress. I tried to
shake it off, but it resisted. There were too many bones
and skulls to deal with, I wasn’t going to be able to
defeat them all. I loudly shouted, “You filthy bones! My
body is blazing with Holy Fire and the Trinity God lives
in me. The moment you touch me, you will become burnt
and become dust and ash! If you dare to touch me, then
touch!” The skull and bones didn’t come close to me
anymore. The ones that clung on to me became ashes. Once
the bones stopped harassing me, I was able to move
forward without any obstacles.
When Jesus accompanied me before, it was very easy to
move in Hell. The Lord is light so He provided the
light. Walking without Him was very difficult and
confusing. Fumbling my way forward was exhausting. I was
using all my mental strength to negotiating my way
through the darkness. Exhausted and without thinking I
sat down. The wings that were attached to my gown had
become damaged. It became worse and now I wouldn’t be
able to fly.
I gathered my mind and regained my strength. I moved
forward, but this time I crawled. I almost fell asleep,
since I was getting drowsy. I dozed off for a few
seconds and when I opened my eyes I was inside a cell.
The cell was very cramped and there was only enough room
for one person. It was still very dark and I couldn’t
see anything. When I thought it couldn’t get worse, some
creature began pulling on my body and hair. It was
making some hideous wailing sound. In my anger, I
exploded and foul language began coming from my mouth
again. I attempted to find a way out, but it seemed
hopeless. My efforts were in vain. As I resisted my
situation, I felt more hands from all directions coming
out to pull and shake my body. I wasn’t able to defeat
them so I became more abusive with my language.
“I will break all of your wrists! Are you going to keep
your hands to yourself? If you had lived a righteous
life, you wouldn’t have ended up here. You’re all
absurd!” I told them. “I’m here to defeat the king of
Hell, Satan, who is the ruler of this place. I’ll defeat
the king of devils no matter what! In my body, I have
the Holy blazing fire from the Trinity God. If you touch
my body, you’re all dead! I’m covered with the blood of
Jesus so whoever touches or grabs me will burn to ash
and dust.” After I had warned them, they all stepped
back shocked in fear. Within a few seconds, the third
highest ranking devil appeared. I thought I had
encountered him before. He had about fifty heads and
legs. The devil grabbed my leg and tore my clothes off.
I was naked.
I shouted with a voice of thunder. “You have been
commanded to tear my clothes off by the king of devils.
Take it all off if you dare! No matter how many times
you tear my clothes off, I won’t blink. I’m not afraid
of you, devils! I have the Trinity God living in me and
the Holy Blazing Fire. I’m not afraid of you! No matter
how hard you attempt to frighten me, I will not be
moved. I have one thing against you. My heart aches over
the fact that my parents are tormented in Hell. The king
of devils is responsible for pain my parents must
endure. I’ll find him no matter what and then I will
avenge my parents. You are too weak to challenge me,
depart from me you fools! Bring me the king of devils!
Hurry! Depart!”
The devil angrily shouted back, “I’m the one you must
encounter today. My brother, Satan, told me to tear your
clothes off and pluck your eyeballs out. I have been
commanded to slice your flesh from your bones. He also
told me to let the insects penetrate and eat your flesh.
You’ll taste death today! Hahahaha,” he laughed.
Once he threatened me, I replied back, “What? You
worthless devil, do as you wish! Since the Lord lives in
me, I’ll feel no pain even if you are able to slice my
flesh and pluck my eyes out! You better be careful since
I have the Holy Blazing fire within me! I recognize you.
You came to our church many times and have hindered us
so much. You have hindered the pastor from writing the
book, right? Well, do as you wish!” The devil showed me
his knife. It was dark blue and looked very sharp. He
began slicing my flesh like sushi. Feeling no pain, I
didn’t even blink. “Oh, this is quite invigorating. It
feels very nice. Slice all of my flesh if you like. I’m
not worried because Trinity God is protecting me. Slice
some more of my flesh!” I annoyed the devil with
confidence. I could tell that Almighty God was
protecting me and His power was with me.
When my eyes were plucked out, I didn’t feel any pain.
It felt like as though someone was scratching my itch. I
felt refreshed. I had no flesh; I was a skeleton. The
fifty-headed devil brought a bucket filled with maggots
and poured them on my body. The maggots began to
penetrate my bones and they began eating my marrow. They
were also eating my sliced flesh.
As the maggots gorged on my bones, I felt no pain under
God’s special protection. I fervently began to pray in
tongues. As I prayed, I looked over my gruesome
appearance. The swarm of maggots was all over my
skeleton. They had no effect, but what affected me was
the thought of my mother in torment. I began to tear up.
I’m a worthless sinner who is now a dried up skeleton. I
gave thanks to the Lord who was protecting me even
though the devil tried to inflict pain and torment. My
peaceful moment was short lived. Once more, I became
very angry from the thoughts of my family in torment. I
was spiteful of the devils.
* Confronting Satan, the king of Hell
Whenever I think of my parents, I feel as though the
blood is draining out of my body. I just wanted to find
Satan and take my revenge on behalf of my family for
their torment. It’s Satan who commands the demons to
torment my family. But since I couldn’t locate him, I
was stressed to the point of feeling suffocated. I
shouted in all directions using foul language to get his
attention.
Once I had seen Satan, the king of Hell, I blew up in
anger. Generally, people’s natural reaction is to shiver
and be overwhelmed with fear when they see evil spirits
or demons, or hear the voice of Satan. But since I’ve
been battling the evil spirits during prayer, I was
immune to fear. When I saw him, I wasn’t moved at all,
not even a twitch from my eyelid. I shouted abruptly,
“Hey, are you the dog shit, Satan? The king of devils?
You @#%@#@!”
I didn’t stop, but continued to speak abusively. “You’re
the one who is crucifying my parents on the cross in
Hell, tormenting them, and throwing them into the fire.
You’re the one frying my parents, throwing them in a pot
of boiling oil, right? You command the demons in Hell to
drag the many people to Hell, right? I’ve come all this
way to meet you here. I won’t leave peacefully! I’ll
leave here when I turn Hell upside down! Don’t you have
anything better to do than torment people? You’re
responsible for creating accidents and misfortunes so
people can die and come to Hell. You are responsible for
dragging so many to Hell! You’re no better than a dog!”
* The appearance of Satan
This was the first time I was able to actually witness
the appearance of Satan, the king of Hell. Satan’s
appearance was beyond my imagination. He was imitating
Father God. The size of Satan was very large. As I
lifted my head, I wasn’t able to view his whole form.
The height of Satan reached the confines of Hell. The
width of his body reached the far left and right ends of
Hell. Satan’s throne was very large, as well, and was
beyond my imagination.
Satan’s wings looked like the wings of a bat and they
slowly flapped. I looked at Satan for a long time with
my head leaned backwards. But my neck began to hurt and
so I decided to lie down in front of him. When I had
lain down, I was able to see the whole figure of Satan.
As I lie in front of him, Satan didn’t say a word, but
just stared at me. I intentionally wanted to irritate
him, so I began speaking abusively to him.
“Devil, what is up with your ugly appearance? I can’t
understand how you can function as a king looking so
ugly. Look at your eyes! They are slanted all the way to
the side of your head. Look at me! I’m so comfortable
lying here on my back.” I continued to speak abusively
to him, but it didn’t matter. He didn’t move an inch,
not even twitch his eyes.
Satan could have transformed himself into any form, but
he continued to stand in front of me as a big and wide
entity. He looked very loathsome. His face looked like a
toad. His body was similar to that of a human. Hair was
sparsely located throughout his body. He was very fat.
It appeared as though he didn’t want to move. The king
of devils didn’t tremble, so I decided to shout at him
again.
“Hey, I’m much stronger than you! I serve Trinity God.
He protects me. I challenge you!” Finally, Satan spoke,
“You little thing, how dare you come here and play the
fool!” I countered by saying, “You’ve never seen me
before! How dare you speak disrespectfully to me!” This
irritated him so much that his eyes gradually opened
very large and a red colored light ball came out.
Satan laughed at me and said, “Hey, doesn’t your neck
hurt?” I shouted, “Why would my neck hurt? I have come
to defeat you. My neck is just fine. @#%$#! You are so
fat you can’t even lie down! You believe you’re
something? Your body is ugly and looks like a toad’s.
Your body isn’t even proportional. Don’t fool yourself!
Come down!”
I shouted, but on the inside, I was praying in tongues
and asking Trinity God to grant me strength. I was
asking for the Holy Fire from the Holy Spirit. As I
spoke abusively at Satan, he continued to ridicule and
snort at me. I didn’t give up. I continued to irritate
him. “Satan, eat and swallow me! If you eat me, I can go
down your stomach and torment you several more thousand
times than you are doing to my parents. I can slice your
insides! I will gouge out your tongue and throw it into
the fire of Hell. Hurry! Come down!” Satan responded,
“Why would I go down? You come up here!” I was so mad
and my temper exploded. Even though I couldn’t see
Jesus, I began to pray to Him.
* Sister Baek, Bong Nyu attacking Satan
“Jesus, I’m not able to see you, but I believe you’re
always with me. Jesus, I want to give Satan a beating.
However, he is too big for me. I’m not able to give him
a beating! Please grant me a ladder so I can climb to
the top of his head and attack him!” With the Lord’s
command, Archangel Michael immediately brought a large
tall ladder from Heaven. The ladder was so large it
reached the confines of Hell from the ground.
With the help of Archangel Michael, I placed the ladder
on Satan’s back and we began to climb the ladder. It was
very high and dangerous. I couldn’t make it to the top
without the help of Archangel Michael. It was strange
that Satan didn’t move a muscle as we climbed up the
ladder. When we reached the top of the ladder, I jumped
off the ladder onto his shoulder. I tore into his skin
with my fingernails, but it had no effect. Satan didn’t
move a muscle. He was ignoring me, as though I was
nothing to him. The skin on Satan’s back was as hard as
a rock. No matter how hard I attempted to tear into his
skin using my fingernails, it was useless. I shouted
with all my strength as I continued to scratch into him.
“You filthy devil, take this!” I prayed in tongues to
myself, saying, “Trinity God, please grant me strength!
Grant me power!” Then, as I continued to scratch, I was
finally able to make a mark.
I tore intensely into the scratch, but Satan’s skin was
very thick and I was only able to tear into it a little
bit at a time. I thought to myself, ‘Why is this so
difficult?’
In that moment, wisdom came to me and I cried out to the
Holy Spirit, “Holy Spirit, please grant me the Holy
Sword! Please grant it to me now!” As I cried out, a
huge golden sword descended. When the sword came close
to me, I grabbed it and pierced the back of Satan. I
jabbed into his back repeatedly. I used all my strength
to randomly stab all over his back. As I sliced into his
back, pieces of his skin fell to the ground.
Next, I climbed up Satan’s head and I mercilessly
stabbed into one of the eyes. Satan had eyes within his
eyes. I returned to his back once more and I chopped off
one of the wings. He jumped off his throne and screamed
out loud. I shouted, “Devil, open your mouth! I’ll go
into your stomach and finish you up! I’ll slice your
intestines and burn them!”
Just when I was about to attack Satan again, a bright
light poured down from above and the Lord appeared. He
said, “Bong Nyu, you’ve done a great job! Now, come
down. It is enough for today. Let’s go now.” Resisting
the Lord, I quickly replied, “Lord, I don’t want to go!
My anger is still burning inside me. I need more time.
What about my parents? They are being tormented by the
devil. I can’t just go now! If I go now, my family will
be brutally tormented again. How can I leave knowing
that? I can’t possibly go now!”
The Lord said, “Bong Nyu, what you’ve done today is more
than enough; it is good! If it was anyone else, he would
have froze in fear. He would have been frightened of
Satan and he wouldn’t have been able to engage him. But
since you have prayed in confidence, I was in you to
help you attack the king of devils. I’m sure you have
vented out enough. Let’s go. Bong Nyu, I have brought a
countless number of people to witness Hell, but there
was no other who would dare to attack, tearing into his
flesh and jabbing his eye! You’re an unusual saint! It’s
enough now. Let’s go! The king of devils has been
wounded.” The Lord and I traveled to Heaven with the
escort of Archangel Michael.
* Sister Baek, Bong Nyu washes herself in the spring
waters of Heaven
Once in Heaven, my heart was still heavy with the
thought that Satan would take out his vengeance on my
family. I thought, “I should have fought to the end and
thrown the devil into the fire of Hell. I would have
then felt satisfied.” Heaven is so beautiful, beyond
imagination. The Lord brought me to a tall tower made of
gold. Inside the tower streamed crystal clear water. He
took me inside the tower and caressed me. He
continuously hugged and soothed me since I was unhappy.
He asked, “Bong Nyu, I know you’re in pain, tormented,
and frightened when you go to Hell. However, don’t you
feel awesome when you’re in Heaven?” I replied, “Yes,
Lord!”
The Lord continued, “Bong Nyu, you must be out of
strength today from fighting the king of devils. Go wash
your body with the assistance of Archangels Michael and
Gabriel. As you ripped and tore into Satan’s body, the
fluid from his body got on your body. If you descend to
earth in that condition, you’ll swell and die from the
poison. The angels will wash the poison from your body
and make you clean.” While I was bathing, other angels
waited outside as they prepared a very soft white robe
with wings attached to it.
With the help of the angels, I washed my body clean at
the crystal clear spring waters. The water came up to
the level of the archangels’ waist. However, the water
came up to my neck. I also swam in the crystal clear
spring waters. I went into the changing room located
next to the spring waters and donned the robe. The
angels helped me get onto the cloud. I was very
fatigued. The archangels took me to where many other
angels were. In the skies of Heaven is a small hole from
which clouds were made. It is truly amazing and
marvelous.
* The tunnel of Holy Blazing Fire
Jesus took me to the long tunnel room where the Holy
Blazing Fire was kept. Although we looked from a
distance, I could still feel the heat. The tunnel was an
area off-limits to most of the souls. I asked the Lord,
“Can you put me in the tunnel and take me out quickly?”
The Lord then explained, “If anyone enters that tunnel,
one must go all the way to the end. The fire tunnel is
unbearably hot. It’s a fearful place. One can never
return the way they entered! Even though I desire you to
enter the tunnel, the strength of your body has been
exhausted and you won’t be able to endure it at this
moment. The tunnel is the place where one is baptized by
the blazing fire. No one can endure it under normal
conditions. One must have the physical strength and
power to endure the heat and flames.”
“Once a person passes through the tunnel and is baptized
by the Holy Fire, he will manifest the powerful work of
the fire as he does the work of the Lord. The tunnel is
very powerful. One must not have a weak heart.
Otherwise, he’ll be subject to heart failure. Therefore,
you must pray more and take care of your body to
recover. Then, I will let you enter at a later time.
Since Pastor Kim, Yong Doo is writing the books, I’ll
place him in the fire tunnel first and have him baptize
with blazing fire. But he is also out of strength and
I’ll place him into the tunnel once his body fully
recovers. The next person will be Saint Kang, Hyun Ja.
You’ll be the third person. The pastor will enter to
experience it first. You and Saint Kang, Hyun Ja will
almost enter at the same time. Don’t be selfish, but
endure with patience until that time. All of the church
members are exhausted from praying. The angels and I are
spirits and we don’t get tired. We aren’t subject to the
days and nights in order to function. But your physical
body is subject to the physical realm and is subject to
limitations. Your spirit is currently out of your body
to experience all this. But once your spirit reunites
with your body, you will experience unbearable
exhaustion.”
The Lord told me that when I pass through the tunnel of
the Holy Blazing Fire, I would be granted new strength
and power from the fire. With this new information, I
begged the Lord to be placed in the tunnel. But the Lord
said I need the Father’s permission. He said it wasn’t
yet my time.
Out of curiosity, I asked the Lord, “Lord, you said the
tunnel is very long and it would feel endless. How long
is it?” The Lord explained that in earthly terms, it
would be the distance from the city of Inchon to the
city of Seoul. When one enters, the person must enter
and pass through it alone. Once the person enters, he
cannot go back the way he entered. He must walk forward.
The Lord then commanded the angels to escort me back to
the church. I was very exhausted. The Lord left on other
business.
It appeared as though 500 angels escorted me back. As
the angels escorted me, they comforted me with
encouraging words. “Saint Bong Nyu, even though you
didn’t finish Satan, you have pierced, tore, and stabbed
him with the Sword. You did a great job! Now, overcome
your sorrows and cheer up!” We said our farewells as we
smiled at each other.
==== DAY 26 ==== (Mark 9:23-24)
Lee Haak Sung: As soon as I began to pray, an evil
spirit with eight legs appeared. It lunged forward to
attack me. As a chameleon, the evil spirit changed
colors. It changed from green, to gray, to red, and etc.
When it lunged at me, I stuck my hand out to counter it.
I tried to poke it in the eyes with my fingers, but as
the evil spirit dodged my counterattack and I poked the
evil spirit’s nostrils instead.
The evil spirit transformed itself into a dinosaur. It
had one eye with small bumps all over its body. The
bumps actually looked like miniature horns. The dinosaur
had a long menacing tail. I believe if it swung at me
with it I could instantly die. The dinosaur appeared
very frightening. I stretched out my hands and shouted,
“Holy Fire!” From my hands, a fireball shot out at the
dinosaur. The fireball knocked the huge dinosaur down.
From the ground, the dinosaur growled to expose its
crocodile’s teeth and what appeared as leeches crawled
from its body.
*Lee Haak Sung eats the grapes of Heaven
Jesus appeared and asked me, “Haak Sung, let’s visit
Heaven.” I replied by asking, “Jesus, can deaconess Shin
go with us as well?” The Lord answered by saying He only
allows one person to visit at a time. I asked, “Could
you take deaconess Shin first?” The Lord denied my
request. “Deaconess Shin’s prayers aren’t strong enough.
I cannot take her yet.” As a result, only the Lord and I
visited Heaven.
When we arrived in Heaven, the Lord said, “Since my
child, Haak Sung, is visiting Heaven, I would like to
treat you to something delicious.” The Lord brought me
some fruits that looked like grapes. I accepted the
fruits and ate them. The taste was breath taking! It’s
impossible for me to compare the fruits of Heaven with
the taste of the fruits on earth.
The Lord took me in front of the Father’s throne. He is
very mighty and enormous. It appeared as though He was
sitting on some type of chair. Due to the bright light
shining from above, I wasn’t able to look up. In a
moment of fortuity, I thought I saw Father God. Father
God was covered by misty clouds or what appeared to be
fog. However, I was able to see the Father’s face
vividly. He had a table in front of him where several
large opened books laid. A bright golden color shone
from the books. As I was standing in front of Father
God, a group of angels arrived to take me to Heaven’s
crystal clear ocean. I swam for a long period and then
returned to the Lord’s church.
*Jesus’ whole body is covered with blood
Once I had returned to the church, I immediately began
praying. In my prayer, a scene of Jesus suffering
appeared in front of me. In the scene, Jesus was walking
with the cross. As he walked, He was hit with rod
lashes. The Lord continued walking up a hill with the
cross over His back, but He was very weak. He fell
several times.
The soldier lashed at Jesus, who was already on the
ground. I stretched out my hands to grab the lash and
stop it, but it was futile. I couldn’t grab it; my hands
went right through the lash. They placed Jesus at the
cross and began hammering large nails into his hands and
feet. The crown of thorns penetrated deep into His head.
His blood flowed freely until His whole body was covered
with blood.
Jesus was pierced, bruised, and died more horrendously
than we could ever imagine. The scene of Jesus suffering
was unbearable. I cried very much. The Lord drew closer
and comforted me. He wiped away my tears. “Haak Sung,
don’t cry.” Once Jesus left my side, multitudes of evil
spirits appeared. I battled and defeated the evil
spirits and finished my prayers.
Kim Joo Eun: *The evil spirit that is filled with bugs
and centipedes
During my prayers, all kinds of strange looking evil
spirits appeared. One of the evil spirits had black
moles at the corners of each eye. It resembled a man
with a white cloth. Its eyes were like those of a frog
and it gave a sharp sidelong glance at me. The evil
spirit had a pale face with a forehead riddled with
wrinkles. It reminded me of a chrysalis worm. Larvae and
small centipedes came from its body and face. Multitudes
of insects crawled all over its face.
I wanted to grab the evil spirit, but its creepy and
heinous appearance prevented me. I seized it by its
throat and shook it. However, when I shook it, I almost
passed out. “Insects are sticking to my hands!” I
screamed. I threw the evil spirit toward Sister Baek
Bong Nyu. The evil spirit disintegrated into ashes as it
reached her. She was covered with the Holy Fire.
Soon after, a large snake began to wiggle towards me.
Its loathsome appearance forced me to grab it by its
tail and I swung it several times throwing it into Mrs.
Kang Hyun Ja’s direction. She was dancing in the spirit.
As the snake hurdled toward Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja, it opened
its mouth in attempt to bite her, but once the snake
opened its mouth, a flame leaped out from Mrs. Kang Hyun
ja toward the snake. The snake quickly maneuvered toward
Sister Baek Bon Nyu. Fortunately, Sister Baek Bong Nyu
was also blazing with Holy fire. The snake then changed
directions and attacked Brother Haak Sung. Once it
reached Brother Haak Sung, it coiled itself tightly on
his body.
Then, suddenly, an unexpected event happened. The snake
began to speak, “It’s beyond your strength. Haak Sung,
you brat, when did you become so strong? It’s very
difficult for me to coil you.” As it grumbled, it next
crawled toward Sister Yoo Kyung, but she bit the snake’s
head and attempted to decapitate it. The snake came back
to me. I shouted, “You loathsome evil spirit! Why are
you continually harassing the congregation?” I used my
hand as a sword to cut it in half. The snake sliced in
half screaming. This experience was marvelous.
I peeled the skin and minced it like vegetables. I
placed the pieces onto a wooden stick and began to roast
it on a bonfire. The evil snake cried as it disappeared,
“My body, my body.” I also roasted the snake’s eyes by
piercing the eyes onto the tip of the wooden stick. The
strange thing was that when I wished for a knife, it
appeared next to me. Just as when I wished for the fire,
the fire appeared next to me as well. In fact, anything
that I thought or wished, the Lord had granted me.
With that incident behind me, I focused back on prayer.
However, during my prayer, an evil spirit disguised as a
young girl appeared to me once again. This time, her
hair was curly as if she had permed it. Her eyes were
glistening more today than other days. She flew over our
heads. I was very startled, so I called upon the Lord,
“Jesus, that evil spirit has come once again! Lord, help
me!” As I screamed, the young girl yelled at me, “Oh,
shut up! You are too noisy! Ill-mannered bitch!” I
rebuked her, “What? I have no manners? You bitch!” I
burst out with foul language.
The evil spirit replied, “Oh! Look at this brat. You’re
using more foul language than I am.” She placed her
hands on the side of her waist and asked, “Hey, are you
serious? How are you able to act like this?” The evil
spirit was simply surprised at my behavior. I ran toward
her and grabbed her hair and swung her toward the piano.
I angrily said, “Why not? I can behave like this to
you!” After I had defeated the evil spirit, Jesus
appeared in a white gown, saying, “Freckles, how are you
doing?” I replied, “Jesus, why do you come now? Do you
know how much I’ve missed you?” The Lord said, “Alright
Freckles, I’m sorry. Am I a little late? Now I’m here,
let’s hang out.” Jesus poked at different parts of my
body. When He patted and caressed my head, my hair moved
slowly forward one hair at a time. The sense of His
touch was fantastic.
Since I love Jesus very much, I would bury my head into
his knees. I would rub my head and face on his knees. As
I was rubbing, I murmured, “Jesus, your knees feel so
soft and comforting. How come your gown feels extremely
soft and smooth? It feels nice to touch.” The Lord
replied, “Is that right? When you come to Heaven later,
you’ll be wearing this type of gown as much as you
want.”
*Joo Eun eats the fruits of Heaven
Today, Jesus didn’t come visit empty handed. He had
brought me some fruits. As He handed it over to me He
said, “Freckles, try this.” I asked, “Jesus, what is
this?” He replied, “These are fruits from Heaven which
the saints eat. Try it; the fruit is very delicious.” I
took a bite and said, “Wow! Jesus, what kind of fruit
can possibly be this good? It’s really awesome.”
The Heavenly fruit was the size of an earth apple. The
color, however, was white and the fruit had a sweet and
sour taste to it. As the fruit entered my mouth, it
melted softly. It was so delicious I couldn’t compare
any earthly fruits to it. Since I had tasted a fruit
from Heaven, the fruits on earth don’t satisfy me.
The Lord smiled as He watched me eat the fruit. I ate
all the fruit in one sitting. Jesus asked, “Freckles,
isn’t it very delicious? Would you like me to bring you
fruits from Heaven every day?” I instantly answered,
“Yes, please bring them every day! Can you also bring a
fruit to each of the church members?”
*Joo Eun’s visit to Hell
The Lord suddenly appeared and took me to visit Hell
without saying a word. When we arrived in Hell, we stood
in the midst of darkness where a large chair was
located. The chair was covered and decorated with skulls
and a long haired creature sat on it. He was a creepy
looking skeleton, with small bugs moving about his face.
As I looked more carefully, they appeared like
caterpillars and maggots moving from his face onto his
whole figure, even covering the chair.
I shouted, “Lord, It is disgusting!” Jesus handed me a
sharp axe. I held the axe in my hand and walked toward
the skeleton creature. As soon as I was close enough, I
struck the skeleton. He and all the insects
disintegrated in flames. The Lord cheered and
strengthened me. “Freckles, since your faith has grown
so much, you’re now able to defeat the devils. Always
have faith and be confident.” Suddenly, I was back at
the Lord’s church.
Later on, while I was praying, an evil spirit with two
legs appeared. As it drew near, it hissed at me with a
long tongue. I grabbed the tongue and threw the creature
into the corner. As it crashed into the wall, it
screamed in pain, “Ouch! It hurts!” After it recovered,
it jumped back on its feet and went toward Brother
Joseph.
It began to lick Joseph’s face with its disgusting
tongue, saying, “Oh, how delicious! Really tasty!” I
didn’t know if Brother Joseph even realized what was
happening. Joseph continued to pray fervently. Suddenly
he yelled out, “Jesus’ blood! Jesus’ blood!” He hadn’t
yet been spiritually awakened, so it was difficult for
him to know when evil spirits harassed him. As he was
calling on the Lord’s blood, blood began to flow from
his mouth. The blood instantly melted the evil spirit’s
tongue and it turned pale blue and became frightened.
Fleeing, it shouted, “What kind of blood is this?”
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Yoo Kyung desperately battles with all
kinds of evil spirits
In the middle of my prayer, an evil spirit in the form
of a lizard appeared, hissing at me as it came closer to
me. I was horrified and quickly grabbed its neck,
throwing it towards Brother Haak Sung. Haak Sung caught
it and threw it away, but it recovered and came back at
me. So I grabbed it again and threw it even further,
yelling “Evil spirit! In the name of Jesus Christ,
depart!” It disappeared.
But after the lizard was gone, an evil spirit disguised
as a young girl appeared. Half of her face was white,
while the other half was black. She was trying to annoy
me by scratching a chalkboard with her nails. I shouted,
“I don’t want to hear that sound! Evil spirit, in the
name of Jesus, depart!” However, it didn’t depart, but
rather tried harder to annoy me. I was so irritated that
I ran toward her and grabbed a chunk of her hair and
threw her onto the ground. Once she hit the ground, she
disappeared.
Later, as I was in prayer, I began to cry as I thought
about Jesus. But, today, He didn’t come so quickly and
that evil little girl spirit reappeared, ridiculing me,
“Hey, why are you crying? Are you crying because Jesus
didn’t come to you? You have become sulky.” It continued
to irritate me, so I said, “Do you want to fight me?” It
shouted back, “Come on; make the first move,” and then
transformed itself into a stocky looking man with short
hair.
When I loudly shouted, “Jesus’ blood! Jesus’ blood,” it
laughed at me. “What? Jesus’ blood? Go ahead, blood!” I
became so infuriated that I began to call on God the
Trinity over and over. It said, “Who is the Trinity?
Where is the Trinity? Don’t call upon that name. It
frightens me!” With a louder voice, I shouted, “Trinity
God, help me!” The evil spirit shouted back, “I said,
that frightens me. Don’t call upon that name! Why are
you continuing to call on God?”
Soon its face became distorted. Out of nowhere a
fireball came, hitting him on the tail. He ran back and
forth screaming and I quickly grabbed his leg, hurling
him into the distance.
After a short time, a huge evil spirit appeared that had
one eye stitched up. A swarm of worms moved in the area
of the scar. When it came close to me, it repeatedly
said, “I have to drag you into Hell!” But it became sad
realizing it couldn’t take me there. I shouted, “Trinity
God! Help me!” It fled to where the pastor was praying.
As it came close to the pastor, it shouted, “This one
prays every day. Why do you pray so much?” It went to
the pastor’s wife and said, “This one always prays as
well Hey, stop praying! It’s not good. Not fun at all!”
It came back to me and interrupted me, “Hey, praying is
a bad thing. Don’t pray!” I exploded, “It’s me who is
praying! Why are you continually interrupting my
prayer?” The evil spirit laughed and taunted me, “What
kind of prayer is that? Do you call that prayer? Let’s
play!” I ran toward it. Touching its face, I shouted,
“Jesus’ blood! Jesus’ blood!” The evil spirit began to
plead and complain. “It’s hot! Let go of me! Let go!
Please let me go!” I swung the evil spirit away from me.
Another evil spirit appeared that had a huge horn on its
head and large eyes and ears. I tore the ears off and
poked its eyes out. I cut the horn off and grabbed its
foot to swing it away. However, it persistently
reappeared and clung to me. I was so irritated by its
persistence that I began to speak abusively. Suddenly, I
felt someone pull my shirt. I assumed it was Jesus and,
with joy, I turned around. But, it wasn’t Jesus. It was
an evil spirit in the form of a dark shadow. The dark
shadow grabbed my shirt and clung to it. I shouted, “In
the name of Jesus, depart!” The evil spirit taunted me,
“I won’t depart! I won’t depart!” I yelled, “Trinity
God! Holy Fire!” A fire ball appeared and engulfed their
bodies in flames. They disintegrated.
When the prayer meeting was about to end, the Lord
appeared. He walked toward the pastor and listened to
his prayer. The Lord patted him on the back and body,
especially the areas where the pastor had pain. Jesus
then walked up to each church member who were still
praying and patted them as well.
*Sister Baek Bong Nyu meets Satan, the King of Hell,
once again
While I was praying, I felt a strong darkness come upon
me. However, I continued to praying in tongues. I began
to see a light come spiraling down. Angels began to come
forth from it. As the angels came forward, they said the
Lord had commanded them to escort saint Baek Bong Nyu
from the Lord’s Church. We passed through space and the
Milky Way. I met Jesus as there. We were mutually
delighted to see each other. Jesus grabbed my hand and
said, “Bong Nyu, let’s visit Hell!” The Lord led the way
to Hell.
As soon as we arrived in Hell, we went to the place
where my mother was located. I didn’t know if she was
aware of the fact that I was arriving. Once she realized
I had arrived, her face turned pale blue and she
shouted, “Oh, Bong Nyu! Why have you come again? Leave
this place quickly!” I replied, “Mother, I’m here again,
because I’m worried about you. I’m concerned that Satan
may seek his vengeance on you, since it was I who
inflicted his eyes. I also wounded his back and tore off
his wings. This is why I have come again with Jesus.”
After I had explained the reason to my mother, she
pleaded, “Please don’t irritate Satan. Just leave now!”
As we conversed, I suddenly heard Satan’s clangorous
voice echoing all around.
Satan shouted, “I have eagerly waited for this moment to
see you. I knew you would come again! Today, I’ll let
you observe something very special. You’ll witness the
torment of your family members.” The Lord and I stood in
front of Satan as he sat on an enormous chair. My family
members were already standing in line waiting. As my
family stood there, my heart froze from shock. I
nervously shook, not knowing what may happen. My mind
began to go weak.
Even in the midst of uncertainty and terror, my mother
was able to speak words of comfort. “Bong Nyu, we are in
Hell. We have given up hope a long time ago. Don’t worry
about us anymore. If you have anything to say to Satan,
say it now and say it all.” I closely observed the
wounded areas where I had attacked him. Satan’s wounded
eye was covered with a black material. When I saw his
other eye, it was blazing with rage. His anger was so
fierce that flames would fly from him and blaze in front
of me. He expressed a satisfaction of finally
encountering me again. He was determined to seek his
revenge. I recovered my senses and braced myself for
battle.
I boldly declared, “Satan, I have Trinity God and
blazing Holy Fire within me. I’ll cut off your head and
throw it into the fire of Hell.” Once Satan had listened
to my words, he replied, “Okay, good! I had expected
your return. It’s all working out for my purposes!”
*Satan disguised as the gods Sister Baek Bong Nyu had
once worshiped when she was sorcerer
I wasn’t frightened by Satan at all. I shouted with a
voice of thunder challenging him, “You evil monster,
reveal your identity! You ugly devil! Why do you torment
the multitudes of people? Are you a man or woman? You
miserable being! You nasty being! Why are you not
revealing your identity? Once I had recovered from my
sickness, I was going to teach you a lesson. But the
Lord asked me not to attack you. I have no option but to
talk to you in an abusive manner. I do promise you one
thing; when I completely recover, I’ll cut off your
head! I’ll turn all of Hell upside down. What kind of
figure are you planning to transform yourself into?
Reveal your identity!”
While I shouted, his face suddenly turned white and he
transformed into a supernatural being. He transformed
into a mountain wizard, a spirit of the mountain. Korean
people worship mountain wizards as a holy god.
I recognized the wizard’s face. With the form of a
mountain wizard, he tenderly called my name. “Bong Nyu,
in the past few years, you had politely worshipped and
served me with honor. But now, you’re challenging and
attacking me. You’re even speaking abusively.” He then
pounded his cane onto the ground as though he was
mistreated. He had transformed into a mountain wizard I
had met a long time ago. When I used to worship and
serve other gods, I had desired to receive power from
them. I sought the power from higher ranking gods. I
used to climb all the famous mountains in Korea. Satan
had transformed himself into the powerful mountain
wizard I had met before.
Satan continued to converse in a sly heavy voice. I
sensed some shakiness in his voice, but I knew it was
deception and I began to talk abusively to him, “You
filthy devil! When did I worship an old bag like
yourself?” Satan questioned back, “How can you not know
who I am? Look at my appearance. You used to serve me
with honor, didn’t you?” I continued to insist I had
nothing to do with him. “Old man, I have never
worshipped or served you. Depart from me this instant!
If you don’t depart, I’ll turn you into ashes with the
power of Trinity God, the Holy fire, and the Lord’s
blood that is within me! So depart from me now!” It
persisted to the end, saying, “But I’m still the old man
you serve!”
I became more temperamental, saying, “If I come to you
now, you’re dead. You better depart now!” The old
looking mountain wizard transformed back into Satan. I
wanted him to reveal his identity and I hysterically
shouted, “It’s worthless to boast about your enormous
size. Even though your height reaches the ends of Hell,
I’m not afraid of you. Reveal your identity!
“Since Trinity God lives in me, you’re nothing to be
afraid of. Hurry! Reveal your true identity!” I wasn’t
expecting him to transform into another being, but he
did. He transformed into an enormous tall woman with
long hair, wearing a black dress.
The woman was also a god I had served. In the past, as I
worshipped, I wholeheartedly searched for a higher power
at a famous mountain. I finally met her after I had
devoted myself to it. I shouted loudly, “You have
finally revealed yourself! Why have you appeared so
late, ugly face? I have confirmed it is you. You can
depart now before I pluck out your eyes!” The woman
departed and Satan appeared.
Jesus grabbed my hand and led me away. “Bong Nyu, this
is enough for today. Let’s go.” As I was leaving, I
looked at Satan and hysterically shouted, “You devil!
Since the Lord is taking me back, I cannot inflict pain
on you. But, you better be ready for me next time. I’ll
cut off your head and throw it into the fire of Hell!
I’ll destroy you! You just wait!”
Jesus took me to Heaven to comfort and cheer me. We
arrived at a mountain where enormous lights shone. The
mountains to my left and right were all shining brightly
with golden colors. The brightness was blinding.
In the middle of the two mountains were round shape
holes. The holes produced white clouds and fog and it
rose upward. I saw a crystal clear pond where water
flowed. From the flowing pond, Jesus called five angels
and commanded them, “Since Saint Baek Bong is physically
weak, give her a bath here and escort her safely to the
Lord’s church.”
Once back at church, I began to pray. When I think about
what my parents may be going through, I cannot bear the
thought of their pain and torment by Satan. I was also
suffering in pain and my body was weak and sick. I lay
down on the church bench and I finished my prayer lying
down.
==== DAY 27 ==== (Mark 11:22-25) *The evil spirit
entering through the ear of Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung
As I prayed in tongues for hours, I began to experience
persistent pain inside my ears. It felt like someone was
using a sharp object such as a thorn to pierce my ears
repeatedly. I tried to ignore the pain as I continued to
pray, but the pain became unbearable. I asked Brother
Haak Sung who was praying behind me, “Haak Sung, I feel
a lot of pain in my ears. Could you please take a look?
I’m unable to see what is causing the pain.” Haak Sung
shouted, “Deaconess Shin, oh, my good Heavens! A tiny
evil spirit is inside your ear and it is stabbing your
ear with a sharp object! What should we do?”
I prayed for the evil spirit to be removed but it didn’t
go away. Haak Sung even prayed for me, but the piercing
pain continued. Since our efforts to cast it out were
not effective, we eventually ran up to the altar and
sought the pastor. The pastor was in prayer, but I
interrupted him and urgently asked, “Pastor, I’m
experiencing so much pain. My ears are stinging. Please
cast out the evil spirit!” The pastor shouted, “Satan, I
command you in the name of Jesus Christ! Depart!” The
evil spirit instantly complied and departed. From that
moment, I was able to easily continue with my prayers.
Moreover, my body became hot from the Holy Spirit’s
fire.
Kim Joo Eun: *Begging to win the lottery
After all the evil spirits had disappeared, Jesus
arrived with His angels. The angels had brought the
golden bowl which had handles attached to it. The angels
politely sat next to the church members who were in
prayer. The angels placed all the contents of the
prayers in the golden bowl. Within a short time, Jesus
came closer to me and spoke. “Freckles, look at me.” The
Lord wore a thorn crown.
Jesus placed something in my mouth. “Freckles, taste
it.” It tasted a lot like a strawberry. The fruit had a
sweet and sour taste to it. It was very delicious. I
devoured it all.
“Jesus, thank you very much.” As I thanked the Lord, He
appeared very happy. Since the Lord was in a good mood,
I decided to take this opportunity to ask Him for a
favor. “Jesus, we are financially struggling every day.
We are all poor. Please help us win the lottery!” The
Lord was silent for a moment and then burst out in
laughter. He looked at me and smiled. I decided to ask
for an additional favor. “Jesus, I’m the smallest kid in
my class. Can you please make me taller?” He didn’t
reply to my request about the lottery, but he did grant
my request for additional height.
*Joo Eun attacks the king of Hell
Jesus asked me, “Freckles, let’s visit Hell.” Without
waiting for my response, He took me to Hell. As soon as
we arrived, I noticed that we were standing in front of
the king of evil spirits, Satan. It was truly frightful.
The size of Satan was enormous. He reached to the high
points of Hell. His chair was also very enormous. I
developed goose-bumps all over my body as I had to
witness the appalling and hideous sight. I almost lost
it and came close to wetting my pants. I snapped out of
my fear and realized Jesus was next to me. Jesus would
protect me and I began to feel more comfortable and
calm. The emotions of panic and fear went away.
I remember Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s testimony about her
attacking Satan and where his weak spots were located. I
felt confident knowing where I could wound him. When I
looked at Satan’s eyes, I could see that one of eyes had
been previously pierced and pushed inward. I couldn’t
see his eye ball. The wounded eye was the result of
Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s assault on him. As I continued to
observe Satan, I began to feel pain in my neck. My neck
was beginning to stiffen as I had to continuously look
up. Satan would also get up from his chair and then sit
down. He would repeat this action over and over for some
reason. I noticed he grinded his teeth frequently and
his wings were torn and damaged.
“Oh, such humiliation! I’m so annoyed. Are you trying to
say that even though I had sent my army of evil spirits
to the Lord’s church, the congregation had defeated
them? What is that to you? You fools, why are you
defeated every day? Are you really my subjects? Which
one should I send this time?” As Satan shouted in anger,
I suddenly became very upset and attacked him.
“Shut up, Devil! What are you planning for the Lord’s
church?” I yelled. He finally glared straight at me and
with a loud hideous voice said, “Who do you think you
are? How dare you challenge me?” Since I knew Jesus was
next to me, I rebuked Satan with confidence. “Shut up,
Devil! You are nothing! You crazy brat!” As I continued
to abusively shout at him, Satan became angry and shook.
However, he then smiled and looked at me as though I
were a joke. “You, who are you? A little brat? Where did
you come from?”
I don’t know where I got the confidence to attack, but I
walked toward Satan and circled behind him to his back.
I kicked his feet and punch him but he didn’t flinch.
Instead, he tried to agitate me by provoking and
taunting me, saying, “Oh, that tickles.” I shouted,
“Lord, Give me strength!” I began to climb up his leg
and eventually got to his shoulder. Satan’s skin is as
thick as armor.
As I rode on Satan’s shoulder, I pleaded and cried out,
“God, give me strength! Please grant me the sword of the
Holy Spirit!” The Lord granted me the sword of the Holy
Spirit. As soon as the sword was in my hand, I also
noticed my arms and hands were strengthened. My muscles
and tendons became thick and durable. I repeatedly
pierced into Satan’s back mercilessly. Satan was annoyed
and fumed in anger. “You are puncturing me! Ouch! It’s
painful! Stop it!”
Satan shouted in a resonant voice, “I’ll kill you! The
Lord’s church will have no peace!” Jesus clapped and
cheered me on, “Freckles, you’re doing well. Keep at
it!” Satan was already clearly distressed from the
wounds and scars created by Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s
previous assault. Satan’s carelessness provided me the
opportunity to assault him over the previously wounded
areas. Satan screamed in torment.
I climbed back down and lay on the floor in front of the
king of devils. I began to irritate him as Sister Baek
Bong Nyu had. “Wow! I can see a lot better. It’s more
comfortable for me to look at you this way.” As Satan
became more agitated and distressed, he began to take
out his anger on his subjects. He shouted, “You brats!
What are you looking at? Don’t just stand there; attack
quickly. Now!” The Lord spoke with a loud tone, “Who are
you planning to attack? How dare you attack without my
permission?” As Jesus rebuked, all the evil spirits held
their heads down and stood in silence. They wouldn’t
dare move a muscle. They were constrained.
I began joyfully irritating Satan even further. Since
Jesus was standing next to me, Satan was in a helpless
situation. I climbed back unto Satan’s back and reached
his head. I pulled out all his hair and made him bald.
With the sword of the Holy Spirit, I began to tear into
his damaged wings. In front of Jesus, the king of devils
was nothing. As I was thrilled, I decided to taunt Satan
again and I lay down in front of him once again. Jesus
laughed continuously. The Lord stood up and said,
“Freckles, that looks fun. Should I also lie down beside
you?” I got up and waved the Lord not too. “No way,
Lord. You’re the most Holy one. How can it be possible
for you to lie down in front of such an ugly creature
like Satan! No way! It makes no sense.” Satan was
bleeding profusely from the wounds. The blood of Satan
had an odd weird color; I can’t explain it. Satan was
moving uncomfortably and bouncing from his chair
repeatedly with great anger and, as usual, he grinded
his teeth in anger. Now, I don’t know how I had courage
to irritate devil. I‘m appalled just thinking about it.
As I continued to irritate Satan, Jesus said, “Freckles!
It’s enough. Let’s leave now. Satan has probably had
enough. He probably has learned his lesson. It’s late.
We must go.” The Lord grabbed my hand and escorted me
back to the church. Jesus then returned home to Heaven.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Decapitating evil spirits with the Holy
Sword
As I was praying, Jesus arrived. The day before
yesterday, Brother Haak Sung had told me he had the
pleasure of eating Heavenly fruits in Heaven. The Lord
had brought me those same fruits, which looked like
grapes. “Freckles, give this fruit a try and then I
would love to hear you sing.” The Heavenly fruit tasted
so good that I didn’t want to stop eating them. I
usually enjoy eating and eat large quantities at a meal.
However, Jesus only had brought a few fruits.
After I had finished eating the fruits, I began to sing,
‘Praise Oh my soul, Baptize with the Holy Spirit’ and
‘Up and Fight against the devil.’ As I sung, Jesus
walked toward deaconess Shin and Joseph. As soon as
Jesus left my side, the evil spirits appeared from the
corner of the room and approached me in a slow manner.
“Jesus! Father! Father!” I called to the Lord and He
instantly appeared.
“Why have you called me?” He asked. I replied, “Lord,
the evil spirits appeared from that corner!” As soon as
I pointed my finger in the direction of the evil
spirits, they disappeared. I asked the Lord, “Jesus, can
I please take Joo Eun to visit Heaven?” The Lord
answered, “No, I only allow one person at a time.” Jesus
continued to speak. “Yoo Kyung, when the evil spirits
come again, don’t be afraid because you have the
authority to cast them out in my name. They have no
choice but to flee. Do it with your faith!” I said,
“Amen!”
As soon as Jesus departed, another evil spirit appeared.
I shouted, “Jesus’ blood!” The evil spirit fled. As it
fled it swore at me, “That bastard continues to scare me
by calling on Jesus’ blood. Shit!” Then, another evil
spirit appeared. This one climbed up on my shoulder and
began to weight me down from my head and shoulder. I had
a difficult time praying. I loudly cried out, “Trinity
God, help me!” The evil spirit shouted, “I’ll make you
sick and take you to Hell!” At that moment, Jesus
appeared and cast out the evil spirit.
The angels had come down as well and they asked me if I
was alright. Jesus complimented me, “Great, my dear Yoo
Kyung. You now know how to cast out the evil spirits.
It’s great!” The Lord departed once more and different
evil spirits appeared. This time they attempted to first
disturb the pastor. “You are always in prayer, every
day! What do you get when you pray? Meals? Food? Stop
praying! Let’s play together!” The pastor wasn’t
hindered by the taunt. He ignored the evil spirits and
continued praying. The evil spirit approached me and
attempted to disrupt my prayer. I shouted, “Lord, please
give me the sword of the Holy Spirit!” I realized the
sword was already in my hand. I swung and decapitated
the evil spirit. It cried out, with anguish, “Ah! My
head! Ahh!” I continued to swing, cutting off its arms
and other parts of the body. “My body! My arms! My
legs!” It screamed and disappeared.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: * A full force counter attack by
the evil spirits
During the middle of service, my body began to ache and
I felt a sharp piercing pain moving around my whole
body. The pain appeared to have a life of its own. The
pastor stopped preaching and urgently ran down from the
altar and shouted to Joo Eun and other spiritually awake
members, asking if they knew what was happening to me.
Joo Eun said I wasn’t vigilant for a moment and that
gave the evil spirits an opportunity to enter me. Once
the first evil spirit entered, it opened the door for
others to enter my body. Yesterday, when I had visited
Hell, I had jabbed Satan’s eyes and wounded his back and
wings. Joo Eun explained Satan had become very angry and
commanded his evil spirits to attack me with full force.
“Devils! Evil Spirits! Attack in full force! Let’s all
march to the Lord’s church and attack Baek Bong Nyu!”
Several dozens of evil spirits had entered my body and
created a lump by uniting together. From there, they
began to spread across my body. Some of them looked like
horned goblins, another resembled a snake, shaded with
different colors, and some had sparkling eyes with sharp
teeth and nails, dressed in white. Every part of my body
was in unbearable pain and they twisted all my joints. I
now understand what the pastor had gone through during
his ordeal. I tried to pray and resist their attacks to
the end, but eventually I fell forward to the ground.
The prayer team prayed persistently from early evening
service until 5 AM. Their continued prayers had cast out
all the evil spirits from me. After the ordeal, they all
were exhausted.
At 5 AM, we were still able to pray. I felt fortunate to
have a couple hours available to pray. The evil spirits
had violently tormented my body and I was left
afflicted. I asked the Lord about my afflicted body.
Whenever evil spirits are cast out from someone, the
victim is left with the physical consequences. I see why
the pastor still complains about the pains in his
shoulder and back. I think there were about thirty evil
spirits in my body.
Lee, Haak Sung: *Lee, Haak Sung attacks Satan
While I was in praying in tongues, Jesus arrived and
called me by my nick name, “Sam, let’s visit Hell.” As
soon as I held the Lord’s hand, we were flying towards
Hell. When we arrived at Satan’s throne, the king of
evil spirits sat still. He was very tall and enormous;
his height reached the upper limits of Hell. He had
countess subordinates under his control. I observed
mountains of torturing equipment heaped up. The
torturing equipment surrounded the devil’s throne.
Among the torturing equipment, I saw farming equipment
as well, scrapers, iron hooks, and grain sickles. There
were even guns and knives, along with other numerous
torturing devices made out of iron. I was startled to
see my maternal grandmother, maternal uncle, my cousin,
and my aunt standing in front of Satan’s throne.
Next to my relatives were crossed shaped trees. The
subordinate evil spirits were very busy preparing to
hang my relatives on the crossed shaped trees. My
relatives were struck with such fear that their faces
were pale blue and they shook hysterically. As soon as
they realized I was there, they cried out to me. “Haak
Sung, why are you here again? Just leave! Hurry! Go!
This place is not a place to visit. Go! Hurry, be gone!”
They glimpsed at Satan’s face to see if he would react.
The devils yelled at my relatives. “All of you, what are
you chattering about? You will be silent!” In fear, my
relatives stood still and shook in terror.
Suddenly, Satan began to torment my cousin. I think he
was intentionally trying to agitate me and get my
reaction. Satan used his long fingernails to tear the
flesh off my cousin’s back. My cousin screamed in pain
and tumbled down. However, that didn’t satisfy Satan’s
anger. He began to tear the flesh off his head and
crushed his skull into pieces. My cousin’s head became
dust as he screamed in agony, “Save me! Please! Ahh!” I
lost my patience and ran toward Satan, kicking his foot,
but he didn’t budge. I was helpless. There was no way I
could do anything, due to his enormous size. Satan was
strong and huge; I was ineffective.
Jesus observed how I handled the situation. I remembered
Joo Eun’s story about attacking Satan. She had climbed
up his body and wounded him. I felt I had to do
something, I couldn’t just watch helplessly. I began to
climb up Satan’s body grabbing the hair on his body. I
also used my nails to pierce his body and climb up. Due
to his size, when I looked down, I felt like I was
looking down from a high cliff. I began to shake. Fear
crept into me due to the enormous height.
Although I desired to inflict damage on Satan, I
couldn’t because I didn’t have a weapon. I prayed
openly, “God, please give me the sword of Holy Spirit!”
As soon as I prayed, a sword made out of gold slowly
descended from Heaven. I quickly grabbed it and began to
attack the areas where it had already been wounded by
the other church members.
Previously, I couldn’t inflict pain on Satan. Now, I was
able to inflict damage, causing him to scream, “Ahh!
It’s painful! Who is harassing me? Why do you keep
coming to this place? How dare you little humans
challenge me! Just wait and I will get my revenge!”
I continued to pierce the previously wounded areas with
all my strength. I jabbed its wounded eye and began to
swing at his wings. I managed to cut them off
completely. Now, he will never be able to use these
wings again.
Satan jumped from his seat and began to panic. “Ahh!
What are you doing to me? When it’s not you, it’s
another! Ahhh! I’m in pain! I’ll seek my revenge on you!
I won’t rest until I have my revenge! I won’t let you
get away with this!” Satan grinded his teeth and fumed
in anger. I pushed one of the devils into the pit that
was filled fire. When the devil fell into the fire, it
screamed loudly in agony and quickly climbed out.
The evil subordinate became very angry and walked toward
my cousin. The evil creature using a knife sliced all
his flesh and placed it in a large bowl. My cousin was
left with only his bones. As I watched my cousin shout
and cry, I thought, “Is my cousin suffering because I
had attacked and tormented Satan?” Jesus said, “Sam,
it’s enough. Let’s leave.” We left Hell.
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: *Wait for the Lord’s time
My hands continued to move in many different motions. I
was amazed and curious how the variety of motions came
so naturally. As with anything the Holy Spirit leads or
oversees, I wouldn’t have thought of it with my finite
mind. It’s always a pleasant surprise and sometimes I’m
just astounded.
Whenever I begin to pray, I ask myself, “What kind of
motions will my hands make today?” In a way, I would
like to hold my hands and arms together and not have
them move. I would just like to concentrate on my
prayers. When I am under the supervision of the Holy
Spirit, my voice, arms, and hands are led by His power
and I cannot resist.
If I ever resisted, I would feel like I am pushing Him
away and denying Him. I must obey Him. I wish to wrap
and finish up everything as quickly as possible, but it
appears God is working very slowly, as if He were not in
a hurry. It is though as Jehovah’s Spirit is moving very
smoothly on the surface of water.
Since the Lord isn’t in a hurry, I’m the one who feel
agitated with the pace of progress. Since I’m impatient
and seek for quick and powerful results, I’m concerned I
may be not following God’s rule. I live in a world that
makes quick changes. Any delay would make me think I’m
behind. I believe I’m already accustomed to the modern
lifestyle. The things that are happening within the
church, especially my personal experiences under the
Holy Spirit’s guidance make me feel they are progressing
very slowly. If I want to stay in God’s will, I must
dispose of all my previous habits and personal
experiences as a pastor.
The Lord continues to ask me if I will lead the ministry
according to His will or lead the ministry based on my
own understanding. The foundation of my understanding
would be the education, disciplines, and philosophies I
have learned throughout the years. What is the ministry
according to His will? Were all the years in the
ministry in vain? What was I doing when I so
passionately ministered? One thing is very clear. The
Lord doesn’t recognize the previous ministry I had done
with so much confidence and with the assumption I was
doing it according to His will. As I realized the
ministry I had labored for wasn’t recognized by the
Lord, my whole body began to shake in reverence. The
Lord had pinpointed and diagnosed my condition. Even as
I was in the process of writing the first book, the Lord
had commanded me to write mostly about the
congregations’ experiences. Most importantly, the Lord
requested me to totally obey as I write the book. My
perseverance and obedience would produce a more
authentic book.
As I prayed on the subject of spiritual awakening, I
sensed I was almost near Heaven. However, the evil
spirits attacked me with a greater force. As my prayers
got deeper and as I drew near Heaven, the evil spirits I
had defeated earlier began to attack the other church
members. Their plan was to attack the church members and
physically hinder them in order to distract my prayer.
The distraction would prevent me from obtaining
spiritual awakening.
Those who were spiritually awakened saw Satan as he
remarked, “As soon as Pastor Kim’s spiritual eyes are
open, we’re finished. Attack in full force!” With the
Lord’s help, Satan’s attack was ineffective. They
regrouped and attacked a second time. This time, their
plan was to make the congregation fall to the ground in
order to make the pastor waste his time casting out the
evil spirits one member at a time.
Once again, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was defeated by the
evil spirits and several of their groups had entered her
body. She was attacked late into the night and we end up
battling until 5 AM. As a result of the previous attack,
my body was already subject to continuous and increasing
pain. The variety of pain and aches of my body resulted
in me laying down most of the day.
*Battle between the guardian angels and the evil spirits
We battled and cast out the evil spirits throughout most
of the night. We barely had time to begin our prayer at
5 AM, which finished at 8:30 AM. The battles with our
enemies had greatly taken time away from praying. I
drove and dropped off my congregation after prayers.
When I arrived at my home, it was 9 AM. When I entered
the house, my daughter, in a state of surprise shouted,
“Daddy, angels and the evils spirits are fighting in the
master bedroom!” Startled, I replied, “What? Let’s go
and assist the angels with our prayers!” My wife and
Joseph joined us as we quickly began our second prayer
meeting in the house.
As Joseph and Joo Eun prayed, they witnessed the scene
with their spiritual eyes. They stated that the dark
spirits came in groups. Even though Joseph’s spiritual
eyes aren’t fully opened, he was able to battle and hunt
down the evil spirits with her help. “Evil spirits never
stop; they never give us any rest.” I continued to pray
in tongues, but I realized I was limited with my
abilities to hunt them all down.
We were very tired and vexed by their continued attacks.
We used the Holy Fire and defeated the evil spirits.
They were all disintegrated and burnt. With the battle
over, we finally had the opportunity to eat breakfast.
However, it was already time for lunch. Joo Eun stated,
“Dad, the four angels are protecting us.” I asked her,
“Joo Eun, do you think you can talk to the angels?” She
replied, “Yes, I’ve been having conversations with them
for quite some time.” I asked Joo Eun to tell the angels
they did a good job today. Joo Eun began to ask the
angels questions about themselves. Then, the Lord
appeared and our conversations continued.
Kim Joo Eun: *The wings of angels and what they mean
“Jesus, there are four angels in my house. Who are they?
Why are they in my house?”
Jesus: “They are the four guardian angels who are
assigned to protect your family. They have been sent by
Father God and they are protecting each one of you.”
Kim Joo Eun: “But Jesus, how come the angels who protect
my mother, brother, and me have only one pair of wing
and not two? Why is it the pastor’s guardian angel has
two pairs of wings?”
Jesus: “Pastors spend a lot of time praying for their
church members. Moreover, the pastors are the highest
level of servants for God. The pastors work most
diligently for the Lord. As a result, they are protected
by a higher ranked angel. Angels with two pairs of wings
are ranked higher and are more powerful than one-paired
angels. Pastors who lead their ministries with great
ability are protected by guardian angels with three pair
of wings. The three-paired wing angels are ranked even
more powerful and higher.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, when I entered my home a few
minutes ago, I witnessed a battle between the evil
spirits and the angels. How do angels react when my
mother and father argue? Or when my brother and I argue?
As a matter of fact, my brother and I argue a lot.”
Angels: (As they listened in on the conversation, they
begin to intervene). “Saint Joo Eun, you shouldn’t argue
or fight. Whenever the saints argue or fight with each
other, their rewards decrease dramatically. Please don’t
argue anymore.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Lord, sometimes we feel a heavy pressure
upon our bodies when we are sleeping. Why does this
physical reaction occur during our sleep?”
*Sleep Paralysis
Jesus: “That usually happens when the evil spirits weigh
heavily down upon peoples’ bodies. It happens when the
person’s guardian angel is defeated. However, this
cannot occur when the angels defeat the evil spirits. At
times, there are higher ranked evil spirits that attempt
to enter the person’s body and may defeat the guardian
angel. When people accept me as their Lord and Savior
and believe with all their heart, a guardian angel is
dispatched at that moment. The guardian angel dispatched
will protect that person for the rest of his/her life.
Believers have the guardian angels to protect them. The
unbelievers have evil spirits to harass them.
Unbelievers are weighted down or may be released during
their sleep. It all depends on the evil spirit’s
condition. My children are most vulnerable when they
have sinned numerous times or when their faith is
weakened. They become susceptible to attacks during
their sleep. When a higher ranked evil spirit is more
powerful than the guardian angel, the person targeted
will have pressure weighted down on their bodies.
Generally, one is unable to observe the battle between
the angel and evil spirit. However, your life is
generally safe because your guardian angel is able to
defeat the evil spirits. Always remember that.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, what happens to the guardian angels
when the person backslides or goes back to the world?
There are so many people like that.”
Jesus: “Once a person who has been faithful ends up
backsliding, the guardian angel is returned to Heaven
and must stand before God. They must stand before God to
be rebuked. The guardian angel would be released back to
their original duty. If the backslider repents, the
angel is dispatched once again and will protect the
believer as before. The guardian angels are there to
protect and assist as best they can but it is mostly
based on the choice of the person. The position or rank
of the angel will elevate based on the works of the
person.”
Kim Joo Eun: “How many pairs of wings can an angel
have?”
Jesus: “The maximum pairs of wings an angel can have are
three. There are some angels with no wings. The number
of wings and the sizes reflect their position and rank.
Their wings can grow from their bodies. On some special
occasions, I will place the wings on an angel myself.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, as we speak about them, they seem
very happy!”
Jesus: “That’s right. They enjoy listening to spiritual
conversations. And they instantly become sad when they
hear conversations about the world.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, I notice four of the angels dancing
as we continue to talk about them. Wow! It looks a whole
lot like my mother’s dance of the Holy Spirit. Angel,
the pastor is recording and noting your appearances and
conversations. The pastor will be writing a book on our
accounts.”
Angels: “Wow! Is this true? Our story will be written in
a book?”
Kim Joo Eun: “Yes, of course!”
The angels were ecstatic and continued to dance more
impressively. They wished to continue our conversations,
but the Lord intervened.
Jesus: “Freckles, you are supposed to have a
conversation with me. Why are you trying to speak with
the angels?”
Angels: (As the Lord spoke, they humbly bowed their
heads and politely stepped back).
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, what happens when a person dies?
How many angels come and escort the person?”
Jesus: “With believers, their guardian angel and one
other angel would escort the person to Heaven. When an
unbeliever dies, a creature from Hell arrives to escort
the person to Hell.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, I wish to visit my home in Heaven.”
Jesus: “You must come and visit your home in Heaven.
However, if you wish to see it, you must pray earnestly.
Don’t be complacent with your prayers. This is the
reason why I’m not so easily letting you visit Heaven.
If I grant you the wish, you may become lazy and
complacent with your prayers.”
Kim Joo Eun: “Jesus, I’m very sorry to ask so many
questions. I’m very curious to know if angels cry. When
we go to Heaven, will family members be able to see each
other? Do saints fight and argue in Heaven?”
Jesus: “Freckles, why are you so curious about many
things? After I have granted you prophetic gifts, you
now badger me somewhat. Hahaha. Alright, go ahead and
ask me more questions, one by one. The angels can
express sadness with a facial expression. They are
unable to cry or have tears in their eyes. Only
Archangel Michael, Archangel Gabriel, and I are able to
cry with tears. Family members do joyfully meet and see
each other in Heaven. However, they aren’t able to meet
all the time, only on special occasions. But, they can
meet at Heaven’s church service. Heaven is a place
without blemish or spots. It is a perfect place. Father
God supervises and manages all things by Himself. This
is why Heaven is a perfect place. There are no reasons
to fight or argue. Those things happen because humans
have a sinful nature. Sinful nature can be anxiety and
worrying. Those are two main reasons why people argue
and fight. Angels never fight. It can never happen. If
that were to ever happen, they would be cast out of
Heaven with no chance to repent. They will be
unmercifully cast into Hell. Saved souls don’t fight or
argue. It’s impossible in Heaven. If that ever happens,
they wouldn’t be cast out to Hell, because they are
under God’s grace. They would live a joyous and happy
life.”
==== DAY 28 ==== (Hebrews 4:12-16)
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: *The attack of the evil spirits in
full force
As the days pass during our 30 day prayer rally, the
battles with the evil spirits intensify. Whenever the
“little sheep” pray under the harsh conditions from the
weather, my heart feels pity for them and I cannot help
but cry. We are weary physically and spiritually from
the onslaught of attacks by the evil spirits.
The battles go back and forth. Sometimes we gain ground
and sometimes the evil spirits gain ground. This routine
is repeated over and over.
Although the battles are intense, we never stop crying
out to the Lord during battle. In fact, we persistently
cry out to Him. We gathered around 9 PM. Before the
service, we sang and praised the Lord. As we were
worshipping, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was attacked. She was
the first one to encounter evil spirits. During the
attack, she fell forward. The evil spirits began to
enter Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s body. They were invisible;
I couldn’t see their forms or figures with my eyes. The
attack was sudden and we weren’t prepared to engage the
evil spirits.
As a man, I felt skeptical about the call to be a
pastor. I thought, “I must be walking in spiritual
darkness. Why can I not prevent the spiritual attacks?
Why am I engaging after the fact?” The church members
fell, rolled on the floor and cried out in pain. I felt
helpless and unable to assist them. Then suddenly, my
wife couldn’t move; her legs were paralyzed. My son,
Joseph, was attacked and he began to experience a severe
migraine. My daughter, Joo Eun, fell victim as her arm
was broken. Yoo Kyung and Haak Sung fell on the floor,
as well, as they were victimized by the evil spirits.
If I cast out the evil spirits from one member, they
would just jump to another member and attack their next
victim. Our church members would be in torment. As a
pastor, I feel inadequate. I feel I’m not very
spiritual. I’m unable to satisfy the church members’
spiritual thirst. Until this moment, I haven’t realized
how inadequate I am as a pastor. The battle today has
clearly reflected my spiritual weakness. I feel so
miserable and distressed at this moment.
For three days, we’ve been battling with the evil
spirits. As a result, I haven’t been able to get a good
night sleep. It didn’t matter where I was, either at
church or at my home. The evil spirits gave me no rest.
The battle from last night especially made us weary.
That battle continued until 8 in the morning and it was
a Sunday. Although I utilized all my faith and spiritual
abilities, I was ineffective.
I, therefore, had no choice but to seek assistance from
the Lord. I pleaded to the Lord, but the Lord demanded
that I defeat the evil spirits with my faith unto the
end. Since Sunday service was drawing near, I became
impatient and pressed the Lord. “Jesus, help me! I’m
begging you! Either intervene or send Archangel Michael
to assist. Please hurry! It doesn’t matter who helps
us.” As I urgently pleaded, Joseph, Joo Eun, and Haak
Sung joined in with the call for help. We were all
covered in tears. Our bodies were soaked with sweat.
Soon after, many angels arrived from Heaven and they
stood in front of us.
*The help from Archangel Michael
It appeared as though several hundred to several
thousand angels arrived. They continued to arrive and
they gathered around us. We were encircled by them. The
angles began to shield us and cover us with bright
shining layers of light. The evil spirits attempted to
attack. In a short time, I saw a tremendous shining
bright light come down from Heaven. Archangel Michael
was approaching us. He was riding a white horse, a horse
with wings. As he rode, he was swinging an enormous
bright sword. With one swing, he had decapitated some of
the evil spirits.
The remaining evil spirits became confused and they
began to scatter before Archangel Michael. Michael
strode near and around the church members. As he strode
near the church members, he attacked the evil spirits
and decapitated them. As the evil spirits were
decapitated, a dark smoke emerged from their bodies and
they disappeared.
The angels spread their wings apart to form a defensive
shield to protect the church members. Michael continued
to ride and attack the evil spirits with his sword. The
evil spirits screamed and fled in confusion. It was
pandemonium for them. Jesus appeared and observed the
situation.
Leek Haak Sung: *Burning up the evil spirits with Holy
Fire
Several groups of evil spirits entered my mother’s body.
Our prayer time was shortened as we assisted and cast
out the evil spirits from her. Although the situation
seemed like pandemonium and my mother was in torment,
the pastor kept his composure and continued to lead a
strong effective service. The pastor’s word was combined
and strengthened by God’s power. As a result, when our
prayer meeting began, the presence of the Holy Spirit’s
fire was very powerful.
Today was much colder than usual. As a result, I wasn’t
in a good mood and my head was filled with pessimistic
thoughts. However, as soon as I began to pray, the Holy
Spirit’s powerful fire entered my heart. The fire moved
in a circular fashion. Once the fire entered my heart, I
began to sweat from the heat and energy. I witnessed
multitudes of angels arriving from Heaven. They were
coming through the cross door from the altar. The evil
spirits were still in my mother’s body and tormenting
her. The pain would cause my mother to roll on the
floor. My mother was helpless. She didn’t know what to
do to make her torment stop. She cried and screamed
continuously. All the church members were engaging in
the battle to cast out the evil spirits. The battle
continued until morning. Gratefully, with the assistance
of Archangel Michael, we defeated the evil spirits and
were able to finish the day’s service.
When the Archangel Michael and Jesus returned to Heaven,
we were able to find time to pray individually. As I
prayed in tongues, I saw a group of dark shadows
crawling out from a corner. Within seconds, an evil
spirit resembling a large dinosaur appeared and began to
run towards me. As it charged toward me, its head
cracked open and I was able to see slimy red wiggling
objects inside of its head. As I observed the situation,
I felt like my soul was leaving my body. At that second,
in a moment of weakness, I was attacked by the evil
spirit. I was very startled and called for the Lord.
“Jesus, help me! Come quickly and save me!” The Lord
arrived instantly and grabbed the dinosaur’s tail and
tossed it. The evil spirit screamed as he fled.
Next, the group of dark shadow evil spirits pulled on my
vest. I tried to break loose, but I wasn’t able to and
my prayer was disrupted. As soon as I realized I
couldn’t defeat them with my own strength, I decided to
shout the power of the Holy Fire. I began to shout,
“Holy Fire! Holy Fire!” Suddenly, a blazing fire drew
forth from my body and disintegrated the dark shadow
spirits.
As I began to pray in tongues, I began to hear a song. I
danced and prayed in rhythm of the song. I noticed an
evil spirit resembling an iron mask draw near to me. I
continued to pray and my hands were moving with the
rhythm of the music. The iron mask spirit came close and
I took off the mask. As I removed the mask, a swarm of
insects appeared from it. I destroyed them with the Holy
Fire. Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord
arrived and handed me a candy from Heaven. It was very
sweet and delicious. However, I ate it too quickly and
began to cough.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Yoo Kyung again witnesses her relatives
being tormented in Hell
As Jesus held my hand, He asked, “Yoo Kyung, would you
like to visit Heaven?” As soon as I heard the question,
my heart was filled with joy. We flew through the air.
We passed through space and over the Milky Way as we
continued to fly forward. However, unexpectedly, we flew
through a dark tunnel and headed toward the left
pathway. The left pathway leads to Hell. Heaven is the
pathway that leads to the right.
Jesus knew that if He asked me to visit Hell, I would
have resisted.
I love to visit Heaven. Whenever I have an opportunity
to visit Heaven, I enjoy it very much. I wished I could
live there now forever. But Hell is a very horrible and
frightful place. It’s a place I don’t want to visit or
think about. When the Lord asked me if I wanted to visit
Heaven, I felt trapped. Whenever I experience visiting
Hell, I go through sleepless nights. My body experiences
the residual pain of Hell.
As I was thinking, I saw my relatives being dragged.
They were forced to stand in a line where a large evil
creature awaited. The evil creature was so large that it
looked like his height reached the tip of Hell. There
were many crossed shaped trees standing tall in front of
the enormous creature.
The other evil spirits were preparing to crucify my
relatives on the crosses. The large creature appeared to
be the king. Every time he commanded, his inferiors and
my relatives shook in fear. The enormous size of the
evil creature, its thunderous voice, and its appearance
frightened me. I ended up crying.
With an expression of concern, my grandmother wiped my
tears away. I was never allowed to hold hands with
anyone in Hell but, this time, my grandmother was
allowed to come closer and wipe my tears. As she wiped
the tears, I felt the cold from her hand. It was cold as
ice. “Yoo Kyung, why have you come here again? This
isn’t the kind of place to visit. Leave now.” As she
spoke, she wept with me.
Jesus pulled me closer to His side and handed me a red
fruit. He told me to eat it and to stop crying once I’m
finished. The Lord had brought it from Heaven. As I was
eating Heaven’s fruit, my grandmother stared at me. The
Lord said, “Yoo Kyung, how do you feel after being
touched by your grandmother?” I replied, “Lord, my
grandmother’s hand is very cold. It looks like she is
cold and shaking.”
As my grandmother wept she bowed her head down to the
Lord and said, “My beloved Jesus, thank you for bringing
my granddaughter, Yoo Kyung.” My uncle, who was standing
next to my grandmother, asked, “Yoo Kyung, where is your
mother?” I said, “Mother is in great pain. She can’t
even pray. She has to lie down in church.” Uncle asked,
“Is this true? I wish her health and to be well.” He was
worried about my mother. I saw my grandfather and cousin
standing next to them. I don’t know what kind of torment
my grandfather went through before he came to this place
but the skin from his body and face had been torn off.
With their faces distraught, my uncle and cousin
expressed their concerns. “Yoo Kyung, for what purpose
have you come here? Get out of this place now!” As my
grandmother wept, she spoke once more. “Yoo Kyung, I
also want to leave this place. Since you are with Jesus,
please ask the Lord to take me out of this place with
you. Hell is a place of unbearable torment and pain. It
is such a frightening place. Please help me get out of
this place.”
As I watched my grandmother cry and plead, I asked the
Lord, “Jesus, please get her out of this place. I feel
so bad for my grandmother.” I cried out to Father God,
“My Triune God, help!” Jesus replied, “Yoo Kyung, it’s
getting late. Let’s leave. It’s enough for today.” He
grabbed my hand and at that moment, I heard my cousin
scream, “Yoo Kyung, please help me! Please! Save me!” As
he shouted, a red, blue, and yellow snake coiled around
his legs. The snake slowly slithered upwards toward his
head.
My cousin continued to scream and shout. “Yoo Kyung,
when you return to the earth, evangelize all of our
relatives and tell them to believe in Jesus. Tell them
to attend church faithfully! Tell them not to come to
this place no matter what! Do you understand?” As he
shouted, an evil spirit with a sharp horn ran to him and
irritably asked, “What are you saying?” He appeared very
upset. The evil spirit pierced my grandmother’s chest
with his horn. My grandmother fell to the ground
screaming.
I hysterically shouted, “Grandma, grandma! Devil, I
won’t let you get away with this! Don’t touch my
grandma!” As I shouted, I realized I was at church and
was praying. Jesus patted my head, spoke, and comforted
me as I wept and prayed.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: *Archangel Michael riding a white
horse
During the service, several evil spirits lined up in a
row and entered my body. They caused numbness in my left
hand. I wasn’t able to see distinguish their appearance.
They continued to saturate into my body. I was in
tremendous pain and rolling on the floor. The pastor and
Mrs. Kang Hyun Jas noticed the disruption and stopped
their prayer to come to my assistance. Other
congregation members also assisted. They all began to
cast out the evil spirits. Casting out all the evil
spirits from my body was difficult. The group spent a
good deal of time battling.
The battle with the evil spirits continued throughout
the night. The evil spirits within my body resisted
greatly. The pastor and his wife cast out all the evil
spirits one at a time. They prayed throughout the night.
There were many evil spirits inside of me. The evil
spirits tormented me throughout the night. My body
twisted in all directions. The group eventually cast all
the evil spirits out by early morning. When they first
had entered my body I wasn’t able to see their forms or
shapes. However, as they were cast out one by one, I was
able to clearly see their forms.
I observed many different types of snakes, some were
large and some were small. I also saw insects that
looked grotesque and creepy. Moreover, there was an evil
spirit that looked like a young girl with other evil
spirits who had horns. All of them were cast out one by
one. Once delivered, I felt relieved and freed. My body
was sore and I had a difficult time moving. I had to
pray lying down. The Lord came with a group of angels to
visit. The Holy Spirit came as well and gave me holy
fire. A fireball entered into my heart.
As soon as the fire ball entered my heart, my body
became very hot which I couldn’t bear. I was shaking
from being cold but after receiving the Holy fire I had
become hot. Suddenly, I burst out and I was tongues
praying powerfully as the heat from the fire blazed out.
Jesus said, “Bong Nyu, I know you had a difficult day.
Therefore, I don’t wish to take you to Hell today. You
are praying despite your sore body. Let’s leave. I want
to ease your pain.” The Lord then held my hand as we
flew to Heaven.
We visited the ocean and the mountain which was as white
as snow. He continued to show me around. “Your hand is
cold as ice. You must be in pain. It’s the devil’s
work.” The Lord grabbed my hand and within that moment I
saw black smoke permeating from my hand in the form of a
snake. The smoke then disappeared. After the Lord’s warm
touch, my hands became warm. The Lord gently spoke,
“Bong Nyu, your physical body is very weak and weary.
Lay and rest here. You’ve done a good job today.”
After I had plenty of rest in Heaven, I felt I had
recovered. I hung out with the angels and had a good
time. I returned to the church and saw Archangel Michael
hunting down the evil spirits. He was riding a white
horse and rode between the praying church members. Since
the pastor had cast out the evil spirits out of me, he
didn’t have an opportunity to pray during the night.
Therefore, he prepared to pray in the morning. I saw
about fifty evil spirits surround the pastor. They were
waiting for an opportunity to attack the pastor.
Archangel Michael drew closer to the pastor and shouted,
“All you filthy evil spirits, how dare you come and
assemble here!” He swung his shining sword which
appeared like a golden light. The Archangel Michael
swung his bright golden sword and the evil spirits next
to the pastor had their heads cut off. They all became
ashes. I saw smoke rise from the ashes as the evil
spirits fled to Hell. The scene was very vivid. As I
compare Joo Eun with the other youngsters, I see that
she is especially bright, expressive, and always
cheerful.
The pastor’s family is experiencing financial
difficulties. Although they have always lived in
poverty, their children are disciplined and well raised.
They never complain about their situation. Most of our
church members are rejects from other churches. They
have all settled here and have become stable in their
faith.
Jesus returned to the church and was trying to awaken
Joo Eun who had fallen asleep during a long prayer
session. As I observed the Lord, I became tearful as I
saw Joo Eun was not responding. I felt sorry for Joo
Eun. The Lord said, “Joo Eun, Freckles, it is I, the
Lord. I have come to take you to Heaven. Awake Joo Eun.
My beloved Joo Eun, I have come to show you more places
in Heaven. Joo Eun, lift up your head.” The Lord
attempted to gently persuade her.
Joo Eun must have been very tired as she wasn’t
responding to the Lord. The Lord sighed. “I’m sorry.
Because of your fervent prayer, I desired to show you
around Heaven today. I’m truly sorry.” He gently
caressed her back and left.
A group of evil spirits which were driven out by
Archangel Michael returned to enter Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja.
All fifty of them combined forces and surrounded her.
They waited for an opportunity to enter her body.
Fortunately, Archangel Michael came to her side and
shouted, “Have you not learned?” Michael swung his sword
once and the evil spirits’ heads were cut off. They
disintegrated and became ash.
As the pastor, his wife, and the deaconess Shin
persistently prayed, a group of angels appeared and
covered them with their wings as a shield for
protection. Archangel Michael continued to battle the
evil spirits and he decapitated them with his golden
sword.
==== DAY 29 ==== (2 Corinthians: 6:1-2) *Joseph’s wish
There was only one day left in the prayer rally and I
wasn’t spiritually awakened. I felt heavy and troubled.
Tears began streaming down my face. Previously, when our
group finished with the prayer meeting, I would listen
to the testimonies of others about their spiritual
awakening. I couldn’t help but envy them. The Lord was
still silent and I didn’t hear anything from the Lord.
Joo Eun and the other congregation members explained the
reason I wasn’t experiencing the awakening. They
explained I was being called to be in the ministry as a
pastor. Therefore, I had to pray until God was
satisfied. I didn’t know why pastors had to pray longer
and harder. My father, Pastor Kim wasn’t spiritually
awakened either. I thought perhaps his heart might be in
despair. However, the pastor didn’t express any emotions
of disappointment, but rather he comforted me with words
of encouragement, “Let’s pray and be patient.”
During my prayer, I burst out with tears of repentance.
I cried for a good while. “Lord, please open my
spiritual eyes! Show me something. Please?” As I prayed
in tongues, I saw a blue light blinking in the midst of
darkness. It then disappeared. I prayed and expected to
see the blue light again. My heart was eager for it.
However, I didn’t see the blue light. I was disappointed
but not angry.
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung: *The transformation of
Deaconess Shin, Sung Kyung and Jung Min
Although I have repented with tears for some lengthy
time, I haven’t seen any visions. As I remember the
nights of praying, that in itself is a miracle. Without
the Lord’s help, it wouldn’t have been possible. My
commitment to praying is a result of God’s grace and
compassion. As I listened to the members’ testimony of
spiritual awakening and their experiences of visiting
Heaven and Hell, I felt ashamed and I questioned my
faith. My faith was more of a show I tried to keep up
with others. Presently, I’m fiercely confessing my sins
with tears of repentance.
My husband was closely observing my son, Jung Min. His
behavior had totally changed. Jung Min had an experience
of visiting Hell before me. My son stared at me and
said, “Mom, you have to visit Hell and experience it.” I
had to comfort myself as I was startled by his remark.
My son, Jung Min, is only a child who is ready to enter
elementary school. He used to be addicted to the games
on the internet and watching cartoons. However, after he
experienced the blazing fire by the Holy Spirit, he was
born again and received a Holy gift. He hasn’t watched
television or played games on the internet for almost a
month. Now that he has dedicated himself in prayer, he
can easily pray for three hours with his hands raised to
the air. His ambition is now to be a pastor. He is
reading and studying the Bible every day. I hope to see
his plans come about.
Lee Haak Sung: *The Lord suffers on the cross
While I was in prayer, three evil spirits appeared at
the same time. Out of the three, one appeared very
strong. The strong looking spirit had a body with
defined muscles. He was a large spirit with three heads.
The spirit ran around my side to distract and confuse
me. I ran after him and grabbed his legs. Once I got a
grip on the spirit, I swung him around. Holy Spirit fire
came from my hand and entered into the evil spirit. The
evil spirit instantly disintegrated into ashes. I
noticed a black object hiding behind the deaconess Shin.
I confronted the black object in the same manner as the
muscled spirit. Soon, another evil spirit in the form of
a dinosaur appeared. Its skull was cracked open. Without
mercy, I grabbed and swung it around several times. It
crashed and broke into pieces. From its destroyed body,
many different filthy, creepy bugs rapidly crawled out.
It became a swarm. I loudly shouted, “Fire of Holy
Spirit!” Fire shot out from my body, destroying and
burning all the evil spirits and the swarms of insects.
Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord appeared.
As soon as I saw Him, tears came. I pleaded to Jesus,
“Please take Joseph and Joo Eun to Heaven.” Jesus
replied, “Alright, I will.”
He called me by my nickname and said, “Sam, let’s go to
Heaven together.” I held the Lord’s hand and we arrived
at the flower garden. I had a nice pleasant time.
As I hung out in the garden of flowers, the Lord said,
“Haak Sung, we have to visit another place. Let’s leave
now.” I wondered where we were heading. I realized it
was at the Lord’s church. In a vision, I saw the Lord
walking toward a low hill and He disappeared. Suddenly,
the Lord appeared before my eyes. He was walking with
the cross. People were beating on Him. He was bleeding
from the wounds and cuts on His body. They mocked the
Lord.
He was wearing a crown of thorns. Blood streamed down
his face from the thorns that were pierced into his
head. I saw a scene where Jesus suffered as the long
sharp nails pierced through His hands and feet. He then
died. I cried out loud as I witnessed Jesus suffering. I
saw the crown of thorns, the piercing with nails, and
the pouring out of water and blood. The Lord appeared
and He wiped the tears from my eyes and He gently said,
“Haak Sung, don’t cry.” I will never forget what I had
seen in the vision.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Eating the fruits of Heaven all at once
Today wasn’t a usual day. Jesus was already waiting for
us at church before our prayers. He stood below the
cross that hung at the church. I began to pray. The Lord
came to me and grabbed my hand. We flew to Heaven. When
we arrived in Heaven, I began to sing as Jesus watched.
I sang three songs. ‘Praise, Oh my soul, Up and fight
against the devil, and Baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ I
sang the songs over and over again. The Lord gently
clapped and said, “My dear Miss Mole sings very well.
It’s pleasing,” He complimented me.
I said, “Lord, I have a sore throat and I have been
coughing recently.” The Lord responded, “Really? It’s
not allowed for you to be sick. You have a cold? I will
heal you; don’t worry.” He stroked His hand over my body
and held me in His arms. When Jesus stroked me, I felt
warmth, kindness, and gentleness.
I said, “Jesus, I also have a stuffed nose.” He replied,
“I will heal that as well.” The Lord brought me the
fruits of Heaven. The fruits in Heaven look very similar
to the fruits on earth. The fruits the Lord brought me
looked like plums, pears, apples, and grapes. However,
one can never compare the taste; the fruits of Heaven
were extremely delicious.
As soon as one takes a bite, the fruit just melts in
your mouth. It was an amazing feeling. Jesus said, “Yoo
Kyung! Eat as many of the fruits as you want and get
well.” Yeh-Jee approached me and said, “Sister, I heard
you had a cold. Don’t be sick; you have to be healthy
all the time.”
As the Lord and I headed back to the Lord’s church, we
flew through the galaxy. From a distance, we saw dark
black clouds move. I said, “Jesus, I don’t remember
seeing those black clouds. Why are they suddenly there?
They are so dark. I’m very frightened.” The Lord
comforted me. “Those aren’t clouds. They are filthy evil
spirits, disguised as clouds. They are evil deceivers.
Don’t worry. I’ll protect you.” We arrived at the
church.
The Lord asked, “Yoo Kyung, are you cold?” I said, “Yes,
Lord, I’m cold.” The Lord stroked my body. My body
became hot; I felt like a blazing fire. We said our
farewells and waved to each other. My guard was down and
the evil spirits took advantage of that moment. They
entered my body. I was tormented all night. But after
the pastor prayed, I recovered.
*Sister Baek, Bong Nyu encounters Satan for the third
time
As I cried out to the Lord for tears of repentance,
Sister Joo Eun, who was sitting and praying next to me,
burst into tears and began to repent. At that moment, I
followed suit. As I was praying, I saw angels come down
from Heaven and they covered all of our church members
with thick layers of bright light all around us. The
protective layers of light were so bright that I
couldn’t stare into it. A group of evil spirits appeared
and attacked us. They had watched and waited for a
chance to enter through the protective lights.
The angels had come to take me, as the Lord had
commanded them. “The Lord is waiting. Hurry, we have to
leave now because He is waiting for you.” As soon as I
moved outside the protective layers of light, the angels
and I flew up into the air. The evil spirits flew after
us and attempted to attack. The angels and I were in
fierce battle as we flew.
We finally had reached the galaxy but the Lord wasn’t
there. My insecurity increased and I became
apprehensive. We flew through the tunnel. Whenever the
Lord isn’t around me, my heart races due to my
insecurity. Suddenly, the Lord appeared out of nowhere
and held my hand. He then comforted my insecure heart.
“Bong Nyu, did you wait for long? Let’s visit Hell.
Don’t be afraid; I’ll protect you.”
The Lord accompanied me to Hell. Unexpectedly, the king
of evil spirits stood in front of me. At first, I didn’t
know what type of evil spirit it was. I didn’t have a
chance to identify it. However, I recognized it when it
began to converse with me.
“You, you have come here again! You injured my eyes and
have scarred my back. You have ruined my wings. Do you
think you can continuously live your life without any
guilt? My body is in pain because of the wounds you have
caused in my back. I have longed and waited for you to
visit here again. Finally, you are here!” He shouted. He
commanded his subordinates, “Bring her family members
here.” With his command, I saw my family members dragged
into our presence. My family members were placed in
front of him as the subordinate creatures gestured to
frighten them. My family members were shaking terribly
and their faces were pale from fear. They glanced at me
in hopelessness. The Lord stood there watching in
silence.
My brother cried out, “Sister Bong Nyu, I wish to see my
daughter who was born after my death!” My mother spoke
right after. “My daughter Bong Nyu, I miss his baby
daughter very much. Soon after his daughter was born, I
died.” Their words were difficult to comprehend since
they were in torment. How could they experience missing
their children in such a place? Their pain was so
horrendous, how was it possible that they could feel any
other emotions?
Since their curiosity about their family was so great, I
had to give them updates. My brother’s daughter, my
niece, was already more than 20 years old. I told my
brother that she wasn’t a Christian. However, I promised
him I would evangelize her and lead her to the Lord’s
church.
*Satan takes revenge on my family
When the king of evil spirits overheard our
conversation, he became very angry. He especially became
angry when he heard the word evangelize. “What!
Evangelize who? What are you talking about? You have no
idea what pain I have because of you. I’ve been waiting
for this moment. I’ll make it a point to make your
family suffer more. Begin the torment!” He commanded.
With the command, a subordinate creature replied, “Yes
sir, Satan King!” The evil creature walked toward my
mother, nephew, and brother.
My mother was dressed in white, my brother and nephew
were dressed in black. The creature laid my family
members on the ground next to one another. The creature
began to pierce my mother’s body, starting at the foot.
The nail was very sharp, long, and thick. “Ahh! Bong
Nyu, Save me! Please help me!” Skin was being torn from
her flesh as blood poured from all over her body. The
screaming and wailing were heard over the whole place.
My ear drums felt like they were going to explode from
the loud wailing.
The scenes of Hell aren’t created through my
imagination; they aren’t fictional. Hell is a real
place. Whatever I witnessed, those events were happening
in front of me. The scenes and sounds of torment are
real. How could I create an imagination of such misery!
My limited patience expired and I shouted like an insane
person. “Lord, please do something! Please! Quickly! I
cannot bear to see it anymore! Please! Why don’t you
punish the evil bastard who is tormenting my mother?” I
cried hysterically.
With tears, I cried, “Mother, my poor mother! She’s in
such torment because I had irritated Satan. It’s my
fault my family is in greater torment. What should I do?
Mother, please forgive me! It’s my fault!” Satan
commanded his subordinates to continue piercing my
mother’s body. The creatures pierced my mother’s
stomach, chest, neck, and her head. They showed no
mercy. My mother passed out from time to time and
screamed in between. Blood and pieces of skin were
everywhere. She didn’t look human anymore.
My brother and nephew suffered terribly witnessing my
mother’s torment. They shook uncontrollably. After they
had finished with my mother, they ran toward my brother
and nephew. They began to pierce their bodies with nails
just as they had with my mother. “Ah! Sister Bong Nyu,
save me! Please help me!” “Auntie, help me! Auntie,
please ask the Lord, quickly!” The evil creatures
continued to pierce without mercy. The screams from my
brother and nephew echoed to the confines of Hell.
Satan loudly shouted, “See, how do you feel? Isn’t it
nice? Since you have contributed to my pain, I’ll let
you experience pain through the torment of your family.
I’ll let you witness it first-hand!” I tried to ignore
Satan. I glanced over to my mother and shouted, “Mother,
my poor mother! When I visited Hell last time, you were
in the fire of Hell. When I saw you in the fire, my
heart ached very much. I tried to avenge you by
attacking the king of evil spirits. However, the act of
my revenge has resulted in greater torment for you. I’m
so sorry. Mother, forgive me! What shall I do?” I cried
and cried. I became angry and began to curse the king of
evil spirits.
“Satan, you devil! The Triune God lives in me! I’m a
daughter of God! I’ll destroy this place, I promise you!
If I cannot, then my God will avenge for me. You’ll be
destroyed. You’ll be thrown in the lake of fire. I’ll
wait patiently until that day. You filthy evil spirit!
Filthy Satan! Who do you think you are? How dare you
tempt people on earth, make them sin, and lead them into
Hell. You are cursed, Satan! All your inferiors working
under your command will be cursed by Father God!”
The Lord saw me getting more agitated, so he quickly
grabbed my hand. Instantly a bright light appeared
before my eyes. I was already in Heaven. After I had
been in the darkness of Hell, the bright light of Heaven
made my mind feel empty. The sudden change of
environment had confused me.
Jesus gently explained, “Bong Nyu, even though I wanted
to help you, it was impossible. Once someone goes to
Hell, he/she can never leave. It’s impossible for me to
change that. You can only be saved when you are alive on
earth. Once someone dies, there’s no chance to repent.
It’s over. All I can do for you is to cry with you or
take you to Heaven. Your family members are in Hell. I’m
not able to do anything. It’s out of my hands. No one
can ever help them.” The Lord was very sorry for the
situation.
Although I was in Heaven, the thought of my family in
Hell brought tears to my eyes. I couldn’t help but think
of my family tormented in Hell. I was experiencing
unbearable pain. There was no comfort for my broken
heart. The Lord flew me to the highest point in Heaven’s
sky. I saw a unique cloud, which was shaped like a
bridge. While the Lord and I walked across the cloud, He
held my hand. However, my thoughts were still of my
family in torment.
I continued to cry like a child. I was embarrassed
crying in front of the Lord. “Lord, I’m so sorry. I
learned that we don’t cry in Heaven. What should I do? I
cannot control it.” The Lord called three angels. “Saint
Baek Bong Nyu will now return to the Lord’s church. You
will closely guard and watch over her.” The angels and I
returned to earth. Whenever I return home from visiting
Hell, my whole body was in pain. My back would usually
ache very much. I prayed and asked the Lord. “Lord, I
have so much pain in my back. It’s very difficult for me
to pray on my knees.”
“May I lie down on the church bench and pray?” The Lord
graciously replied, “That would be fine.” Father God
also answered as well, “It’s alright to pray lying
down.”
As I lay on the bench, I prayed. Jesus returned and took
me to the mountains of Heaven. At the mountains of
Heaven, I saw many tremendously bright shining stone
pillars. I drew closer to the pillars. The pillars were
like crystals; they were transparent. They reflected
lights in all directions and were so beautiful that
there were no words to express their glory. It was
awesome and fantastic scenery. The Lord knew I was
depressed so He took me to all the beautiful places. It
comforted and cheered me up. He made every effort to
make me happy. “Bong Nyu, stop crying!” I couldn’t help
it and I barely stopped crying.
* Volunteering to go to Hell
After returning to church, I began to pray but soon
after I fell asleep. During my sleep, my guardian angel
with three other angels watched over and protected me.
After I had awakened, I asked the angels where the Lord
had gone. The Lord had been with me before I fell
asleep. The angels replied, “Don’t worry. The Lord will
be back shortly.” Right after they had answered, the
Lord appeared. I asked, “Lord, our 30 day prayer rally
will be completed tomorrow. I won’t have the opportunity
to visit Hell again. I would like to visit Hell one last
time.”
The Lord said, “Do you really mean it? You haven’t
physically recovered from your last visit. You’re still
in shock. Bong Nyu, why have you decided to return? Why
would you want to visit Hell again?” The Lord was
stunned. I answered back, “From this prayer rally, I
have learned many things. During the middle of the
sermon, the pastor said many strange words. I guess the
purpose was to encourage us and strengthen our faith.” I
repeated the words the pastor had preached. The Lord
loudly laughed and said, “Oh, I’ve already heard those
words.” I replied, “I have learned one important thing;
it is only by faith! Moreover, I have learned to pray
persistently about any requests, especially, spiritual
awakening. Perhaps the other members of the prayer team
are thinking the same as I.”
Jesus said, “Bong Nyu, I understand your intensions, but
if you visit Hell one more time, you will probably see
your parents again. You will be emotionally hurt again.
My heart aches when I know I cannot help you. Why are
you persistently asking to visit Hell once more?” I
urgently replied, “Lord, our pastor is writing the book
which is revealing the truth and identity of the devil
and Hell. If I visit Hell once more, I can witness and
experience it in more detail. We can have a more
accurate record to write about. We have to meticulously
describe Hell and the evil spirits.” As I was saying my
devotions, Jesus looked impressed with me. I sat upright
on my knees as I prayed. The Lord said, “It is alright
to pray lying on your back.” I asked Haak Sung to bring
me a pillow. As I lay down, I began to pray.
The Lord brought me back to Hell and He left me alone. I
began walking through the darkness. The path was narrow
so I had to move cautiously. I recognized the path and I
was able to find my way around and move forward. I
continued to walk forward but I couldn’t see anything or
sense anything. I was suddenly trapped in a cell. I
attempted to figure out where I was trapped, but I
couldn’t see a thing. Furthermore, I was barely able to
move.
*Experiencing the torment again but feeling no pain
After a few moments, a couple evil spirits appeared and
they removed all of my clothes. I was trapped in a small
cell or chamber. I felt strange sticky objects on the
ground. They began climbing up my legs and body. As they
stuck onto my body, it felt like as though someone had
squeezed super sticky glue all over me. I instantly
reacted and shouted at the evil spirits, “You evil
creatures, the Trinity of God is protecting me. I’m not
afraid of you. My Lord protects me! All of you evil
creatures in Hell listen to me. There aren’t many days
left until God destroys Hell! Just wait until that
dreadful day!” I unintentionally said some abusive words
as well.
While I shouted, the sticky objects continued to climb
up my chest, neck and toward my mouth. It appeared as
though they were attempting to stick on my mouth and
close it. I cried out louder, “Evil creatures, I curse
you! You will be destroyed soon!” As I shouted, my whole
body trembled.
Soon after, dark colored centipedes began to come from
inside of the sticky objects. They were crawling all
over my body. They began to penetrate my skin.
Fortunately, as I was protected by God, I felt no pain.
I laughed and ridiculed them in a nonchalant manner.
The king of the evil creatures was irritated at my
nonchalance. He signaled and soon countless snakes
appeared and coiled around my body, continuously biting
me.
Confidently, I shouted, “Yes, that feels quite nice.
Please bite me some more! You are relieving the areas I
itch.” As I laughed and ridiculed the creatures and
insects, a group of cobras stood upright and continued
to bite me.
It didn’t matter how many times they bit me or hardened
their grip, I couldn’t feel any pain. All of a sudden,
my chamber was filled with more snakes. I prayed to the
Lord, “Lord, please help me! Where are you? Please come
quickly!” I continued to call upon His name, but to no
avail. He didn’t appear.
I didn’t know how much time had passed that I was
praying in tongues, but it was for quite awhile. The
Lord appeared in the midst of a bright light. I quickly
called him, “Lord, Lord!” I was very glad to see Him.
When Jesus waved His hand, the chamber and Hell
disappeared. I was wearing a bright shining gown with
wings attached. No matter where I was, if Jesus was not
with me, it would be Hell.
It felt like I was in Hell for half a year. Hell is
unimaginable. It’s a place of pain and torment. One day
of Hell feels like a thousand years, maybe even ten
thousand years. I don’t want to think about Hell, even
for a second. It is home to eternal despair, eternal
screaming, and eternal lamentations. As Jesus took me
back to the church, He touched my body where I had
previously experienced pain. He comforted me with some
kind words. “Bong Nyu, Saint Bong Nyu. You’re all my
little sheep. You’ve all endeavored to pray for 30 days.
Keep studying the Word and attend church
enthusiastically. Tell your pastor to write and record
all your experiences diligently.”
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: *The pastor cast out the devils
Yesterday, the group of evil spirits entered into Sister
Baek Bong Nyu. The battle of casting out evil spirits
took all night long. It was Sunday and I was attacked as
well by the evil spirits. In a moment of weakness, as my
mind wondered, I was physically stricken.
During another night time service, Sister Baek Bong Nyu
was attacked and the evil spirits entered into her.
Different hordes of spirits induced terrible pain in
Sister Baek Bong Nyu. Fortunately, the evil spirits
didn’t enter into her head. However, due to the
unbearable pain throughout her body which increased
every minute, she fell to the floor in agony. When this
happened the night before, we left the church uneasy.
When we arrived home, we all had a restless night.
Tomorrow, we will complete the 30 day prayer rally even
if we are attacked again. The evil spirits are
persistent with their attacks. I am frankly getting
tired of their attacks.
Battling and casting out evil spirits takes a toll on us
spiritually and it weakens our physical bodies. The
whole prayer team was exhausted. However, the Lord
gradually strengthened us. I thought, “I’ll fight to the
death!” One by one, I cast out the evil spirits with
intense focus. Suddenly, the pastor’s wife fell to the
floor. While she had been casting out evil spirits with
the pastor, the evil spirits had attacked her and
entered into her body. She was susceptible due to her
weakened state, physically and spiritually.
The evil spirits would alternate their attacks between
the pastor’s wife and Sister Baek Bong Nyu. It looked as
though they were intentionally trying to deceive us as
to their target. They were mocking us. The battle
continued until early morning and the evil spirits
continued to resist our commands. Then, the Lord
intervened. At first, He stood and observed our actions
even though we cried out to Him. The Lord didn’t command
the evil spirits to depart. As the Lord observed our
battle, He questioned our ability to persistent and to
have faith to cast out the evil spirits. We were
commanding the evil spirits as one voice. He continued
to watch and observe.
It even appeared to me as though we were a group of
insane lunatics. An outsider could have said we were all
mentally disturbed. I couldn’t understand how we ended
up in such a predicament. My mind was weak and doubtful.
But, I knew if I judge spiritual situations with a
worldly mindset, I would be sinning terribly before the
Lord. I gathered myself and focused my mind. I continued
to cast out the evil spirits with the Lord’s name. I
used to believe that casting out evil spirits would only
require simple words instructed by the Bible. However,
through the prayer rally and experiencing the battles
personally, I had to repent before God in regards to the
nature of spiritual warfare. As usual, we battled the
evil spirits throughout the night until early morning.
Once the battle ended, we were able to pray
individually. God moved my hands in motions that would
heal.
Fifteen days ago, I was severely attacked by violent
evil spirits. I was bitten and a mark was left on my
skin. I was in terrible pain. The bite mark wasn’t
healing and the pain continued. I now understand the
logic behind the attack. The evil spirits know about the
book I’m writing. I write with my right hand. The attack
was primarily on the right side of my body. My right
hand, right wrist, right shoulder, right side of my
back, and my nerves were all in pain. The evil spirits
attempted to hinder me from completing the book.
Before the attack, I was able to freely preach, worship,
and pray as much as I desired. But now, every time I
talk or move, I’m in unbearable pain. I’m not able to
move or function properly. This is the result of my
negligence. The Lord had commanded me to keep what I had
witnessed and experienced a secret until the book was
released. However, I was disobedient. My negligence had
brought terrible results upon me. Now, I’m more cautious
in all matters. Until the books are completed and
released, I avoid mentioning any part of the experiences
with anyone. In fact, I try to avoid any short or long
conversations with my family. I realize how fearful it
can be to disobey His commands. As I repent every day, I
hope to be healed as soon as possible.
==== DAY 30 ==== (Thessalonians 5:14-23)
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung: *Beginning the spiritual
experiences
“Jesus, please empower me with your Spirit so I can also
dance like Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja and Sister Baek Bang Nyu!
I’m begging you! I desire it so much!” As I prayed
earnestly, I sensed both of my hands becoming hot. The
heat was very extreme, like touching a fireball. I
experienced this last time, but it was short lived.
However, today, my whole body became hot and my hands
rose high on their own. It felt like someone invisible
was holding my hands up and he would determine whether
my hands would be raised or lowered. My arms and hands
were moving in all directions with different motions. My
heart was filled with abundant joy. Tears of repentance
streamed down my face. I felt my prayers spiritually
moving deeper. I was flying through the night sky. I was
awe-struck by the amazing night.
Kim, Joo Eun: *Four guardian angels
During the prayer rally, Jesus gave me a Holy gift and
the gift of prophesying. I love Jesus very much.
Whenever I closed my eyes and called upon His name, He
would instantly present Himself. He would call me by my
nickname, “Freckles.” He would say, “Freckles, what do
you need? Do you have any questions?” He would then
gently and kindly answer my questions.
However, many times, filthy evil spirits disguised as
the Lord would appear. They also knew I would frequently
call upon the Lord and ask questions. At first, I
couldn’t differentiate the between the Lord and the evil
spirits. I had been deceived several times. But now, I
would test the spirit that would appear. By testing the
spirit, I can differentiate between the Lord and the
evil spirits. Evil spirits cannot shed their blood. Evil
spirits cannot take up the cross. They are all liars.
They lie every time they appear. The Lord has granted me
wisdom to identify evil spirits. I can instantly
identify them now.
When I ask questions that pertain to my physical
desires, greed, or trivial matters, the Lord would turn
His back to me and keep silent. Since I’m an immature
young child, the Lord would have to answer my questions
in a way I can understand. I’m very thankful to the Lord
for His kindness. The Lord is very sensitive with a
beautiful heart. He is also warm, gentle, and
sentimental. He is omniscient; He knows what is deep
inside all our hearts. Sometimes, Jesus would disclose
some information regarding my mother and father through
me. I cannot determine how my parents feel or think from
their outer appearance. However, Jesus would give me a
message which only they would know because it is deep
within their hearts. When I gave the message to my
parents, they were stunned. The message from the Lord
would lead them to surrender and repentance.
I can also have conversations with our family’s guardian
angels. There are four angels since there are four
members in our family. When I attempt to converse with
the angels, the Lord would intervene. He would say,
“Freckles, I am your Lord. If you want to have a
conversation or discuss any questions, you must call
upon my name and discuss any matters with me. Why do you
continuously want to speak with angels?” When the Lord
gets jealous, I’m actually joyous because He desires me.
I was able to attend the whole prayer rally this time
since I was on winter vacation. When I attended, I
prayed fervently. I even quit piano lessons and other
activities so that I may pray. As a result, Jesus
blessed me very much. On the other hand, I was
apprehensive about my school. I knew once school
started, my opportunity to pray would be limited. It has
been nine months since I had watched any television or
used the computer. At first, it was very difficult in
giving up those activities. However, now, I really enjoy
the fellowship with the Lord. Now, the time I used to
spend on television and the computer is used to pray and
study the word. I give all the glory to Jesus.
*About the wings of angels
After prayer, I went home and saw that my family’s
guardian angels were waiting. The pastor’s guardian
angel used to have 2 sets of wings, but now it had 3
sets. I asked the Lord, “Jesus! You once told me that
many of the guardian angels of the mega churches had
three pairs of wings. Why does our pastor’s angel have
three pairs of wings as our church is very small? Just
yesterday, this guardian angel had two pairs of wings;
now it has three.” The Lord replied, “Many pastors pray
fervently with all their strength when they first begin
their ministry. However, when their church begins to
grow, they don’t pray as they used to. I’m disappointed
and feel very sad. But Pastor Kim is praying fervently
many times. He is also leading his ministry according to
God’s will. Therefore, I have given this guardian angel
one more pair.” My mother’s guardian angel has only one
pair.
Kim, Joseph: *Spiritual eyes opened half way
Since today is the last day of our 30 day prayer rally,
I have prepared myself to pray fervently. I will pray
with dedication and with all my heart. I held my right
hand with Brother Haak Sung, our fingers were
interlocked. My left hand was lifted up high into the
air and I was praying in tongues. As I was praying with
my eyes closed, I sensed and felt as though someone was
holding onto my left hand with our fingers interlocked.
A jolt of electricity ran through my left hand into my
body. Being startled, I tried to figure out what it was.
I felt someone’s touch; it was very strong, like someone
was holding my hand. Since I was still in prayer, I
hadn’t opened my eyes at all. However, I decided to ask
Brother Haak Sung. “Brother Haak Sung, I feel someone
holding my left hand. Do you know who it is? Could you
check for me? Please let me know.” He replied, “Brother
Joseph, Jesus is holding your hand at this moment and He
is flying towards Heaven. Don’t open your eyes and
continue to pray!”
As I continued to pray, I felt as though I was flying
through some dark space. Suddenly, a blue light
appeared. It approached me and passed by me, as fast as
light. Then, another blue light passed by me, a large
blue light. As I continued to fly further out, I
encountered countless stars going past me. I shouted,
“Wow! What an amazing sight! This is beautiful!” With my
prayer going deeper, I continued to see many stars
passing by me at light speed. The stars of the galaxy
are so beautiful. I felt like an astronaut shooting
through space. I thought, “Maybe I am dreaming.” I
decided to pinch myself. Yes, my physical body was still
in church praying. However, as I touched my physical
body, I was also in the spiritual realm at the same
time.
While my physical body was praying in tongues, I was
flying fast spiritually. Suddenly, an object that
resembled a penny came into my sight. The round object
was partially covered with some black material. It
turned out to be full moon, but it was an eclipse I was
witnessing. The eclipse created a crescent moon. The
moon shone with golden rays of light. The golden light
was so bright I couldn’t look straight into it. I had
never experienced such brightness. The light was
swinging like a pendulum. It swung back and forth and up
to 120 degrees. As the light swung back and forth, the
colors of rainbow beamed out.
I instantly thought, ‘Wow! Maybe that place is Heaven’s
twelve pearl gates!’ I assumed today would be the day to
visit Heaven. I started to pray more fervently, but for
some reason my prayers wouldn’t move me forward. It
didn’t matter how loud I prayed, I didn’t move forward.
I wasn’t flying as before at great speeds. I was
stagnant after I had witnessed the rainbow and the
colors of light. It appeared as though time stood still.
I was so close. I was so frustrated! I wasn’t able to go
any further so I turned back. My heart collapsed and
felt empty. I had hoped to have another experience to
pass into the pendulum. When the prayer rally ended, it
was 7 o’clock in the morning.
*Joseph becomes the target for the devil
After we had finished our prayer rally, Brother Haak
Sung and I had a conversation. While we were conversing,
the pastor and Deaconess Shin gave Jung Min a ride to
his house. Brother Haak sang and I discussed our
experiences during the time of prayer. Suddenly, a black
object appeared and it moved around me with great speed.
The object flew around me and continued to speed up
until it spun like a tornado. At that moment, it
darkened around me and I felt dizzy. I attempted to stay
alert and hold onto something. But I lost my balance and
fell onto the concrete floor, hitting my head on the
floor. I had passed out. Sister Baek Bong Nyu and my
mother ran toward me. They were startled and
apprehensive of my situation. I found out later through
the church members who were spiritually awakened what
had happened. All their explanations were the same.
Although I am spiritually awakened, my spirituality is
immature. I felt if I pray a little longer, I would be
visiting Heaven and Hell and I would receive the gift of
prophesying. The evil spirits were aware of these facts.
I was the center of their attacks. Their purpose was to
prevent me from being fully awakened spiritually. The
church members who had witnessed my fall all state they
saw an evil spirit disguised as an angel. The spirit had
quietly hovered around me. It had quickly circled around
me at high speeds to force me onto the floor. After I
had fallen down, they saw the evil spirit with two other
evil spirits enter my head. They were the cause of my
headache.
The church members assisted me and got me back on my
feet. I was experiencing a migraine. All I remembered
was the explanation I was given. The spiritually
awakened members gathered around me and began to cast
out the evil spirits. But despite their efforts, my
headache became worse.
Everyone eagerly waited for the pastor. I had had other
headaches before and they were bearable, but this time
with evil spirits behind my migraine, it was painfully
unbearable. I felt as though I was going insane. The
pain got so bad I screamed out loud. As I screamed in
pain, the pastor arrived. The pastor saw me on the floor
pleading for help. He asked me what had happened. The
church members with one voice explained what had
happened. Once the pastor was informed, he boisterously
shouted, “Cursed evil spirits, in the mighty name of
Jesus, be bound and depart!” As soon as the pastor
shouted, the evil spirits fled screaming. After that I
was able to breathe and settle down. The headache began
to go away.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu: *The pastor is popular in Heaven
After we had finished our all night prayer meeting, the
pastor preached early into the morning. As he preached,
the Lord spoke behind the pastor. During the middle of
the sermon, the Lord said, “Bong Nyu, the 30 day prayer
rally pleases me very much! It is enjoyable!” The Lord
said repeatedly that He can’t help but laugh and smile
in Heaven whenever He thinks about us.
The Lord told us that as He laughs and smiles in Heaven,
the angels and the saints are well aware of the reason
why He is so happy. The angels and the saints are eager
to hear of any recent news. The saints had pressured
Jesus into telling them why He was in such a good mood.
The Lord said that Pastor Kim Yong Do at the Lord’s
church had become very popular in Heaven. As soon as the
pastor is spiritually awakened, he will be able to visit
Heaven with the Lord. I cannot wait until that day. The
pastor oversees a small impoverished church on earth,
but the Lord recognizes the value in him. I’m very
thankful for that.
The pastor considers all my family as his own. He treats
us with respect and dignity. The pastor gives himself to
us without expecting anything in return. When I had
visited Hell and battled with Satan, the Lord had
increased my reward. The pastor’s reward and future home
were increased. In fact, his house was bigger than mine.
When I visited Heaven and had the opportunity to view my
future home, I also saw the pastor’s home which was
already 514 stories high.
Mrs. Kang, Hyun Ja and Joo Eun’s arguments had caused
their future homes to decrease in size a little. Mrs.
Kong Hyun Ja’s home is 318 stories high; it was 319
stories high before the argument. Joo Eun’s home was 31
stories, but after her argument with Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja,
her home decreased to 28 stories high. Joseph’s home is
22 stories high and Haak Sung’s home is 28 stories high.
Since Yoo Kyung frequently argues with Haak Sung, her
home has decreased from 20 stories to 17 stories high.
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung’ home is 6 stories high and
she is short on building supplies due to her lack of
good works. Each person has a storehouse of treasures
for continued construction of their homes, but the
amount of materials is dependent on one’s good works.
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung’s home has stopped
construction. My home is 70 stories high. Our brother
Lee Haak Hee’s home is over 300 stories high. However,
there was one thing I couldn’t understand. I asked,
“Jesus, Brother Lee Haak Hee only attends Sunday day
service. How is it that his home is so high?” The Lord
replied, “You already know Brother Lee Haak Hee is over
70 years old and despite his age, he has never missed a
Sunday service. Whether it snows, rains, or storms, he
has never missed a Sunday service. He rides his
motorcycle a far distance; he rides from Haak Dong city
to Suk Nam Dong city. Moreover, when he has any
additional money, he offers it to the church. These are
the reasons why he has many stories.”
I’m a new member at this church and I don’t know much
about Brother Lee Haak Hee. I don’t know how much he has
tithed to the church. After the pastor had explained the
character of Brother Lee Haak Hee, I know more about
him. As the pastor stated, Brother Lee Haak Hee is over
70 years old and he is physically limited. At his age,
he has health problems. He has problems with his leg and
it becomes uncomfortable walking. However, despite all
of his limitations, he has faithfully attended church
and held his position as an usher.
Other young adults have come and gone from our church.
Their reasons for leaving have all been different. Some
have left claiming there is no revival, some have left
over temptations, and some have left for their own
reasons. However, Brother Lee Haak Hee has been the only
one who has stayed and persevered no matter what the
circumstances or trials. He had always helped and
supported the pastor. Even to this day, I have seen him
attend church no matter how bad the weather is outside.
He has never come to service late.
The Lord acknowledged our church worship and service is
very pleasing and satisfying. It is very rare for any
church throughout the earth to be very pleasing to the
Lord. The Lord stated that there were many pastors who
were leading their ministries based on their own passion
and their own vision. And there were very few pastors
who were leading their ministries based on the
commandments of the Bible. I therefore had to ask the
Lord about our pastor. The Lord said that our pastor is
trying to do as the Lord commands and according to the
Lord’s will. When I had told my pastor how the Lord had
acknowledged him, the pastor was very grateful.
The Lord had told us He hadn’t thought about opening our
spiritual eyes. But after our faithful daily prayers and
spiritual battles with the demons as prayer warriors, we
had caught His attention. The Lord had first thought we
would eventually give up after a few attempts. However,
after He had seen us faithfully pray without ceasing, He
was very impressed and decided to open our spiritual
eyes. He began to open our spiritual eyes, one at a
time.
The Lord asked us to take care of our physical bodies
since we have been weakened by unceasing prayer. When we
had finished the prayer rally, the pastor said, “From
this point on, we’ll only hold all night prayer services
on Wednesdays, Fridays, and Sundays. On the other days,
we will just hold early morning services.” When the
Pastor had revealed his agenda, the Lord clapped and
said, “This is a good plan. I agree with the plan. How
did you know I was thinking about it just as you
planned?” The Lord was very pleased. We sang and
worshipped, ‘Praise Oh my Soul.’ We thanked the Lord in
prayer and left for home.
Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja: *Shocking moments when experiencing
the Fire baptism
The conclusion of our 30 day prayer rally made me feel
very unsatisfied. I was reluctant to end since I wasn’t
spiritually awakened. I made a request to the pastor to
extend it for a few more days. However, the Lord
commanded me to obey the pastor’s decision. I was
relieved to find out that we will have at least three
prayer meetings per week. I‘m expecting to receive the
spiritual awakening at our continued prayer meetings.
I have been living as a pastor’s wife for more than ten
years. During our ministry, I had caused many
difficulties which made the pastor go through many tough
trials. I had to completely repent.
From the beginning of our relationship, the pastor and I
had differences in our faith. Even as a youth, the
pastor had a strong, unshakable faith. Whenever he had a
problem, he prayed and trusted in the Lord. He was in
total dependence on the Lord. Comparing our faiths, my
faith was riddled with doubt and it showed in our
prayers.
Although the pastor relied totally on the Lord, it
appeared to me he lacked in financial ability to support
his own family. However, as the years passed and my
prayers strengthened, I realized by experiencing the
Lord that God loved and valued my husband as a faithful
servant. God’s love toward my husband was very deep. I
had never prayed for lengthy periods that pleased the
Lord. Last year in July, I began to pray with more
discipline. As I spent more time with the Lord in
prayer, the year 2005 began to brighten.
What is the ministry? What is the role of the Pastor’s
wife? What is my function? I used to go to the prayer
houses in Korea to find the answers to my questions. But
my search was in vain. During the day, the pastor and I
evangelized from place to place. We prayed throughout
the night continuously, every single night. I became
weak and my sickness became worse. I had pulmonary
tuberculosis and struggled with the illness for a long
time. I was constantly taking medication. However, when
I met Jesus, I was dramatically healed from my illness.
Now, I’m in perfect health.
Due to our ineffective and weak ministry, we didn’t find
any means to grow our church. Our church rituals and
routines were stagnant. One day, the Lord granted us a
special opportunity. I prayed for many hours, but it
seemed fruitless. My prayers were not effective or
answered. It appeared our ministry was ineffective and
our work was in vain. In the year 2005, the pastor
decided to get out of our stagnant mode. Our service
began with worship and a prayer of repentance. The
pastor then continued with a powerful sermon. He used to
preach for only an hour, but now his sermons last for
two to three hours. Although the services last two or
three hours, the congregation wanted more. The
congregation members who participated in the 30 day
prayer rally still felt unsatisfied and wanted more. As
all aspects of our worship became longer, their hunger
increased even more. When they attended the prayer
rally, time wasn’t a factor anymore. Worshipping lasted
three to four hours. The sermon went for at least three
hours. Daily prayers last for up five hours. The
pastor’s sermon was powered by the Holy Spirit and
penetrated deeply into the hearts and spirits of the
congregation. The Lord Jesus told me I would have a
healing ministry through my Holy dance.
When I was told that, I became curious and asked the
Lord specifically about the healing ministry. The Lord
kindly explained through an example. There are certain
spiritual levels to attain in order to perform healings
through the Holy dance ministry.
For example, if I’m a junior in middle school, I
wouldn’t be eligible or be able to comprehend. However,
if I was a sophomore or junior in college, I would be
eligible to perform the Holy dance healing ministry.
Sister Baek Bong Nyu was only at a level of a freshman
in middle school. But when we reach freshman in high
school, we elevate to a higher position and we can
slowly start to perform. Dancing in the Holy Spirit is
not something one can practice or be trained in. One
cannot create it on their own. It is something that can
only be accomplished through the Lord’s grace.
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: * Crossing over the bridge of no
return
The Lord warned us many times, “The prayer warriors in
the Lord’s church have experienced deep spiritual
awareness. You will never live a normal Christian life.
You have crossed a bridge and can never be turned back!”
I’m very grateful for the Lord’s special intervention. I
was concerned about how to lead my fragile church
according to the Lord’s will. My confidence was low and
my fears were high. I witnessed church members defeated
by evil spirits. I realized my foundation of thinking
was ignorant and my Biblical knowledge was very limited.
With an ignorant mind and limited knowledge, I was
unprepared to battle in the spirit world. When I had
realized this, I was very ashamed.
Many Korean pastors utilize their own method of teaching
and ministering, based on their own philosophies. An
external form of holiness portrayed in organized
religion is prevalent, with no presence of the Lord in
the services. I’m guilty of participating in organized
religion. Whenever I hear “the Lord’s will be done,” my
heart is in complete reverence, because the Lord has
shown me the conditions of many Korean pastors and their
congregations. I’m not going to Judge them, but am
waiting upon the Lord to deal with these matters.
The Lord has solved some of my common problems I
couldn’t fix by myself, the same difficult problems
other pastors are facing today. The Lord has helped us
with these problems and gave me the perfect solutions
for all of them. We have been chosen to live our entire
lives for the Lord.
Pastors and their congregations will be judged according
to their works. Their lives, efforts and thoughts will
all be evaluated. Whether from mega churches or small
ones, they’ll all stand before the Lord. All our deeds
will be judged on that day.
Before, I used to attend seminars or read church
advertisements that boasted of their newly built
building. I was jealous, because their churches were
built so quickly and housed huge congregations. They
would sometimes claim it was because of revival. I felt
inferior to all their success and was stressed out,
because I felt like a failure. However, this doesn’t
bother me anymore.
This didn’t mean my ministry will be performed passively
or without a passionate heart. So often, pastors and
saints start their walk of faith with pure motives and
excitement. However, as time passes they become a friend
of the world without realizing it. This angers the Lord,
and He will eventually judge them. (James 4:4)
Each person lives his life according to his own
standard. Many of our church members have told me people
around them are stating that our church is a cult.
Let me quote a typical statement. “What kind of church
would have a new believer speak in tongues? What kind of
church prophecies, fights evil spirits, and has
revelations of Heaven and Hell? One can only go to
Heaven and Hell after one dies. Maybe there is a chance
one can visit Heaven and Hell in a dream. But only once
or twice can they visit. However, going to Heaven and
Hell on a daily basis is impossible. It doesn’t make
sense!” They attempt to draw my congregation members to
their churches.
I boldly proclaim, “They’re right. We’ll go to Heaven or
Hell once we die. But, it is with God’s almighty power
that we are able to experience Heaven and Hell while we
are still alive.” I, myself, having been ridiculed and
taunted by my own immediate family and accused of
mysticism, don’t care what they say. Heaven and our Lord
is a great mystery. Although our appointed prayer rally
has ended, we’ll continue to pray without ceasing. The
divine experiences I have encountered and recorded have
been condensed for the purposes of this book. If I had
recorded every single experience, the amount of
information would be overwhelming for one book.
Therefore, I’ll record the other experiences on the next
books. The Lord is still continuing His visitations and
works after the appointed prayer rally. The Lord
intervenes with all of our daily business. Haak Sung and
Yoo Kyung have become very wise through their
experiences.
The Lord had told me that He will give me an opportunity
to write more books about Heaven and Hell. In our first
book, we were short of space and couldn’t record some of
the incredible scenes, but the Lord postponed the
recording of those events to the next book. The next
book will have much incredible and shocking content.
Therefore, I am very cautious.
END OF BOOK #2
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