How to wait on God – Part 4 by Bro. Sadhu Sundar
Selvaraj
Now the fundamental key to waiting on God is making all
that is within you still and quiet. If you don’t achieve
that, if you don’t master that, then you cannot enter
into this holy of holies that we are talking about. But,
if you can master bringing all that is within you to be
still and quiet, then you are bounded gathered together
unto the Lord. See 1 Corinthians 6:17 says “He that is
joined unto the Lord is one Spirit.” See you are
entering into a union of oneness with the Lord Jesus
Christ in that beautiful blessed experience of waiting
on the Lord. Where all that is within you are gathered
and bound together with the spirit of the Lord Jesus
Christ. And where the Lord is so where you gathered be
unto him. Where is he? He is in Heaven. If he is in
heaven, when you are one with him where are you? You are
in heaven all the time. So, the art of waiting on God
lies in the key of making all that is within you is
still and quiet. It is not an easy thing. But if you
practice, if you keep on practicing, initially it will
be very very difficult. I speak from experience. When I
first started practicing this in 1983. I could just be
still for a couple of minutes and then I find my
concentrations are broken and I could no more be still.
( Please I said, no walking, no movement. Please respect
what I said. I am telling you because the Lord has told
me to tell you. Don’t move be still. Then you will know
the Lord God is God). So everyday after a session of
meditating, praying and interceding I will just remain
still. But when you try to remain still your mind start
to wander and that is the big battle. Our mind behaves
like a monkey. Running here, Jumping here, running all
over the world. Have you seen people flying kites? You
know the kite flies up in the sky, but the person who
flies the kite holds the string in his hand and he does
not allow the kite to fly beyond its given length and he
will hold the string and pull it down. So the kite is
like your mind that may want to wander. But you have the
power in your hands to pull it, to still it, to keep it
quiet. But most of the time we release the kite and we
fly along with the kite wherever it wants to go. That is
why we all have the problem in being still and quiet. So
the first day I was able to only able quiet for five
minutes and the second day five minutes and the third
day I became very still and quiet for eight minutes. And
day by day my ability to remain still was increasing and
on the sixth day I was able to perfectly remain still
and quiet for 25 minutes. Perfectly still. The mind is
quiet, the heart is quiet, all that is within you is
perfect silent and quiet. Then, I heard the loud audible
voice of the Lord Jesus Christ speaking to me. It was as
if coming from the four corners of my bedroom. Big huge
speakers like these speakers put in the 4 corners of my
bedroom and spoken at a loud blasting voice “FEAR NOT”
How can you not fear? In the middle of the night and you
suddenly hear a blast of sound with a music. Its like an
entire orchestra was mingled into oneness of the voice
of the Lord Jesus Christ and then the sound of the
running waters all intermingled together and all the 3
is distinguishable and then the Lord Jesus spoke to me
concerning my ministry what I should do and how he is
going to help me to do the work. That was the first time
I audibly heard the voice of the Lord Jesus Christ
speaking. And after that first time it was as it like is
now kept an open door. Hearing the voice is no more a
difficulty, you see. You need to struggle until you have
a breakthrough. Once you break through the door is
already open Right? There is no more closing. Once you
get into the other side you then have the power to close
and open according to what you like. So you need to
strive, persevere until you master this art. Once you
master this art then the art needs to be perfected to be
still and quiet. Once it is perfected, any time,
anywhere, in whatever situation even in a crowded
atmosphere like a church, instantly you can become still
and quiet. Instantly. It will no more be a difficulty
and instantly in the stillness and quiet you can be
translated. You are here but you are not here. Living in
two worlds at the same time. It is a marvelous,
wonderful experience you know. Initially may be a scary,
because you don’t know where in the world you are. You
know it will take a little bit of orientation you know
whether which is real. That will be the perplexing
dilemma – which is real. The real world is real or the
heavenly world is real. Which is real? That will be the
dilemma but it is a wonderful wonderful experience.
Rather an invitation your father is extending to you
“Come, Come my son- Come my daughter” . You are not a
dog that need to be satisfied eating the crumbs that
fall down from the master’s table. Are you dogs? No.
Only dogs eat the crumbs but you are the sons and
daughters of God and you should be sitting on the chair.
If not on the chair, up on the table. Which father will
be upset with his son or daughter who wants to be sit on
the table? I always carry my little niece and put her on
the table and talk to her. Because she is little. If she
is grown I cannot do that. But that is the way I show my
affection and my love to her. And when my little nephew
(now he is a big boy) when he was little as soon as he
comes back from his play school he will come knocking on
my office. And he will just walk up right to me, climb
up my laps and then climb up on my table and stare at my
face. Even if I tell him uncle is very busy right now,
leave. He will just smile. When you see a cherubic smile
like that, how can you chase away that angel? Can you?
No. So I will be forced then to take a little break from
my work and sit down on the sofa with him, tell him a
story or take him out for a walk. Then he will be very
satisfied. If a mere man like me can extend such a favor
to an object of my affection, how much more your
heavenly father? How much more? It is not his desire in
the wildest of his imagination that you remain under the
table and only eat crumbs. Tonight I promise you or
declare to you that it is not the will of your father.
The will of your father is, you rise up and sit with him
at his right hand and be like him. Not be like you. You
were created in the image of the living God right? Not
in my image. If you are created in the image of the
living God as I have been telling you since the past 3
days, how can you be a child of God if you don’t see
your father’s face? How can you claim to be a child of
God if you don’t even know the voice of your father? And
how can you be a child of God if you don’t even know the
house of your father? “Behold, I go to prepare a place
for you and where I am, you may be also”. The Lord Jesus
said that very clearly. Where I am you may be. So where
is he now? At the right hand of the father in heaven. So
where you should be? Not where you are now. This is the
reason I am provoking you to jealousy. Stirring you to
climb up higher. The final aspect of waiting on God or
the other aspect of waiting on God is meditating the
word of God. But, meditating the word of God is a very
important integral aspect of waiting on God. Please look
at John 15:7, if you abide in me and my words abide in
you, you shall ask what you will and it shall be done
unto you. I explained to you on the First night as
abiding is waiting on God. Here the scripture says, if
you wait on me and my words abide in you, waiting with
the word of God. The process of meditation, meditating
the word of God is an aspect of waiting on God. To
understand deeper realities of the word, you must
practice meditation. When we say meditation, please
don’t think of Buddhist monks or Hindu priest sitting in
a meditative position. No. Now, this is another lost art
of original Christianity. We have lost it and the
Buddhists and the new ages have grabbed it. So, now when
the genuine Christ to resurface we are branding it new
age. No, it is not. All this heritage, whatever
experiences, whatever teachings that the new ages claim
are rightfully ours. They are not the devils. But who is
the devil? He who was in high ranking angel in heaven in
the first place. He knows what makes heaven thick. He
knows because he was there. He was the only one among
all the high ranking angels who were the closest access
to God. He walked in coals of fire. That is why he dared
to challenge God because he was the closest. He dared to
defy because he thought he knew much things about God.
But, yet I often wonder what guts he really had for a
created thing to come against the uncreated thing. Some
kind of guts, isn’t it? Something to be admired of. So,
if he who was not created in the image of God can have
that much of boldness, how much more you? Who is created
in the image of God should have all the boldness to
stand against him. Amen!! You should not fear him. He
fears you because you usurped his position. We have been
called a kingdom of priest to offer spiritual sacrifices
unto God. That was what he was doing. So he lost his
position. God made man and gave him that rights. That is
why he is mad against us because we have taken his
place. But made higher because we are not seated at the
right hand of God. Now, to understand the deeper reality
and the revelations of the word of God you must
meditate. John 6:63, Lord Jesus said, “My words are
spirit and life”. It is not an ordinary book that you
are holding in your hand which is a paper and a black
ink and some people have red ink printed on the page. It
may be an ordinary paper but every word of God is
breathed by the spirit of God. That is why even after
2000 years if anyone, anywhere reading the word is
convicted. Ask them to read any ordinary books in this
world. Eg: Shakespeare’s plays. Do anybody fall on their
faces and repent their sins? No. Tom Clancy’s books,
some of the top sellers in the world. Every time I am
flying on the plane I see someone reading the Tom Clancy
book. Since he be the most popular author, I don’t see
anybody falling on their faces, lifting up their heads
and praising God by reading Tom Clancy’s book. Currently
almost everyone that I am bumping in the airport is
reading the book called the Davinci Code. A book from
the pit of hell. That seems to be another latest craze
today. People are looking for another excuse not to get
saved. But that is not going to deny the truth. The
truth can always stand on its own. It doesn’t need any
defense. The word of God is spirit and Life. The Lord
Jesus said in Matthew 4:4, Man shall not live by bread
alone but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of
God. Man can survive without physical food just by the
word that is in the bible. I know of a catholic nun in
India who has never eaten for the last 30 years. For her
breakfast, lunch and dinner she will have one cup of
coffee and she will meditate the bible for one hour.
That is all her food that she has eaten for the last 30
years. How did this came about? One day she was reading
the bible Matthew 4:4. If this scripture is true then I
don’t have to eat. That is how it began. So, the next
day she had one cup of coffee and the bible, and then
lunch time, one cup of coffee and the bible, and dinner
one cup of coffee and the bible. It lasted 30 years till
today. That nun is still alive and heavy. How is it
possible? The bible says, the word of God will make your
bones fat. It is written in the bible. It will make your
bones fat. When you dare to believe and dare to act upon
it, God honors it. How did the people in the dessert for
40 years survived? They did not eat pizza’s, no
hamburgers, no Kentucky fried chicken, but bread that
came from heaven. And they lived for 40 years. None of
their clothes had worn out. There was no washing
machines, or Laundromats anywhere. None of their clothes
stinked, none of their soles have worn out. You know not
only God is supernaturally done but supernaturally kept
all their clothes clean. All their clothes
supernaturally cleaned and all their sandals and shoes
supernaturally preserved for 40 years. Talk about
kingdom living, they experienced it in the old testament
days. And the bible says, the new testament saints are
better than the old testament saints. They are better
remember that. If they can be supernaturally sustained
you can much more. About 10 years ago, when I started
speaking in the churches in Singapore a pastor once (he
became a very dear friend of mine) came and told me, you
know brother Sadhu, your message is wonderful, you give
revelatory teachings and when you begin to pray the
power of God comes on very powerfully. But only one
thing is lacking in your message. I thought this is a
learned teacher of the word and he has found some error
in my preaching. So, I said please correct me where I
am. He said, you must make up your messages with Greek
and Hebrew words. I said Ok. If I use Greek and Hebrew
words will the congregation understand? He said No. They
may not understand but it will make you feel great, it
will make you feel very learned. And you know what, the
minister used to do in his messages? He not only quote
Greek and Hebrew messages and even give strong
concordance number. Once I heard him saying ‘Love’ in
Greek it is saying Agape 4232. In the beginning I didn’t
understand what is 4232? And then he will say another
Greek word and say 3212. What is all that. I didn’t know
what he was talking about and he will go on quoting all
these numbers. I thought maybe this pastor had some
strange rare revelation I had no access to. So at the
end of the meeting I asked him, Pastor, excuse me, with
all fear and trembling I ask you this question, because
they may feel offended you know, those who had PhD and
Doctorate degrees. See, when they have a PhD they have
permanent head damage. So, with great respect I asked
the pastor ( If there is a damage they will jump and
bite you, you know. Remember the story, there was a boy
going around and bite everybody). So, I asked him,
Pastor, what is 4232 or 3212? He just braced up himself
and said, brother Sadhu, these are all the strong
concordance reference numbers that I am giving to the
people so that they can go back home and do he research.
Oh I see, I said. Please pastor, how many of the people
in the congregation have a strong concordance at home?
How many of them really go up and bothered to look up
the strong concordance numbers? He said, anyway brother
Sadhu, if you really want to be well accepted by all
these established churches you must do all these
research and come up with all these Greek and Hebrew
words. I said, alright pastor, I will go and do my
homework. I went and knelt down to pray. So I told Jesus
what the pastor said. Lord, look what all they said, why
didn’t you allow me to go to a bible school, I can also
say 123456…. (You see what kind of clowns we all become
Isn’t it? You know how much more spirituality will be
added into a Greek word or Hebrew word?) Anyway, I was
pouring out all my owes to Lord Jesus. Alright Lord, now
you need to teach me Greek and Hebrew words because they
want it. I said, they all say Greek and Hebrew word
gives you the rich meaning of word of God. That’s why
they have all these translations. That’s why they have
an entire semester or few semesters in a seminary they
have to learn Greek and Hebrew. Sometimes if we go on to
do a Master degree we have to learn Aramaic and all the
ancient languages of the bible. So that you will get a
grasp of all these. And then the Lord Jesus looked at me
very gently (good smile) and he told me, my dear son, to
understand my word you don’t need Greek or Hebrew. You
need my spirit. That’s once and for all you know. And I
no more bothered about 123456….. and all. What is the
use of it if I quote you a string of Greek and Hebrew
words would you understand? It will all be Greek to you
right? What is the use when the spirit is missing? See
the bible tells us very clearly in 2 Timothy 3:16, Every
word of God came by the inspiration of the holy Spirit.
If it is the holy spirit who breathe the word, to
understand the word you must know the holy spirit. Then
he can unveil all the richness of the word that the Lord
Jesus already spoke. The Lord Jesus says one thing but
we meant another thing when it comes with all kinds of
theological directions. Select for example Isaiah 40:31
says those who wait on God shall lift up with wings like
eagles. The scripture meant what it says. But if we go
to any theological seminary they will say it is a
figurative language. But I proved to you last night its
not a figurative language. It is real. Do you believe
that? It is real. Every word of God is breathed by the
Holy Spirit. So, to understand when you wait on God
meditating the word of God. The Holy Spirit comes to
help you inspiring your mind. So, what is meditation?
Let me quote you a few Hebrew words. Well, I can, only
from my definition by going to those root words. Anyway
there are two specific Hebrew words and one Greek word
to use the concept of meditation. Firstly, word ‘Hagah’.
How many of you can tell me what is it? You see, you
know ‘Hagah’? Ok. Very good. Only one among these
hundreds. I don’t understand what is the use of giving
all these words. Anyway, its ok. We will follow
tradition. It means “To muse, to think, to consider, to
reflect deep thoughts”. So, it means, the word ’Hagah’
has got to do with the mind. Ok. Now keep that in your
mind. Secondly the word ‘Siyach’. And the word ‘Siyach’
means speak to oneself. So, it is like just speaking to
yourself. Thirdly, the Greek word ‘Meletao’ and the word
‘Meletao’ is quite similar to the word ‘Hagah’ meaning-
to take counsel in the mind. Now we put all these 3
definitions together and this is what mediation means.
Meditation is the reflection of deep thoughts by musing
in the mind with the speaking loudly to oneself.
Understood everybody? (I am surprised). Now in a
nutshell what this really means is this – When you have
a problem won’t you sit down and think about your
problem? Sometimes you will be just speaking to
yourself, how to solve this, how to solve that, trying
to crack in your mind how to solve your problems. Now
that is the art of meditation. That is the negative
aspect of meditation. But you can make it positive. Just
use the principle for the word of God. So, take the
word, say for example, Matthew 5:8, ‘Blessed are the
pure in heart for they shall see God’. So you keep on
speaking Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall
see God. As your mouth keeps on speaking your mind
ponders and focuses on that word. See, when you bring
your mind and mouth together in oneness, your mind is
not going to wander anywhere. Why is your mind wandering
when you are reading the bible, because you are so quiet
doing your quiet meditation. So when you are quiet the
mind is empty. It likes to go somewhere. Now you may
have experience when you are praying in tongues your
mind flies everywhere, have you? Why? Because when you
are praying in tongues your mind has got no work to do.
So it goes for a ride. It gets bored waiting for you. It
doesn’t know what to do. Because it is not experienced
however, if you discipline your mind become one with
your spirit. If you achieve that, then whatever you pray
in the spirit your mind can interpret and understand it
instantly. Instantly. You don’t have to wait for the
interpretation to come. As you are praying in the spirit
you will know what you are praying. When the mind become
one with your spirit and your mind and spirit becomes
one with the holy spirit (That is a different subject
you don’t want to go into that right now) So this is
meditation. You take the word of God, you meditate, you
ponder and ponder upon it and then speak aloud. This is
the correct form of reading the Bible. You don’t read it
quietly to yourself. That is wrong. You must open your
mouth and speak aloud. You speak aloud and as you are
speaking aloud your mind thinks on the word. See, the
scripture says let the words of my mouth and the
meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight. See,
the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart,
the meditation of the mind be acceptable, meaning they
become one. When they become one, then you are bounded
together in oneness with the spirit of the Lord. Then,
when you become bounded with oneness in the spirit of
the Lord, powerful powerful results are resulted. Now,
when I was here in Lanchester last year, when you were
having this conference ( whatever I am going to teach
you now is what the Lord taught me last year and this
was what he said in opening. When he gave me this entire
teaching he said, ‘ Tell my people to love me and the
word abiding in them cause them to see me’. Loving the
word and seeing the Lord Jesus Christ goes hand in hand.
Let me repeat to you again. ‘Tell my people to love me
and the word abiding in them will cause them to see me’.
Now when we love certain kinds of food we will eat them
with great delight in large quantities right?. Something
you like you will want to eat. Those things that you
don’t like you will fast and pray right? In the same way
‘Love the word’. Love the word and eat it with delight
and not to do it with compulsion or duty. It should not
become a ritual that if you don’t do it you feel so
condemned. If it becomes a ritual, just part of your
Christian life routine it defeats the purpose. Now turn
your bible to John 14:21, it says ‘He that hath my
commandments and keepth them, he it is that loveth me’.
If you claim that you love the Lord your God, then you
must meditate God’s word. This is a commandment from the
Lord Jesus Christ. What is the sign that you love him?
How can you say that you love him but you are not
knowing about him? You know, when you meditate the word
you are meditating him who wrote the word. That is why
it is so powerful to meditate God’s word. You are
actually meditating him, the Lord Jesus Christ himself.
When you are partaking the word of God, you are feasting
on the Lord Jesus Christ himself. In John 6:41,, the
Lord Jesus Christ said, I am the bread that came down
from heaven, I am the Loaf. Actually, the Greek word
bread says thick Loaf. The Loaf that came from heaven
and you can partake bits and pieces, bits and pieces
until the big loaf is within you. Now, when you
meditate, meditation is a revelation of Lord Jesus
Christ himself. In John 5:39, the Lord Jesus Christ
said, ‘Search the word, in them you shall only find me.
Search. You think you have eternal life there? No. You
will only find me. When you meditate the word of God,
you are entering into the bosom of the Lord Jesus
Christ. As John 1:18 says, Jesus Christ enters the bosom
of the father. When you meditate the word of God you are
entering into the bosom of the Lord Jesus Christ. You
know where is the bosom of the Lord Jesus Christ? When
the Lord Jesus Christ died on the cross John 19:34 says,
A Roman soldier took a spear and pierced his side. A way
was made in him for you on the cross. Now you can enter
into that bosom through the blood of Lord Jesus Christ.
This is the mystery of Hebrews 10:19 and Hebrews 4:
15-16, where the Lord Jesus said, we can enter with all
boldness. The Apostle Paul writes that. We can enter
with all boldness into the throne of Grace by the blood
of Jesus Christ. And where is the throne? Through the
bosom of the Lord Jesus Christ. And how can you enter
into the bosom? By meditating the word of God. When you
meditate the word of God, you are translated into the
bosom. In a little while I will explain how the mystery
takes place. Several years ago, may be 10 or 15 years, I
was in this nation called Malaysia. One day, it was my
off day. The Pastor was so kind to give me a day off.
So, I spend the day fasting and praying and waiting on
God. That’s what I always do when I have some free time.
So as towards the end of the day I decided I am going to
do a spiritual research. This is another one of my past
times. I do spiritual research on what the word says was
something that is mysterious about the bible. I will
fast and pray, fast and pray even if it is until 10
years until I get the answer or understand the mystery
concerning the one particular thing that is written in
the bible. So I decided to do a research. If I meditate
the word named JESUS what will happen? So I decided to
do a quiet oneness state of mind. Then I just keep on
repeating the word JESUS. As I began to meditate the
word Jesus, before my spiritual eyes I saw the letters
JESUS appeared in the heavenlies. And I just keep on
meditating the word. The word became brighter and
brighter and increasing its glory. Then the word just
transformed and I saw the Lord Jesus Christ standing in
the heavenlies now. See, this is the mystery of John
1:14, And the word became flesh You think the bible
lies? I saw that with my own eyes that day. The word
became flesh and I saw the Lord Jesus Christ now. I keep
on meditating further and further. Then a light from the
centre of the chest of the Lord Jesus Christ began to
shine out. From small intensity of brightness it
increased and increased and increased until the Lord
Jesus Christ was covered with the ball of Light. And the
holy spirit then signified to me this was how the Lord
Jesus Christ looked like on the Mount of
transfiguration. That is how Peter, James and John saw
the Lord Jesus Christ on the Mount of transfiguration. I
kept on meditating deeper and the ball of light
increased its intensity, increased and increased and
increased until it became a huge ball of sun. And I keep
on meditating. Now I could feel the pain and the
intensity of the light and the glory in my physical
eyes. Although it was just a vision you know. Still you
see, my flesh and my spirit became one. When they became
one, I could feel as I feel in the spirit, I am feeling
natural. Do you understand? It became one. That stands
as both became one. And the light increased and
increased until there was a explosion. And I was
physically knocked down. The glory of the father God.
See, this is how powerful meditation is. You are
entering into the glories of heaven when you meditate
the Lord Jesus Christ. An aspect of waiting on god
transforms you and takes you into the very heart of God.
Now , when you meditate the word of God it also
sanctifies you. The bible says in Psalms 119:105, the
word of God is like Light. Proverbs 6:23 also tells us
the same thing. When you meditate that word, when yopu
keep on speaking that word, the word that is nigh on
your mouth will begin to enter into your spirit. Just
like how when you eat food. It goes down your throat
into your stomach. In the same way, when you start
meditating the word over and over again it will flow
down your spiritual throat inside your spirits. Going
down into your spirit. And the bible says in Psalms
110:130, the entrance of God’s word gives light. That
light is the holiness of God. Now, when the light goes
into your spirit, it will begin to burn all the works of
the flesh and the lusts of the flesh within you will
begin to burn by the fires of God. When it begin to burn
2 Corinthians 7:1 says, all filthiness of your spirit
and your flesh are been washed and burned by the fires
in the word of God. Now, if you read Psalm 39:3 and
Jeremiah 20:9, two scripture says, the word of God is
like fire. So, when the word enters into your bean, the
first work it does is, it sanctifies you. All the
impurities in your spirit, in your soul and in your body
it burns, it purifies and sanctifies you. This is the
first miracle that takes place. Secondly, when you
meditate the word of God, waiting in the presence of
God, the word of God brings inspiration to your spirit.
The bible says in Proverbs 20:27, ‘the spirit of man is
the candle of Lord’. So, when the word - Now imagine
like this, the candle is your spirit now. You are
meditating the word of God and the word is light and the
word starts entering into your spirit. At that point of
contact there is a blinding explosion of light.
Something equal to a nuclear fusion. In a nuclear
fusion, scientists collide nuclei at fast speeds two
atoms and when they collide, at that point of colliding
they give a blinding explosion of energy called a
nuclear fusion. That’s what happens when the light of
the word touches the light of your spirit. When it comes
in contact blinding flesh of light shoots directly upto
heaven. The bible says in James 1:17, God is the father
of lights. It goes straight upto him and when it touches
God, then God gives back to you. James 3:17 says,
multiple seven fold wisdom and inspiration. Now, why do
all the angels in heaven need to praise and worship God?
Just no need for them to praise and worship God. But if
you studied the book of revelation very carefully they
will use 7 different kinds of words. Always 7 words to
praise God. Wisdom, Thanks, Glory, Honor, Power be unto
God. Now, why isn’t got wisdom? Isn’t got glory? Isn’t
got honor? So, why must the angels say all the four? By
ascribing that all to God, God has created in a system
that, then they shall receive wisdom, they shall receive
honor, they shall receive glory by praising God, the
angels are blessed in return. God doesn’t need the
glory, honor and praise and all that because he is God.
But by ascribing them all to God, the angels then in
return are been blessed. With that glory, with that
honor, with that wisdom, with that praise. Can you
imagine what will be the spiritual state of the church
if you follow the same godly principles. If you, when
you gather standing as a congregation and the whole
church in spirit and in truth, in the beauty of
holiness, you are ascribing glory, honor, strength and
praise to god all the time, the same will be reflected
back to you and the church will not be dead. But this is
where we are missing because we are always having
entertainment services. Our Sunday worship is nothing
but an entertainment service. You are the guest singer
who comes and sing right? Who is he entertaining for?
See how much we are fallen? We are fallen from the glory
of God. Most of the songs we sing in churches are
nothing but rubbish. I am sorry to say this. It only
pacifies our flesh but not ascribe the glory to God. By
singing, ‘Let the redeem of the Lord says so’, what
Glory, honor, and praise to God is there in that song?
This is just an example. If you make a study of the
songs we sing in our church 95% are nothing but our
appealing to our flesh. Just pure entertainment in the
church. Make everybody jump up and down like kangaroos.
We are not dancing in the spirit. Making crazy monkey
moose in our churches. I am sorry for that frank opinion
but it is. I have never seen any angels dancing like how
we dance in our church. I have been graced and
privileged by the mercies of God to witness the worships
in heaven. And seeing the angels dance in such a beauty
and harmony. They will be shocked to see in our
churches. People run around the church building. I
always wonder what are they doing? Have you seen that?
Why are they going around the church building? I wonder
why? Merry-go-round mountain, what is that? Losing their
weight in the church service? (I am trying not to
laugh). You see, what a mockery we are making the
holiness of God. We are making a pure mockery in the
name of worship. That is why we don’t experience the
true Glory of God in our services. I say this with great
love to you. The church must be restored back to
worshipping God in the beauty of his holiness. Before
she can experience the Glory of the God in the churches,
the church will be raptured in power and Glory. She must
learn how to worship God in spirit and in truth. Not the
flamboyant display of how great voices we have. Shouting
and singing to each other. If you don’t believe me, you
watch Christian TV in your country. You will know, in
the conferences, in the crusades, pop singers will shout
at each other. I don’t know why they are shouting at
each other when it should be a song of glory to the
living God. Why are they looking at each other and
shouting? Seeing who can sing better? If you are
presenting the special song for the glory of God,
shouldn’t you be presenting it to God? Other than
looking and shouting at each other. What is this? There
is no such thing as Christian Rock. My dearly beloved
parents, it is your duty to teach your children,
discipline your children what is right and what is
wrong. If you allow them to do what they want to do, you
are opening the door for the devil to wreck your family
apart to pieces and bring them to hell. There is no such
thing as Christian rock. This is another trick of the
devil. So inspiration that comes from God, when the word
of God lights up you, wisdom comes. Inspiration on the
word of God is given to you. Deep understanding on the
word of God is inspired to your mind, to your spirit, to
your soul into your body. Let me reveal with you little
deeper about this inspiration. Now the bible tells us in
Proverbs 18:4, (quickly please turn with me), here it
says, ‘The word’s of a man’s mouth are as deep waters,
and the wellspring of wisdom as a flowing brook’. Now
this scripture is making a reference to the word of God
like the waters in your mouth. The simile is here like a
water. Now I want to look at another scripture. Proverbs
20:5, ‘Counsel in the heart of man is like deep water
but a man of understanding will draw it out’. Now, when
you are waiting on God, meditating the word of God is
like water within you. And when your spirit, when your
soul becomes one with the Holy Spirit, deep within you
it is like a deep well. Your spirit is inexhaustible.
Limitless. Our body is limited but your spirit is
without limit. And when you actually look within you can
see deep, deep, deep within you, where it seems there is
no end. Unless you are sitting in a waiting position and
meditating the word, you can like drop a bucket and draw
out from the fountain of eternal life. Deep mysteries of
the word of God. This is how I understand the bible.
That is why I am able to explain the mysteries to you.
This is how I am practicing. This is how I learn it.
When I meditate, I just go inside me into the heart of
the Lord Jesus Christ. When you are into the heart of
the Lord Jesus Christ, all this bible word becomes a
living word. I actually see all the dramas being
displayed. I will share with you in a little while how
that is possible and how you can have blessed with that
experience. So you learned to draw the waters, deep
waters from within you. You don’t have to go here and
there. There is no harm reading, commentaries reading,
Greek or Hebrew. You can do all. No harm. However,
remember all these externalities only satisfies your
mind. It is good to know knowledge but don’t be
satisfied with that. Don’t stop there. Meditate the word
and you can draw out rich revelations that which the
Lord Jesus Christ actually meant it would to be. There
are actually 7 hidden meanings and mysteries to every
word of God. And a man of understanding (this is what
the scripture say)shall draw them out. A man of
understanding he who waits upon the Lord and meditates
the word shall draw out of its deep hidden riches.
Thirdly, this revelation or this inspiration flows at 4
levels. If you read Ezekiel 47:3-5 there Ezekiel sees
the river of life that flows out from the temple of God.
And then he sees the 1st level riches is Ankle, then the
river flows higher upto the Knee, then the river flows
higher upto Waist, then upto the neck where he was
swimming. 4 levels of increasing revelational knowledge
or revelational experience. What are the 4 levels?
Firstly, the Ankle level is the basic revelation that
comes by inspiration. Job 32:8 says, there is a spirit
in man and the Almighty gives him inspiration. Just say,
inspiration that comes to you when you are meditating
the word of God. Sudden fleshes of wisdom and sudden
fleshes of understanding. This is the basic level of
revelational experience that is the Ankle level. If you
mature, then your experience increases upto your Knees.
What is that? Now you can hear. The Holy Spirit himself
teaching you. You can hear the still small voice of the
Holy Spirit teaching you. 1 John 2: 27 says, the
anointing that abides within you shall teach you. John
14:26 says, the Holy Spirit whom I shall send in my
Father’s name shall teach you all things. So, when you
reach the 2nd level you can actually hear with your
spiritual ears. The Holy Spirit teaching you what does
scripture means. When you mature again the 3rd level at
the waist deep waters. What happens? Angelic beans come
to teach you. Now, this Angelic beans I want to separate
them into 2 categories. I use the word Angelic beans.
They can be separated as Angels. Firstly, Angels, you
can read in Daniel 8:15-16, how Angels constantly came
and taught Daniel the word of God and if you read the
book of Ezekiel, the entire book of Ezekiel, Angels came
and taught him. Even if you look at the book of
Revelation, Angels were assigned to teach John, the word
of God. Our time does not permit me to share with you
some of my experiences how Angels will come as I
meditating the word of God. They will come and give me a
revelation of the word that I am reading. The second
aspect of an Angelic bean, the saints of God in heaven.
They can come and teach you. Now, if you read Luke 9:31,
At the Mount of transfiguration, Moses and Elijah
appeared to the Lord Jesus Christ in glory and they
taught him what the word says about the Messiah. They
were reminding him of the word and they reminding him
and bringing to his understanding all the prophecies in
the Old testament concerning the sufferings of the
Messiah. They were teaching him. Now, turn with me in
Revelation 1:1, an Angel of the Lord was sent to teach
John all the words about the end times and the heavenly
things in the book of Revelation. Now please remember
the word, an Angel was sent to teach John. Now,
Revelation 22:6 says, and he said unto me these words
are faithful and true, and the Lord God of the Holy
prophets sent his Angel (now please note this scripture
very carefully) these words are faithful and true and
the Lord God of the holy prophets sent his Angel to show
unto his servants the things which must shortly be done.
So, the scripture is very clear that God spoke through
an Angel to teach John about the end time things.
Everybody agrees? So, the word is very clear isn’t it?
Ok. Now let us read further Revelation 22:7, Behold, I
come quickly; blessed is he that keepth the words of the
prophecy of the book, and I John saw these things and
heard and seen, I fell down to worship before the feet
of the Angel who showed me these things. Now, whom was
Jon going to worship? The Angel who was teaching him all
things. Everybody agrees? Ok. Now let us look at who
this Angel is? (Revelation 22:9) Then saith he unto me,
see, thou do it not; for I am thy fellow servant and of
thy brethren the prophets, and of them who keep the
words of this book. So it is not an Angel. Agreed
everybody? It is one of the prophets, a saint in heaven
who was sent to teach John all these things. Now, this
is not necromancy, speaking to the dead. How can you
speak to the dead when they are living? Amen! When they
are living and God is the God of the living how can you
be talking to the dead? Now this is another corruption
of whole theology. Remember as we are nearing towards
the rapture, heaven and earth must become one and more
such visitations are become very very common and
apparent in the body of Christ. So the Angels and the
Angelic beans will come and teach us the word of God and
we have powerfully explained holy scriptures. Now the
4th level, the waters are at the neck that means now how
he has to deeply swim. At this level, the Lord Jesus
Christ himself comes to teach you the word of God. He
himself will come and teach you, this is what my word
says. That is how I am able to understand many many
things of the scriptures. The very fact that I am able
to stand before you for the past 4 nights and teach you
all these things is none of my own meditation, none of
my own research, none of the library of books that I
have, nothing. It is only all these precious truth I
received is waiting on God. Spending hours in prayer and
then one revelation from God opens the whole world of
revelation. And you can have the same blessed
experience. It is not reserved for me. It is for
everyone of you who are here. Do you believe that? Do
you want that? It is for you. If you practice the same
things as I am teaching you, I promise you in Jesus name
tonight you not only can have the same experience I am
sharing with you but even greater. Because you will have
the advantage to build up on where I am and go one step
higher. So the next time I would be sitting and learning
from you. Won’t you like that? (Oh you selfish people).
Finally, when you are meditating the word of God, it
will begin to illumine and enlighten your eyes. Psalms
19:8, the meditation of the word of God enlightens our
eyes. This eyes now is both the natural and the
spiritual eyes. Now, the eagle has binocular eyes and
microscopic eyes and it has double eyelids. When its
eyelids closes once it can look directly at the sun and
then the eyelids blink again it can look down on the
earth to see a fish that is swimming in the waters or a
lamb or a sheep running around. It has this ability.
When you wait on God, meditating the word of God, the
eyes of your understanding are enlightened. For you to
know things heavenly and the things on this earth.
Discern both rems together at the same time. You know
everyone of us have the spiritual eyes. Do you know
that? Now the spiritual eyes are located directly behind
the natural eyes and the day when your spiritual eyes
are opened. I am not talking about just a visitation
now. Visitation you will not experience all these
technicalities that I am explaining to you right now. A
visitation is just your eyes just see. But I don’t want
you to be satisfied with the visitations do you? I want
you to climb up higher and turn a visitation into a
habitation where you can forever be abiding in that
place. When you are there you can actually fell your
spiritual eyes opened up right behind the natural eyes.
That is your own spiritual eyes but if you find favor in
the eyes of God, God can give you another eye called the
eyes of his understanding. This is written in Ephesians
3:18, and that eye the Lord will put in your heart. I
entered into this experience in 1987. The Lord came and
literally put this eye. This is what the new ages will
call the third eye. Have you heard of that? Now, please
let me repeat one more time. Whatever they claim is
called ours. Rightfully ours. But because the church was
in the dark ages she didn’t know how to enhance it. When
the third eye is open then you can see far far greater
things into the mind of Lord Jesus, into the kingdom of
heaven instantly just like this within the snap of a
finger. The moment you close your eyes, your eyes are
open. You can even see through this eye, see the spirit
world and the natural world at the same time just like
the eagle eye. See, it is not by accident that the God
used eagle as a parable in this passage. The good
example for you is found in 2 Kings 6:15-17. There
Elisha is surrounded by the enemies and his servant sees
the enemies. Elisha comes out and he says ‘Don’t worry,
they are for us are greater than they that are against
us’ and the servant did not understand. And Elisha
prayed and his eyes got open. He saw a mountain full of
chariots and horses of fire. See, when Elisha came out
of his prayer closet his eyes saw both the spirit rem
and the natural rem. A binocular vision and a
microscopic vision. Two worlds he saw at the same time.
So he was able to say they that are for us are greater
than that they are against us. Finally, (not actually
finally,) Semifinally, when you meditate the word of God
it purifies your heart to see the Lord Jesus Christ.
John 14:21 says, he that meditated the word of God and
practices ir, I will manifest myself to them. Colossians
3:16 says, store the word of God in your heart. Now I
want you to give me your attention undivided right now
as I explain to you technicality that is involved. Once
you understand that technicality then you can understand
how it works. See the word of God, the written word of
God is the Lord Jesus Christ. Agreed everybody? Now, as
you meditate the word of God, one word becomes in your
heart, another word becomes in your heart, another word
becomes in your heart and when the moment your heart is
full you see Jesus there. The logos, the word became
flesh. Psalm 16:8 says, I see the Lord Jesus Christ
standing before my eyes, always he is standing there.
What keeps you from not seeing him? The veil that is
over your eyes, because the heart is empty. But once,
when your heart is richly filled with the word, when the
image of Christ in your heart is completed you see the
Lord Jesus Christ standing right before you. This is a
simple shortcut. You don’t have to fast and pray for 365
days. Shortcut to seeing the Lord Jesus Christ.
Americans love shortcut don’t you? This is a drive by.
This is the mystery of what the Lord Jesus Christ says,
the kingdom of heaven is within you. This is what it
means. The kingdom of heaven is not somewhere far away.
It is just deep with in you. Then your soul and spirit
becomes one with the spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ.
And where the Lord Jesus is there you shall be also and
then comes a beautiful experience in John 14:23 where
the Lord Jesus says, if anyone loves me, he will keep my
commandments and we will come and make our abode in you.
The word abode is the word ‘tabernacle’. That is what is
written here in 2 Corinthians 6:16. You r temple, your
inner being becomes the garden of Eden where God walks
in it and talks with you. It says very clearly right? It
is not a figurative language. It means what the
scripture says. He walks in you, he talks with you. This
is my daily experience. When I become quiet, waiting on
God, meditating the word of God I see within me. I am
just entered into that within. There I am there in that
Garden of Eden. In the Garden of Eden, the Lord Jesus
Christ is there, all the saints are there. Its paradise.
You know what Garden of Eden was in those days? Today it
is paradise. In paradise you are in heaven. That is why
translations are instantaneous because you don’t have to
go too far. Just within you. Amen! My dearly beloved
brothers and sisters, this concludes our study on
waiting on God. As you practice this waiting on God, you
can be transformed and translated from glory to glory to
the various stages of becoming one with God. The
ultimate purpose of waiting on God is to become like the
Lord Jesus. That is the ultimate purpose that you all be
changed, renewed and become like him. Amen!
Lift up your hands and give thanks to God. He is a good
God. His grace and mercy endures forever and ever Amen!
Amen! Amen!. Now I am going to pray for all your needs,
whatever needs you may have. If you have a sickness in
your body, take your right hand and put on the part of
your body right now. If you don’t have a sickness but
have some other issues on God to hear you and bless you,
just take your right hand and put on your heart. Let me
tell you one thing. I flow more in the anointing in mass
prayer than in individual prayer. That is the time Lord
Jesus comes and tells me about the people and he blesses
you. So, that is the time you reach out your faith to
grab the blessing. Don’t wait until the end of
everything and you come individually to me for prayer.
This is the better thing. Amen! Now reach out to the
Lord Jesus Christ right now.
Thank you wonderful Jesus. You are a glorious God.
Whatever your needs are my dearly beloved brother and
sisters, make it known to the Lord Jesus Christ right
now. Whatever they are, if it is a sickness, a disease
in your body that is troubling you for a long time, tell
it to the Lord Jesus. Take your right hand and put on
the part of your body where you have a problem. Thank
you glorious Jesus, wonderful precious Lord Jesus. Thank
you Lord Jesus, your children had continued with me in
this conference together with all the other speakers of
all these past 4 days Lord. Now I pray you will stretch
forth your hands and bless them abundantly. We read in
your word that, when you finished your sermon on the
Mount, you did not send anybody empty handed but you fed
them and you also blessed them Lord. So, now I pray in
the name of the Lord Jesus Christ look upon them Lord!
Look upon them! You have been gracious to forgive their
sins, gracious to forgive their trespasses, gracious to
forgive their transgressions. Now I pray, sprinkle your
clean water upon them Lord and wash them thoroughly that
they will be white and clean. Thank you wonderful Jesus.
Lord, your word says, if you abide in me and my words
abide in you, whatever you shall be asked in my name it
shall be granted to you. Lord, they have been abiding in
you for these last 4 days Lord and your words that has
been spoken by all your saints has been abiding in them,
therefore now I pray in the name of the Lord Jesus
Christ that thou who searches the hearts and minds of
your people look into their hearts. What are the need
Lord I pray, divine, look into their hearts and I pray,
grant them Lord the desires of their hearts that it may
become one with you. Set them free Lord Jesus Christ,
set them free. Do a good work in their lives. Grant them
Lord their needed blessings they need in their lives.
Now I pray Lord Jesus, look at all the sick bodies, Your
word tells us, by your stripes we are healed and your
word says, you have given that your name is high above
all other names. Therefore your name is greater than the
name of cancer. Your name is greater than the name of
any sickness, any disease in the name of the Lord Jesus
Christ. According to the authority that you have given
unto me, I now command in Jesus name, I rebuke every
sickness, I rebuke every disease in Jesus name I command
the sickness and the diseases to come out right now in
the name of Jesus. I command you every foul, unclean
spirit to come out right now in Jesus name. I command
you spirits of infirmity come out right now in the name
of Jesus. I command this sickness and disease be set
free in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. In Jesus
name, Lord I command and be healed right now in Jesus
name. Let them feel your anointing and your healing
power flowing all over them right now. Right now. Let
them tangibly feel, literally feel your power flowing
all over them. Your lipid fire, your wind of the spirit
flow all over them the crown of the head to the sole of
their feet in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. I
command them to be healed in the name of the Lord Jesus
Christ. Let your healing anointing flow all over them
right now. Let every deceased organ in the womb I
command and be healed right now. Right now. I command
every blood disorder I command in Jesus name, be healed
right now. I command every low blood, high blood,
irregular pressures of blood in the body I command them
in Jesus name return them to the normal pressure right
now. Thank you wonderful Jesus. Thank you wonderful
Jesus. I command every breathing disorder of bodies be
healed right now in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Thank you wonderful Jesus. I command every sugar level
in the blood, every diabetic conditions in the name of
Jesus Christ be healed right now. Right now. Let your
healing anointing flow. Let it flow, let it flow all
over their bodies Lord. Let your children tangibly feel
your anointing flowing within their bodies. Let them
feel it all within their bodies. I command every
deceased kidneys be healed in the name of Jesus right
now. Thank you wonderful Jesus. I command every sinus
problem and every sickness in their nose, I rebuke you
spirits of infirmity come out right now in the name of
Jesus. You fowl unclean spirit I command your chains of
darkness be broken out their lives right now in the name
of Jesus. I command every powers of witchcraft be broken
right now over the lives of the people of God in the
name of Jesus. I declare no weapon that is formed
against them shall ever prosper. And your word says
Lord, there is no enchantment or divination against the
children of Israel. I now take this word and I break the
offender. Every works of darkness against them in the
name of Jesus Christ. Thank you wonderful Jesus,
Glorious mighty Jesus. All pastors put up your hand
right now. Thank you wonderful Jesus. Lord Jesus look at
your ministers and your servants right now. In the name
of the Lord Jesus Christ I come against every
principality that is working against their churches. I
command the dominions and the power that are disrupting
souls that are coming to the churches I bind them in the
name of Jesus Christ. And I command let the windows of
heaven be opened for their churches and the Angels of
God will go into highways and byways to bring the source
into their churches. In the name of the Lord Jesus
Christ I break every powers of witchcraft in their
churches right now. I command Lord all those who are
working witchcraft prayers in their churches I command
that your fires of holiness will drive them out of their
churches right now in the name of Jesus. Thank you
wonderful God, Thank you woinderful God. You are a good
God. You are a gracious God. Common lift up your holy
hands and give glory and thanks to the living God right
now. Give thanks to him for healing you. Give thanks to
him for blessing you. Common, open your mouth and give
thanks to God. Give thanks to God for setting you free
from all kinds of bondages that have chocked you in
bondage. Thank you wonderful Jesus. I want to pray for
all your children right now. Those of you have children
or grand children lift up your hands to the throne of
the God right now. As I am praying I want you to mention
the name of the children and grand children before God.
Holy father, I have spoken to your children according to
the inspiration that you have shown me Lord. Now, I pray
let all their children grow in the spirit that they grow
in stature, they grow in wisdom, they will grow in the
knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ, that they will grow
in the understanding in the ways of God for their lives.
I pray that you will bless them according to your word
in James 1:5 with all wisdom and understanding. I plead
the blood of Lord Jesus Christ over their minds, over
their souls, over their spirits that you will protect
our children from all defilement lord that they will be
protected from all defilement of the flesh and of the
spirit and most importantly I pray that they will not
lose their faith in the midst of the faithless, crooked
and perverse generation Lord. I pray Lord that your
grace will protect all our children till you come again
in glory, till the purposes and destinies of the Lord
are fulfilled in their life and I pray that the Angels
of God will seal them Lord, seal them that the evil will
not have authority over their lives. And I pray holy
father, those of their children who have gone astray, I
pray that even right now as we pray, Holy Spirit you
will convict them of sin and of the righteousness of God
and of the Judgment of God and will bring them back into
the saging knowledge of Lord Jesus Christ. I command
that the powers of lust will be broken over our children
Lord. I command the powers of fornicating sexual sins
will be broken over their children’s life in the name of
Jesus Christ. I command the powers of deviling into
alcohols and witchcrafts be broken over their lives of
their children in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
Father I pray that all their children will be taught of
you Lord and will be prepared for your Glory, to meet
you in glory. Thank you wonderful Jesus, you are a good
God. Your grace and mercy endures forever and ever.
Amen!
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